well, me and her never actually dated, we were committed, or so i thought. we acted like a couple, we did what couples did. she cheated on me at one point (she didnt consider it cheating because she wasnt me "girlfriend". idk if youd consider that cheating, but i do).
i ended up forgiving her for that. but we started to fall apart soon after that. the distance got to us. she dated multiple people. i got tired of it and tried to talk to her about it.
she went off. alot of bad things were said between us. and it ended with "f**k you hannah" and "f**k you kaity"..
it was bad.
i thought i had done something wrong to make her not want me anymore or that she just didnt love me anymore.
but recently she told me the truth. which was that she still loved me when she ended things with me. and that she was scared. and she didnt want to tie me down because she thought i could do better.
idk whether to believe her or not.
we still talk, every now and again. i still havent really forgiven her though..