Wildman

I confess that I was listening to Paramore on Spotify today and remembered this site. I missed this place, it was an outlet for my angst back in high school. Glad to see its still around and kicking.

I'm sure a lot of you have heard the story. I found about it last night and I was so greatly moved by the whole situation.

If you haven't seen her suicide note video, then I recommend seeing it:

I'm not sure if it's the original, but at least the point is across.

I posted a video on YouTube on my thoughts on it, I was almost cried at some points on it.

Nobody should never be put through a hell like that, it's absolutely not fair. She had a it rough. I understand there have been other people bullied to the point of suicide, but her story and the amount of coverage it had made an impact on most people. I hope her death was not in vain, I hope that people will learn what bullying can do to people and they learn something from her vicarious sacrifice. She didn't deserve any of that, and nobody does.

I confess that's been a few months once again. I guess it's my lack of listening to Paramore anymore. Fuck.

I was actually singing their cover of Little Lion Man in my had when I saw this thread, lol.

Ever since I started listening to them back at the end of 2010, I've just loved them. They've blown up and gotten huge since I started listening. I believe this band has the potential to be as big as Linkin Park or even Paramore. With their talent they deserve to be huge!

I guess so, but more negative than anything. Idk, I don't want to be a downer.

I confess that it's been almost a month since I was last on...

I also confess that there has been so many changes in my many absenses from here; I started dating this girl for about 4.5 months now and I couldn't be any more unhappy, my boss at work is an asshole and is cutting my hours, I am in two different bands, I have devolped a sleeping disorder, I am getting a car soon (finally!), my new favorite band is For All Those Sleeping, I am also too tired right now to check for spelling errors.

So goodnight to all and I'm glad I could fill you in on what's new in my life. If you're interested in any of the things I mentioned, tell my and I'm more than willing to start a converstaion with you.

I confess that this is yet another post about saying how I wish this place was as active as before.

I confess that I'm still conflicted. I'm dating this girl now, but I can't really say that I'm happy. I really like this other girl still and I want to be with her. The sad part is that I'll leave my girlfriend for her if she was as willing as I'd like her to be.

I don't know what to fucking do. I don't love her but I don't want to leave her until I have some sort of closure.

I confess I'm eighteen and therefore feel old when I think that I joined here aged 13.

Same for me, I joined when I was 16. I'm 20 now.

I confess that I've been gone for too fucking long. This place is just not how it used to be. At least I have most of everyone I like here on Facebook.

I confess that I wish this site still had it's old format, I bed if this site was still like that, most of our old regular members would still be here.

^ Wow, you're back! lol

I confess that I don't think I have time for a girlfriend, I'm always working and I just don't think any of it will work out for me.

I confess that I think this girl is using me for my money. She called me at like 8:30 and asked if I would give her 10 bucks for gas so her and her friend could hang out with me. So, they came over and we watched like half of a movie, went out to get gas, came back, they were there for like a 5 minutes then left. Earlier, like last weekend, she asked if I could wire her 50 bucks so she could get back from a trip to Iowa where she went with not enough money (I didn't wire her the money at all, because I couldn't). I work at a fucking Wendy's at minimum wage, what more can I fucking do? I get paid the same as her, except I get more hours. I'm thinking of letting her go, I can't afford that, and she should know that. I just have to.

I wanna go for that other girl, she seems like she'd never do that. Not am I more physically attracted to her, I also see something between us, we have so much more in common.

I confess that if she doesn't text me back by the end of the week I'm going to stop attempting anything with her because that shows enough that she doesn't like me back. If that's the case, I'm going for the other girl because she always texts me back and she likes me.

I confess that I just had some buffalo chicken pizza. Yumness!

I confess I'm so into him, I have this stupid smile on my face evertytime I think about him, pretty much all the time...

That's kinda cute. XD

I confess that I'm not sure if she's getting the job, but at least I tried. I hope she sees that.

I also confess: Always - Blink 182. That's how I feel.

I confess that she came in for the interview last night, as soon as I saw her, my heart just dropped from my chest. She was just too beautiful. I would've made more small talk with her than I did, but I didn't want the manager to see me chatting so they'd think we're all "buddy buddy" and not hire her. She want's this job.

But just seeing her this one time, I now know who I want to be with. I've never had that feeling before with that other girl and I probably never will. I'm just hoping she feels the same in return.

I confess that I try too hard.

I confess that she has in interview on Tuesday. Chyah.

I also confess that I need to stop confessing about the girls that I like.

I confess that I'm 95% sure that she's getting a job at my work. Though, there are some things that I fear for when she gets the job, like what a lot of my coworkers are going to say, I've shared a little too much information to them about my situations and I feel like somehow they're going to relay that information to her. Oh man, I'm wondering what my Mexican coworkers are going to say to her in Spanish... Oh lord...

I hope it's nothing terrible. :/

I confess that I'm working a 12 hour shift today. Not fun at all.

I confess that I'm thinking of deactivating my facebook.

^ I know, right?

I confess that I wish the boards were like how they were back when I first joined.

I confess that the DVD I ordered from Malaysia just came in the Mail. I'm yet to watch it because my TV is screwed up.

I confess that I have this awful cough that wont go away. It was so bad it hit my gag reflexes and I threw up this morning. :/