Okay. I do not like this. It is not complete. So if anyone has any ideas of how I can change it? Hmm I dislike it right now. *help needed*
Empty Days
Don’t they always say ‘a perfect story doesn’t know what perfect means’?
I always thought I knew what fighting meant until I had to fight for real
I though you understood the definition ‘being close’
You understood it far too well and hurt me most
I could see, you thought too long and way too much
I’d try to float along, setting my mind to deeper stuff
Knowing exactly what I wanted wasn’t enough to make you try
And you gave to me the opposite
All I needed was a smile and so it broke my heart to see you fall the way you did.
*Oh, you are my scar
And I think of you when I say
‘Someone taught me when to walk away’
Searching for a sincere face, I walk away on empty days
You expected me to be a cure I could never be
But nonetheless I tried, hoping I could set you free
I was disappointing and forgot how to care
So I let you fall& showed you what it‘s like without me there.
I can still hear you scream ‘please come back to me’
You tried to twist my mind by making me believe
You needed me to keep you up without your wall
Come on dear, we all knew you would fall
*
Walking off never meant I didn’t care, just not enough to fail myself
Hate me if you want, we will finish this in hell
Until that moment’s there, I will happily let go
And learn how to decide which way I want to float