indabisofmisery

i confess i love my paper that i wrote yesterday.

i confess this is ridiculously funny.

this. i also confess that i think i just did the same assignment i was supposed to do at the beginning of the semester for my writing class all over again with a different subject, but i'm going to keep it because i don't want to go back and fix the damn thing.

i confess if the pda's don't stop, i'm going to hurt somebody.

i confess tonight has been a shit show and people need to calm the fuck down.

I have a cell phone. I am obsessed with having my shoes match my outfit. I'm the youngest child. I am a boy. I love wearing dangly earrings. I am a gemini. I love someone more than they will ever know. I'm obsessed with dogs. I can't live without lipgloss. I can't live without music. I lived in a different state in the U.S. before. I get an allowance. I want to be in high school forever. I've seen Jason Mraz in person. I get annoyed easily. I eventually want kids. I love to read. I have more than a couple horrible memories. I am addicted to the Disney Channel. I am a girl. I'm a worried person. I'm in high school. I love taking pictures. I don't like girls who are fake. I like to swim. My dreams are sometimes weird. One of my best friends is gay. I have way too many purses. I've seen Fight Club at least 45 times. I dress how I feel that day. I've never fallen asleep during school. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason. It bugs me sometimes when people are really late. I procrastinate. I love autumn. I have too many clothes. I like to sleep in. I've failed a class in high school. I'm afraid of spiders. I have nail polish on my fingernails or toe nails right now. I've watched the O.C. I love my hair. I never fight with my parents. I like the beach. I have never had the chicken pox. I'm excited for the future. I have family out of state. I can't wait till my birthday. I love the show Rich Girls. I love my friends. Christmas is my favorite holiday. I can be very insecure at times. I have never broken a bone. I'm taking german class. I have a laptop. I love girls that love music. I state the obvious sometimes just to reassure myself. I dance randomly sometimes. I'm a good singer. I sometimes like cleaning my room. I never get jealous. I love cute underwear. I love doing math. I cry when I see homeless people. I like hugs. I don't like to study for tests. I love God. I am too forgiving sometimes. I have my own vehicle. I love high school. I have a lot of under garments. I'm a daddy's girl. I love kisses on the forehead. I love the color pink more than the rest. I love to sew. I have blue eyes. I like being a passenger in vehicles at nighttime. I play soccer on a team. I become stressed easily. I've never lied. I like comfy sweatpants. Paul Walker is cute. I love the smell of the rain. I am right handed. I hate getting shots. I'm a perfectionist. I've gone mooning. I hate the feeling of failure. I love camping. I like going on rides. I can be quite shy. There's something I will never forget, either because I can't or because I just don't want to. I love looking at pictures. I love music. I do well in school. I get a lot of mail. I like hot tubs. I like to be alone sometimes. I've never been in therapy but I have wanted to be. I've cried over accidentally killing a bug. My favourite non-vocal musical instrument is the harp. I think Andy Milonakis is adorable. I've run into a wall or door intentionally. I've been hit on the head by a ladder. I've been a third-baseman. I have felt guilty for being heterosexual. I used to plan that I would judge romantic interests on what kind of vehicle of transportation they had, so that I would be different from others I wanted to be 16 when I was 7. I felt 32 when I was 15. I really really really hate carrots. I want to get married. I've spent an unnatural amount of time thinking about how inconvenient standard bandaids are for cuts on finger joints and the palm. I enjoy walking "like a model." I think Ben Stiller movies are just basically Murphy's Law in action constantly. I thought that Jerry O'Connell and Tom Cruise looked really similar. I still think that Jerry O'Connell and Tom Cruise look really similar. I've had crushes on fictional characters. I've never smoked anything. My dad doesn't drink (alcohol). I've shouted the phrase "No mating." I daydream entire conversations I want to have with someone. My jealous streak is a proverbial mile wide, but only a centimeter deep. I hate any shoe that has a heel taller than 2-and-a-half-inches. I'm short. I'm only photogenic if I'm the photographer. If it were up to me, we would not have feet - we'd just float around and our bodies would just fade below our ankles. I have never had just a plain, brown teddy bear. I have been in the girl scouts. Most of my friends are younger than I am. I'm of legal driving age but do not have a license. I'm of legal driving age and do not even have a PERMIT. It has boggled my mind that anyone could be named "Apl." I love stuffing (the food, just so you know). My favorite flower is a sunflower. I love bread. I would eat wheat bread if it didn't look like it had a life of its own. I have considered Yale as a prospective college. I want to join a nudists' colony for a week just to see how they handle certain conditions. It seems like an overwhelming percentage of my friends enjoy anime.

katherine moenning is kind of a hit or miss for most people. she's a bit butch, but i think she's sexy.

i confess my head has a bunch of thoughts i wish it didn't have to deal with.

