heyo people im back..
since a few of you offered to listen i might as well say it here, btw i've been doing coursework so sorry for not replying right away.
Im still a little confused but not as much as i used to be. Anyways, I thought i was proper gay right, but then funny thing happened, I was in My graphics class and the (cute) boy with red hair looked at me, and my heart did a wierd flip/thump and i smiled instantly. So i was like wtf???
i was major confused..and even worse i started to fancy jack sparrow again (johnny depp, but to be fair he can turn any gay girl or straight boy the other way) .
So I just assumed i was bi again. I then talked about it to a friend, and i said 'i still prefere woman though but i still have a thing for a few guys. and she was like 'your bi but with a preference to girls like me'. (she has the huge-est crush on ville valo). So i thought ok. But recently I've thought about nothing but girls for the past few days. I've developed a crush on kate winslet, and i reaaallllly like a girl at college (got the balls to talk to her again last week, but now i have to wait till after the xmas hols to see her again). Also, last night i had a dream about a girl i've never seen or met anywhere and i liked her and we went out, kissed. And i woke up feeling super happy, but also annoyed cause i waned to carry on dreaming.
So yeah still confused, dunno where I am but i dont mind cause that dream was A-mazing.
see how effed up i am. Im a f***ed up girl in a f***ed up world trying to find my place.
any thoughts peeps?
(sorry for long entry i will be suprised if any of you will stay awake to read that)
(also sorry katie for being so wierd on AIM the other night, i was hyper and in a bad mood, didn't mean to act horrible to you, sorryyy <333)
(also sorry for any spelling/grammar mistakes, I have tried to look through it as much as possible)