metalparafan

yeah its inherited. and i have a good chance of getting it as well.

 

you and i should both go run away from the disease! if thats possible. haha.

lol, get ericas frying pan

aww i'm so sorry

my great grandmom had alzheimers for 10+ years. terrible disease

yeah, it sucks and what sucks also is that i might get it aswell, becuase both of my grandmothers have it. if im not mistaken its inherited.

my grandmother is really old (87) and she had a major surgery yesterday. although i cant see her, im told shes fine, but apparently shes gone totally loopy( she has alzeimers or summin), her brain isnt there anymore. thats both my grandmothers now.

my stupid math teacher called my house just to tell my mommy that i forgot my book yesterday,

WHICH SHE KNEW.

and to say i was reading in class while she was just sitting there because i had finished my work.

PLUS she had the nerve to tell me to my face that i wasnt graduating because i did poorly on ONE test.

my grade went from an A- to an F.

becasue of that grade.

Gosh.

i cried i was so mad at her.

thats terrible....fricken evil maths teacher also, i call bullshit, honestly ONE test took you down to F from A-, what rubbish:nono:

damn, my internet has been down since friday which sucked >_<

and i bought the new jew album. Its awesome, not as good as bleed american, but AWESOME

hayley williams:p

Haha.

 

I had some of that V stuff earlier, inVigorate or something ?

I don't know.

It was rank.

i love invigorate!!!!

^ agreed RELENTLESS rules like red bull but better and cheaper

it also comes in like 4 flavours and you get more for your money, HUGE can :hyper:

i LOVE atreyu. i saw them last year on their UK tour in manchester. EPIC

not so sure about the lack of screaming on their new album, but its still cool.

my fave songs: Lose It, right side of the bed, lip gloss and black, her portrait in black, ex's and oh's, deanne the arsonist

My grandma is seriously the BIGGEST bitch Ive ever met in my life.

She makes me feel like shit on a regular basis,

She yells at me when she calls and makes me almost cry...but then wonders why I dont call her and gets mad about that. She gives me constant guilt trips, saying how I dont love her, and how one day when my friends leave me, she wont be there because I "wasnt here" now. Makes me feel terrible for not keeping in touch with my dad(which I DO by the way. She just doesnt understand Im not gunna spend every day writing him or talking to him like she does.) And whenever she takes me somewhere, the whole ride is MISERABLE because I have to listen to nonstop nagging about how my grades arent good enough, how I will never get far in life if I dont do any extra curricular activies, and how dissappointed she is in me and my sisters for not constantly calling her or wanting to hang out with her. She calls me and leaves me nasty voicemails all the time and wonders why I dont call back. She left one once saying "Kailey why dont you call me back? What's wrong with you? I'm not dead". My mom once had to grab the phone out of my hands from talking to her and yell at her because my grandma had me hysterically crying. And my mom had to put her on a restraining order on me once, but its gone and now my grandma never lets it go and constantly brings it up to make me feel bad about how "I was out of her life for a year and that my mom horribly took me away from her". My mom can't stand her, and feels bad every time she hands me the phone and says "its grandma". My grandma does the same thing to my mom that she does to me. (Shes my dad's mom, not my mom's) She goes through my paperwork at school (shes a sub there) and looks through my grades and all my absences. She's EXTREMELY NOSEY. I just got off the phone with her and was almost in tears. She is the most horrible person I know. Every once in a while she'll do nice things, but seriously, that doesnt make up for it. People get all shocked when I say my grandma's a bitch, but she's not one of those nice grandmas that calls you once in a while, or visits every few months. My grandma will call me everyday leaving nasty voicemails and drive by my house to see if I'm home because I didn't answer the house phone. GAAHH. She frustrates me SO MUCH. I was having a grea day, and now it's completely ruined. I'm in a TERRIBLE mood now.

 

Ahhh

Sorry that was really long. :/

my mum makes me feel like that sometimes...

RELENTLESS!!! and also this little green can, that i cant think of the name now. invigoration or something like that, could be wrong.

i think that after the end of 2008 they should take a loooong break. maybe almost a year. in that time, they could write new material, and release it end of 2009.

if they go more rock - like thrice - that'd be awesome

wow, its pretty good. but i think i prefer the other 3 singles from riot

happy easter

omg. the cat just set the house alarms off. scared me to death

woah, never noticed there was a shikari thread before.

 

ive seen them live twice - march and october '07.

they were epic in october i met them that night and they were all dead sound.

they were good the first time too, but i wasnt as into them as much then.

 

im not to sure what to think of their new direction tbf - apparantly for their second album theyre stripping things down a bit. less synths, more guitar parts.

sorry, but to me im not sure if that'll be enter shikari.

hmm, tbh, their album got old pretty quickly, some songs would have benefitted with less synth. i think as long as there is still an electronic element, but with even MORE guitar. it'll be great

doesnt that just suck-the waking up part??

 

its not bad enough that morning comes on a regular morning, but then adding the ending to an amazing dream, god that only makes it worse.

the realisation that its just not gonna happen, is the worst feeling....

so the night before last i had a dream. it was amazing.

 

so me, my friend livi, and her friend matt were standing in the lobby after school waiting for our rides home, standing inside b/c it was storming outside. emily walks over and says "hey, katie-i know your really good at opening jammed lockers, can you come help me with mine?"

 

so we go up the stairs to get to her locker. we get there and i open her locker in about a second, it wasnt jammed. so we look into each others eyes, and she says "well...it wasnt really jammed. i just wanted to talk to you....uh...your into grls, right?" and when i said yes, she said "well....ok dont consider me a creeper now, specially if you dont feel the same....but, i've liked you for a couple months...and uh...well...i was kinda wondering if you'd like to go out somewhere friday night?"

 

then she had to go to some club, but she wanted to ask me before i left the school. but as she went to turn to leave, she turned back around and started kissing me. =D

 

 

 

 

to bad it was only a dream. but omg it felt so real. now i cant keep my mind off her.

i have had a dream just like that. i was in a mall, and this girl i liked approached me, and revealed she liked me. and we started kissing. i was so upset when i woke up....

i know no one cares, that its a forum. but seeing how i have kept these feeling bottled for so long, and i cant talk to anyone, i felt like doing it here.

nobody understands me, i feel like my life is shit, that im shit, that everyone around me is shit. i tried telling my mum i feel very depressed, and she just starts changing the subject, calling me silly, and rambling. my dad's dead, im ugly, i feel alone. i hate myself for feeling bad, and no matter what i do, i cant shake the feeling of worthlesness...

i spent 2 hours trying to get a song on my drums in time with the music. and i was always slightly off. ARRR. also im depressed becuase i feel like ive hit a slump in progression, and i feel my technique is poor....

*sigh* yet again my display driver has malfunctioned. meaning im currently staring at a monotone grey mess of a screen. i got offered a new pc for my bday, but i really want new drum equipment. so im stuck with this crap.

Just the way they acted around their fans/friends, in or out of shows. Their general behaviour and their arrogance.

 

Their arrogance got them where they are today, i suppose, but they were still fucking annoying sometimes.

ahh. ok.

They're a local band to me. They come from St. Albans, which is like 11 miles away from me. They played at my local venue so many times.

 

Then they got big and turned into larger dickheads than they even were, and made shitter music.

 

They put on a reet good show, though.

And i'm not saying they're terrible now, they just used to be so much better.

how were they dickheads?