About Me. I am over 18. I have a cat. I suffer from Asthma. I'm lactose intolerant. I have mild scoliosis. I have a thyroid problem. My name starts with the letter A. I have two sisters. My favorite color is green. I drink a lot of tea. I am in college. I am the middle child. I wish my friends and I were closer. I love love love to read. I have over 300 books. I like a lot of music. I wish I went to more shows. I love going to the movies. I adore Starbucks. Currently. I'm in my Pajamas. I'm having really bad back pain. I miss someone. I'm in my living/family room. I am sort of watching TV. I am wearing slippers. I am texting somone. I am reading an awesome book. I am drinking tea. My phone is charging. I am on a laptop. I'm playing with my cat. I am not listening to music. I'm wearing a sweatshirt. I can hear a bunch of random noises. I'm sitting on the floor. Someone in my house is asleep. It's the nighttime. Confessions. My parents are still married. I read.... A lot. I always read before I go to sleep. My pet is nuts. I have cut myself before. I am a virgin. I drive my own car. I occasionally drink. ^But I am old enough to. I've never done drugs. ^And never will. ^Same with smoking. I can't wait to move out. I've never had a boyfriend. I like cats better than dogs. I think I'm fat. I hate my dad. I have a ton of purses. My mom is awesome. I am allergic to shellfish. I am a vegetarian. I watch too much TV. Life Experiences. Had an Asthma attack. Had a panic/anxiety attack. Had a few different jobs. Been out of the country. Got burned by an appliance. Had surgery. Met someone you met online in person. Seen a natural wonder of the world in person. Been stuck in a snowstorm. Been made fun of throughout school. Been in a boat. Felt like dying. Been to a sports game. Had a pet. Been out of state without my parents. Felt something paranormal. Seen a movie more than once in theaters Stayed up WAY late on a school night. Lost a grandparent. Nearly failed a class. Cried myself to sleep. Been in a ton of pain. carrots / tomatoes / cucumbers strawberries / bananas / kiwis oranges / apples / pears lions / tigers / bears trains / planes / automobiles earphones / headphones / none mice / hamsters / bunnies cats / dogs / birds reading for pleasure / reading for school / not reading at all ocean / lake / pool red / orange / yellow green / blue / purple pink / white / black facebook / myspace / xanga paint / markers / crayons adidas / nike / reebok soccer / football / field hockey horses / cows / sheep chickens / turkeys / pelicans american eagle / a&f / hollister (NONE OF THE AFOREMENTIONED) coffee / tea / hot cocoa salt / pepper / neither romance / comedy / horror hot / cute / charming green eyes / blue eyes / grey eyes the starting line / we the kings / coldplay morning / noon / night skiing / snowboarding / ice skating coke / sprite / pepsi blonde hair / brown hair / auburn hair text / IM / e-mail couch / chair / bed camera / cell / ipod xbox / wii / ps3 dora / boots / swiper pretzels / chips / cheese doodles guitar / drums / voice hey / hello / hi daisies / poppies / sunflowers cabin / hotel / beach house french toast / waffles / pancakes baked potatoes / mashed potatoes / sweet potatoes sandals / sneakers / heels twister / connect four / sorry uno / go fish / old maid lemon heads / lemonade / lemons

yeah i got a sliver of the top, it looks really cool, wish i could see more

too big, didn't load for me.

