x-Decoy

it's been a while!

dear you.. i can't even look at you, i hate you, no-ones ever hurt me as much as you have, this is the hardest thing i've had to deal with, i don't know why i haven't walked away. dear mum.. i hope you're not too upset that i'm going to my stepdads for christmas instead of yours. =(

I confess I think 'in the mourning' is awful... what the hell happened to paramore!

She's releasing my favourite song next She doesn't seem to be doing well in the UK just now.. her album didn't really chart, I've never seen 'smile' on TV and she's never mentioned anywhere. And she's not playing scotland.. :( :(

I confess I've been signed off work for over 2 weeks now and I'm bored shizzzzless!

I confess this is the 3rd night I've gone to bed at 7am and got up at 12..

nicole scherzinger... 1.48 mins-2.50mins... I would have sexual relations with her..

dear twitter.. you ugly now.

I confess I'm SO excited to see staind in october!

I confess I'm obsessed with 'buzzin' by mann and 50 cent.. =/

dear avril lavigne, why the hell are you not coming to scotland? actually gutted. dear work, i asked for tonight off so i could go see five in inverness. but noo. it's freaking five!

My doctors trying to wean me off my aspartame in fizzy drinks addiction.. FAIL. Hahaha. Withdrawl symptons are cr-aaazy.

I confess getting in at 8am from night outs is far too often nowadays!

I can't get 'swagger jagger' out of my head. fml.

coming up.. Rihanna, YMA6 and JESSIE J =D