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you're a dick & a user. I don't know why I actually fall for it everytime. I was even warned. but no. Well not anymore. that's. it. you can f right off.

i hate to confess it.... but i really miss you.... or is it your attention?

i confess i feel better now. lighter.

i confess i can't confess this for fear of judgement and disgust. but in someways, i want you to ask.... because i want to tell someone so bad. i want someone to judge me & hate me.

just wanted to share my love for gleeeee it makes me so happy.... but so sad that there's no glee club at my uni i wish.

i need help.

i miss you. i think you're using me. am i using you? maybe. it's so complicated. i want to. but i don't. i like you, but is it in that way? I'm so confused right now.

I sometimes feel so lonely. I just want what you all have. And you gave me that for a while, and now what... you're just taking it away.

This survey gets all in your business, are you ready? yes Are you missing anyone? yeah What do you currently hear? maroon5! Have you heard the song "3" by Britney Spears? no Have you kissed more than 4 people this year? no Do you remember the first time you met the last person you kissed? not the very first time Did you have a valentine? no Have you ever been disappointed in yourself? yep, a lot Your at the doctors and they tell you you are pregnant. First reaction? oh shit.. how? Do you have a best friend? no The last person you kissed calls you, why? he wants something? Who was the last person to compliment you? him Are you going to get hurt anytime soon? its pretty likely Do you always answer your text? 99/100 Have you done something recently that you regret? yeah... in some ways... Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? pretty much anything yeah Is it ever too late to apologize? not if you mean it Plans for tomorrow? uni Is anything wrong? everything's wrong...i do't know whats happening to me Are you one of those people who are always cold? a lot of the time If you could make your lips bigger, would you? no Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to now? yea Do you like to sleep? mmmhmmm When you say you're sorry do you mean it? usually What were you doing at 1:30 am? watching a film When was the last time you saw your mom? few weeks ago How many houses have you lived in? 2 & my uni halls What are you looking forward to? summer If you could move somewhere else, would you? na What was the last thing you wore that was black? gatecrasher shirt Are you texting anyone? no When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex? that depends What do your pants look like? white wiht hearts on! Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday? texted but not called Would you rather love one person, or have many? one Do you think two people can last forever? loooobsters can why not people So, what do you want for your birthday? too far away This time last year, can you remember who you liked? no one What did you eat for lunch today? scrambled egg on toast... brunch really Does it make you mad when people stare at you? no. but it make sme uneasy Who was the first person you talked to today? him What was the first thing you did this morning? tohught about things Do you think the way someone dresses is a reflection on how they act? not all of the time Can you remember the last time you really liked someone? right now How long have you known the last person you kissed? 4/5 months Does someone like you right now? apparently Is there anybody who truly disgusts you? no When was the last time you threw up? a while ago Do you sleep with the door open or closed? closed When angry, do you get loud or quiet? quiet Next time you will kiss someone? no idea Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips? no Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about your feelings? no one really Do you hate the last person you kissed? in some ways... What do you currently hear? maroon 5 still How many times has the last person you kissed made you cry? none In the past 48 hours have you hung out with a girl? yeah a little How old do you look? about 16 apparently Do you love anyone? no Did you do anything risky tonight? yeah How do you feel about your hair right now? it's fine Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst? no one When's your birthday? jan 29 Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to? acorn school Who was the first person you talked to today? hime Miss someone right now? no Last person you saw? him What was the last thing you said to someone? see you later Is tomorrow gonna be a good day? i really hope so Do you like late night phone calls? i don't like phone calls You're thinking about someone, aren't you? yeh Do you sing in the car? only if i'm alone Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year? definitely Do you like potato chips? yep Would you take someone back who cheated on you? don't think so How long would it take to walk to the nearest McDonald's? 15/20 mins?. Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in? no Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile? yep Where was your default picture taken? on the castle rock Was there always someone around who isn't anymore? yes Do you have an older brother? no Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person? no Did you accept or deny your last friend request? accept If you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or a pothead? alchi Have you had sex with four or more people in one night? no Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message or comment? mmmm What's bothering you? so much... work, him, life Were you happy when you woke up? yeah sorta Do you prefer to call or text? text really What is something that you realized today? i'm a bad person Is there anyone that you care about more than yourself? my family Have you ever walked on the beach at night? yeah Are you a jealous person? yeh Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip? lip Strongest words are “i love you“? no Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex? no Are all of your friends virgins? no Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? yes. Do you like when people play with your hair? yeah Do you know anyone who got an abortion? no Reason behind the last time you cried really hard? i haven't for a while... can't remember What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of? buscuits Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now? ahhha Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say? depends on who it is Do you have any plans for next weekend? yeah Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex? no What are you supposed to be doing right now? working When was the last time something bothered you? now What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone? what about it? Do you know how to work a computer well? yes To who did you last give the finger to? no one Did your last kiss take place on a bed? yes Are you happier now than you were three months ago? kinda Think back to April, who did you like? I DON'T KNOW Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? mhm Would you rather be the heartbroken or the heart breaker? heart breaker... sorry What do you check out first when you meet someone? facial features Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls? yes Are you angry with someone right now? kinda Whats the funniest thing that has happened to you? can't think right now Whats the worst thing that has happened to you? .... Do you talk in your sleep? no Can you cook? yeahhh How many kids do you want to have? 2/3 Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yep What time did you wake up today? 9 Last person to make you sad? i dunno Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? not sure Is it okay to kiss people when you're single? of course Does anyone know your password other than you? one of them Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced? yes What were you doing two nights ago at this time? chillin Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours? yes Do you have any piercings? ears How many cigarettes have you smoked today/yesterday? none Are you happy? in a way What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? i'd go mental How late did you stay up last night and why? 3/4? Anyone who doesn't like you? probably Plan on getting drunk next weekend? nah Do you plan on moving out within the next year? new house yeah.. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now? no Who was the last person to call you? mama Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? yes

i've become the person i never wanted to be... but it's not all that bad... not standing in my shoes...

he wants me to have a threesome with him & his girlfriend.... i've not said yes... but i confess i've not exactly said no.MEGALOLZ

thanks anyway!!!

this one please?

Night watch, the ewan mcgregor film we watched it because we thought it was the prequel to day watch... turns out that's a different night watch ... haha! still a good film though!!

oh dear.... well thanks, i know i've done wrong...