glorya

haha your usernsame completely caught my eye welcome to the boards! I'm glo - if you have any questions, don't hesitate to ask

make that 14. you're doing mountain view too...

WENTWORTH MILLER. enough said.

I don't know why I can't hear it...

we did! Lane did!

Lane's got some great ones. I had to get out of the front right before their set because I was totally dying up front.It was an awesome show and Zac sang Rainbow exclusively for me and Lane!

Already? Holy crap.

No hahah I'm going to take a shower and then go through all my clothes.

I'm so excited....what to wear?

Ohhh I'll take one, Ryan.

I highly doubt it, but anything can happen.

What does the poster look like?

ahhh I'm so excited....I'm so jealous of you kids

words don't even begin to describe my excitement. ahhh LANE AHUKGDWLKGIUULKRKHR OMG....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Paramore owns =)

I could not have said it better myself. I definitely needed that, regardless of how confused/angry I was in the beginning. _______ And Ash, I don't know much about this, but it's only made me respect you more. Feel better. ______ As for the anonymous poster, regardless of who it is, since we can't be 100% sure anyway, I can see why you might have wanted to post under that name. That's not what bothers me. The thing I don't get is this: Yes, there are several of you who do not accept our apologies and those of you who are still going to question our sincerity. It's completely understandable, as what we did was wrong and the way it took us this long to express our own feelings of shame was wrong, but I don't think it's okay to tell people what they should think. EVERYONE is entitled to their OWN opinions. It shouldn't matter if they line up with yours or not. You are always more than welcome to share your thoughts and feelings, but don't impose it on others. I think everyone on here is level headed enough to think for themselves.

thanks, it's been a little rough this morning, but it's getting better now. I appreciate that though.

I agree with everything you have to say. We did abuse our power. and I'm sorry, I guess confessed was the wrong word, but yes I did acknowledge what I did, but it was not simple. Anything but. As for whether people start to forgive me and whether they have given me praise, that's not something I can control, but that was probably not addressed to me anyway. But you're right, that is the ugly truth of the matter. I truthfully said that I would not have come out with it if Diego hadn't of posted the print screens and I can't imagine how horrible that must be to hear, especially after what I said in the print screen. So upon what I already apologized for, I think this is an equally substantial, if not even larger, apology. As for people's forgiveness, I think you intended that to be posed at other members, so I won't say anything else.

Thanks Emily for reading into this so much. It's nice to hear that you're gradually regaining respect. I'm still in such awe by this community. You people are way too nice. I don't even know if I would accept my own apology if I was on the outside looking in. I didn't know what everyone's reactions would be because what I was awful on so many levels and it was more foul mouthed that anything else ever said between the staff, so for you to say that, really means a lot. Really. I am so amazed that some of you could say such nice words This makes me feel worse about what I said. I can't say I deserve this generosity. I really don't.

I can understand your loss of trust here, and because you say you're going to stick around (atleast to see if we delete your post, which we won't) I think you deserve to see a responce, especially one coming from a staff member. It is not cowardly of you at all to post anonymously, although I'm pretty sure I would say this to anyone else who shared the same opinions you do. First of all, I really hope you don't take this the wrong way. I'm really sad to see you go over this because over the last 48 hours, I've seen this community pull through in a way that only PF knows. It has amazed me. I’m not going to argue your definition for what coming clean entails, but I did confess to what I said. Yes, it was after Diego posted the print screens, but it was something I did on my own. I’m sorry, I hope I don’t sound hostile or anything, but it’s hard to see you say something like that because this was not something I was forced to do. It was definitely hard for me, confessing every little thing I said and why I said it, which their was no excuse for, but I am sorry, and in no way was I forced to apologize. Up until yesterday, I wasn’t even sure what to think, but I had an idea. Yes, I’m sorry I got caught, but not so much for the sake of getting caught. I’m more sorry that people had to read that because it meant indirect upon undirect backtalk and that was very hurtful on my part.

I feel the same =) and I really hope you feel better about this now that we've talked. I felt really bad for you reading the other threads.

Although what I said is true, there have been countless times where I wonder if I really meant all those things I said just because I kept a grudge or if I was just in mean spirit and I feel guilty when I say this but it was a little bit of both. So what I'm trying to say is although I admit , I never would of come forward on my own, I have thought about the people I'm offending.

I'm sorry it took me as long as it did to apologize for my actions. This is sincerity at it's peak. What I said about Diego was shit and awful in every imaginable way.

No doubt, you would of been chill to talk to, but I wouldn't have been so I definitely spared you the bitch in me =) Last night I think I would of gone off the walls if I had called you especially if you weren't planning on telling me what you were trying to get at with all your being vague. I'm glad everything happened the way it did. I had a chance to sleep on it and gather my thoughts before setting everything straight.

I don't blame you at all for lashing out. You had every right and it's not your fault you didn't read everything first, I've deserved it anyway. I'm glad you brought up past instances, because that's how all of this started and I appreciate your not posting, even though it was outside of PF. I know that a lot of you, namely Kerrie and Jack, will always be thinking about us talking behind your backs whenever you post, but I also hope you know that this isn't something we're saying just 'cause Diego posted the print screens, so we can go back to it. I'm not just going to forget how I hurt everyone on here, I don't take this lightly. I understand if you don't, but I hope that you see this. I think I speak for Brent too when I say that we're really trying for a positive change...

Are you implying that I should be saying something more to other people?