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  1. A Sickening Thought Indeed

     

     

    Only a masquerader would know they say

     

    The feeling of being dressed up that way

     

    Beneath their maskings colorful and bright

     

    Smiles beem bold and lightly white

     

    Yet others do know the feeling well

     

    But instead they hide a second hell

     

    Thinking it better to hide than show

     

    Their blue veins run a bloody flow

     

    A sickening thought indeed the party screams

     

    So illogical and deathly it all seems

     

    Yet the confident do not know

     

    How bad it feels to hide than show

     

    A rotting to tear through the bones

     

    While confidence sits drinking tea with lovely scones

     

    Lonely sits fakely to please the party goers

     

    The fisod will smile, but the heart it lowers

     

     

     

    -fin

     

     

     

    Shy Hands Do Conquer

     

     

    A push, a feeling

    Driving a quiet revealing

    Shy hands do conquer

    The hate of a warlike encounter

    With a brush, with a breeze

    The coldness will freeze

    The opponent stands still

    His heart in a seige of will

    Stammering and clammering

    For an answer to silent hammering

    When this gentle hand soothes

    The wounds, and cools

    Every ounce of pain caused

    By battles of anger, he is paused

    To feel the hand of peace

    Reach down and push deep

    To a heart calloused by war

    After all what is love for?

  2. i can't get over my first love. we still talk & he keeps telling me he wants to be with me again once we live closer to each other. so i hung out with him yesterday and it was amazing, i finally let my guard down & i felt like i had fallen in love all over again. but of course, i come home today to find that he's still flirting up a storm with another girl and he's acting like yesterday never even happened. he's such a freaking jerk, sometimes i wish i could just move on but it's sooo hard. :/ :-x

     

    OMG! That happened to me. Well, sort of.

  3. wow, that really is a difficult sitation. I have been in a similar situation before. So I understand completely. And my best friend was just in a situaion like this. Here's my advice. Don't rush things. It will be hard to hold the feelings you have inside, but if you rush anything it will mess things up. And just make sure you keep her friendship. It really is hard, but you may need to say something to her, but you may not. I don't know all the details of the situation. If you don't tell her then she may never know you are in love with her, and maybe if she knew she would come around, but if you didn't tell her and you just kept her friendship and later she realizes that you are the better guy, considering she's actually been able to friends with you for years and years, then maybe she'll want to be with you. It really is a hard decision. How old are you?

  4. I'm just gutted tbh. I always have really bad luck, but this weekend has topped anything else that's ever happened! So I had tickets for the paramore gigs and wolverhampton (yesterday), manchester (tonight), and both london dates (thursday & friday), and spent my whole summer saving up for hotels, travel etc. I mean I wasted my WHOLE summer. Then the day before the tour starts I wake up totally ill, I had to go to the hospital and everything. They gave me tablets and I had to miss wolverhampton and prayed i'd be better for today's show at manchester because i really wanted to see someone who was going, but I woke up this morning feeling worse :(

    I'm so gutted, really. I hope i'm better for the london gigs but i'm doubting it right now :( :(

     

    I am so sorry. That really stinks! I hope you get better really soon.

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