randomly stolen off notes on facebook: First Name: christa Middle Name: marie Nicknames: chris Birthday: 5/29 Age: 18 Eye Color: brown Hair Color: brown Zodiac Sign: gemini Piercings: 4 Current location: my dorm Relationships Are You In A Relationship? no If Yes, What's His/Her Name? Do You Love Him/Her? How Long Have You Been Dating? Do You Believe In True Love? yes Do You Believe In Love At First Sight? no Favorites Food: carbonara Type Of Pizza: pepperoni Drink: lipton citrus iced green tea Alcoholic Drink: daiquiris Candy: reeses Restaurant: that's a toss up between nearly everywhere i've been in disney or philly Color: red Type Of Weather: depends on where i am Season: spring and fall Holiday: christmas TV Show: right now i am addicted to the l word Movie: whip it Book: how i paid for college Song: brick by boring brick - paramore Type Of Car or Truck: i love my silverado Number: 29 Quote: it's really long, i'm not going to post it all Thing To Do: write Have You Ever Fallen For Your Best Friend: no Made Out With JUST A Friend: yes Kissed Two People In The Same Day: no Smoked: no Drank: yes Danced In The Rain: yes Kissed In The Rain: no Cheated: no Been Cheated On: no Kissed Someone That Wasn't Single: no Been Out Of State: yes Thrown Your Shoe At Someone: no Randoms Ever Gone Skinny-Dipping: no Do You Believe In Yourself: yes Do You Want To Get Married: yeap Do You Like Thunderstorms: as long as they don't wake me up Do You Swear: all the time What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: a writer or someone in music business Country You Would Most Like To Visit: italy Worst Fears: i have a lot of fears Your Good Luck Charm: don't really have one, unless you count my belt WHO Makes You Laugh The Most: sarah This Or That McDonald's Or Burger King: disgusting Dog or Cat: dog Comedy or Horror: comedy Coffee or Cappuccino: cappuccino Day or Night: night The Last Person To Hug You: megan i think Kiss You: probably my dad, over a month ago Make You Cry: thing or person? Call You: christa? That You Made Cry: i'm confused Couldn't Take Your Eyes Off Of: a person. Thing You Drank: water Movie You Saw In Theater: the young victoria You Touched: keyboard You Instant Messaged: abby Who Broke your Heart: nobody yet Who Told You They Loved You: either my mom or katie or megan Could you handle living together with the last person you texted? i had lived with him for awhile, but i don't think i could anymore. Were you happy when you woke up today? sort of, i felt a bit empty. Have you ever tripped someone? yes Something you really want right now? i'd really like to be in a relationship right now Do you get freaked out when you're in the dark? no Do you think it is disgusting for girls to drink alcohol and get drunk? no, but there is line you can cross when you just start embarrassing the human race. Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip? lip Do you avoid physically unattractive people, even before knowing them? no Would you 'get with' a teacher to pass a class you were failing? nah Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much? so much Do you think Lil Wayne is the best rapper alive? i think this man is disgusting. What was the first thing you thought of this morning? that's classified. Are you wearing jeans, shorts, sweatpants, or pajama pants? pj pants Could you date someone taller than you? yeah but height really doesn't matter to me anymore Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately? a strange combination of happy and sad What was the weather like today? didn't go out in it. What are the last four digits in your phone number? 1599 Do you have any tattoos? i think i will soon if i ever get to the effing parlor Favorite tv commercial? i hate them all really You like pepsi or coke? no What smiley face do you use often? This time last year, can you remember who you liked? i didn't really "like" anyone, and if i did, i didn't realize it at the time What are you listening to right now? static in my right ear and typing, among other noises that i can but will not vividly describe. Is there someone who can ALWAYS make you smile? yep Do you get along with EVERYONE in your family? not at all What were you doing an hour ago? watching the l word Can you recall the last time you really liked someone? i do now Are you happy with the way things are going? what things? Would you ever get a tattoo? i will be Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? i really hope so Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my mom Who was the last person you talked to in person? my roommate... Do you and your ex hate each other? no, he really likes me still but i really want him to just go away. When was the last time you were sick? i've been sick for a week Are you one of those people who are always cold? i feel like i'm going to burst into flames all the time. Do you have any summer plans yet? not a ton, hopefully i'll be getting a sweet bar tending/waitressing job somewhere Do you tend to waste a lot of money? i haven't wasted any but i haven't exactly been making profits What did you last drink? water What time did you wake up? 11:30 How tall is the last person you hugged? she's about my height Do you always answer your phone? pretty much yeah Who do you know that can make you feel better if you're not feeling happy? hell of a lot of people you don't know Do you hate when people call you when you're sleeping? i would if i ever had my phone on when i'm sleeping Have you tried to break anyone up? not consciously Have you ever been called Prince/ Princess? yes Are you a bad influence? i don't think so When was the last time you went shopping? three or so weeks ago How many texts are currently in your inbox? almost 500 Do you get nervous before going to doctor appointments? nah Have you ever been away from somewhere awhile, gone back, and felt odd? home is like that when you go to college.

help! i've fallen into a well and i can't get out! ... ladies...

i think mia kirshner is really, really, ridiculously good looking. though sometimes she is a bit too sexified. *magnum*

i confess the l word is really addicting..

hey, skinny kids everywhere would love to have huge boobs. i suggest you use them.

huge boobs are marvelous.

how can you possibly hate boobs?

i confess this guy will not leave me the fuck alone.

we talk about boobs in the ladies' thread.

i know! 3+ ft of snow + maryland private college = FUCKING CHAOS

i confess my school is closed down until next monday!!!!

i confess i miss her a lot, and i've only not seen her for about 3 days.

Do you feel a band's quality of their music/musical talent declines as they become more popular? The answers to both of these questions vary from band to band. In some cases, as a band becomes more popular, they start catering to their popularity and just manufacturing what they think will make it big on sales charts. (The previous view only deals with the quality of music, not talent.) In these cases, I don't believe musical talent declines, but I do think it may be squandered. But still, other bands don't let fame phase them and continue to put out what they believe in and what they're good at. Do you feel you lose connection with a band when they become mainstream? Again, it depends on the band. Certain bands going mainstream are inevitable. You can't expect these people to stay underground for their whole careers; they want to play music to people who like it, and the more people who like it, the better they feel. This aspect depends partly on the person listening to the music. Some people think that more people liking the band they like makes it less special, but liking something is not based on exclusivity. And you don't have to like something just to be "unique." If you've once had a connection with this band that you like, you should still have it if you remain a fan when and if the band goes mainstream. If not, the connection was probably never actually there.

i confess i had a fantastic day yesterday and classes are canceled tomorrow. the only bad thing is i'm deathly ill right now.