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Fear is my enemy

What are you afraid of they ask?

I'm afraid of going back to my old life

I'm afraid of losing control of my body

The feeling of helplessness that comes along with it

The flailing, unconsciousness

Missing days of my life

Not knowing what happened to me

I don't want to go back

I can't; not now, not ever

But i will deal with this fear forever

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Alright. So, I'm doing that thing again where I get really depressed.

I wish that all of this could just end and I could go back to searching for love and appreciating my loving friends and enjoying my stepmother's cooking.

 

Right now, I'd like nothing more than to have my old life back, or just end it.

 

 

Sorry for the angst.

 

 

 

 

THIS IS ME CREEPIN' ON THIS GIRL THAT USED TO BE MY FRIEND.

She's soo full of dramaaa

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12:00amHolly-Marie

Hey Kevinnn!

 

12:01amKevin

w3rd ^

 

12:01amHolly-Marie

Haha what's up?

 

12:02amKevin

just reading some shit about the music theory behind Beatles songs

 

12:02amHolly-Marie

..Aren't like, all there songs about drugs? lol

 

12:03amKevin

haha, not even close

 

a handful of them were INFLUENCED by drugs, maybe

 

12:04amHolly-Marie

I see. I never really paid much attention to them... AS LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS JUST CAME ON MY ITUNES. Ironic. I think.. this is sign that I should listen to more of the Beatles.

 

12:04amKevin

every sign is a sign that you should listen to more of the Beatles

 

even, like, street signs

 

12:05amHolly-Marie

Even stop sign?

 

I guess it's saying stop NOT listening to the Beatles.

 

12:05amKevin

oh yeah, "stop listening to anything else*"

 

* aside from Powerspace

 

12:06amHolly-Marie

Powerspace is pretty much the same thing. A sexier drummer though...

 

12:06amKevin

heh heh heh

 

but one who didn't write "Octopus's Garden"!

 

12:07amHolly-Marie

True dat.

 

Which album sohuld I get.

 

12:07amKevin

by the Beatles?

 

12:07amHolly-Marie

Indeed.

 

I'm downloading it right now .

 

12:07amKevin

i'd start with Abbey Road. it's really got everything.

 

and some of their best songs and melodies.

 

12:07amHolly-Marie

But, I need an opinion.

 

12:07amKevin

mmm hmm?

 

12:09amHolly-Marie

No, I was just needing an opinion on what album I should get haha.

 

12:09amKevin

and then i'd get... Revolver.

 

and then maybe Sgt. Pepper's, or Rubber Soul. or Magical Mystery Tour.

 

12:12amHolly-Marie

Alrighty. I shall do it.

 

Anways, what else are you up to?

 

12:13amKevin

heh, just that

 

and crackers

 

12:13amHolly-Marie

Sounds like a party to me.

 

So how many people went OMG HAI KK when you came online?

 

XD

 

12:14amKevin

heh, three

 

over the course of a half an hour

 

12:15amHolly-Marie

Well, that's not bad.

 

How was your Christmas?

 

12:17amKevin

pretty bomb

 

hella gift cards

 

I could probably play an intense game of gift card crazy 8's with the amount that I got today.

 

12:19amHolly-Marie

not a bad idea, tbqmfh

 

Here's a random thought... This sort of puts me in the ultimate fan position BUT I never got to meet you this summer... Has anyone eve told you that you slightly resemble Quinn Allman?

 

tbh, it was the first thing I thought when I saw a picture of you haha.

 

12:26amKevin

haha no, i've never gotten that

 

i've gotten Chuck, from Chuck

 

12:33amHolly-Marie

That was my second one. It went Quinn, that Chuck dude and...Another one that I can't remember.

 

12:33amKevin

haha sweet

 

BRAD PITT?!?!?!

 

12:33amHolly-Marie

YES

 

THAT WAS IT

 

BRAD PITT

 

It's all coming bacl to me.

 

12:34amKevin

w3rd

 

12:36amHolly-Marie

You have an LJ right...?

 

12:37amKevin

used to, deleted the crap out of it

 

12:38amHolly-Marie

Oh...

 

12:39amKevin

mmm hmm!

 

12:44am

Kevin I AM THE EAGLE.

12:49amHolly-Marie

You guys should come back here soon. As in sometime in the new year. And here as in Vancouver. Cause, I wasn't really into you guys like I am now. And Alec shoved the mic in my face and I didn't know the words... Which was embarassing. So you should come back. So he can shove the mic in my face. And I'll know the words.

 

12:50amKevin

spoken with true eloquence

 

we will, we will

 

rest assured

 

12:51amHolly-Marie

Good. And we can play gift card crazy 8's.

 

12:51amKevin

yes yes!

 

g'night!

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Fragments of sobriquets

riddle me this

three half eaten corneas

who hit the aureole

Stalk the ground

Stalk the ground

You should have seen

The curse that flew right by you

Page of concrete

Stained walks crutch in hobbled sway

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Victoria | Elliot. says:

dghdkfgb

im such an emo person..

xD

Iuratus says:

no, because emos are never horny

you're a goth.

Victoria | Elliot. says:

i need to re-dye my hair black ahhaha

HAHAHAHHA

Iuratus says:

they're always horny

Victoria | Elliot. says:

LOL

wow

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