Wildman

I wrote this the other night because I've been tied up with all of these mixed feelings.

Between Two Souls

My heart is beating from the cuts in my wrist

I can't stop thinking of all of the time that we shared

I'm stuck in this wake, contemplating

What I'm doing, is it right or is it wrong?

My thoughts shattering the less I think of this

My heart breaks for the truth

Am I over my head for that

As my head hurts I can't stop this feeling

Is the shame of two of a kind

Thinking that I am messing this all up

I cant help but think, "is it alright?"

Mission accomplished

Things may blow up in my face

Bleeding is all that I can do

With this hole in my chest, I remember

How this all started

My heart breaks for the truth

Am I over my head for that

As my head hurts I can't stop this feeling

Is the shame of two of a kind

Thinking that I am messing this all up

I cant help but think, "is it alright?"

So if I'm having a good day

Then I'll say nothing

As my head hurts, my heart breaks for the truth

It's that shame and I'm over my head

I know that I messed up

I'm sorry but I can't help but think it's alright

I confess that the new girl in away in international waters and I wont be texting or seeing her until next Monday. Time to focus on the other girl and see who I like better.

I confess that she bought me a Build-A-Bear for Christmas... I feel bad that I didn't get her anything at all. I told her that the reason I didn't get her anything yet was because I couldn't find anything good enough for her. She thought it was sweet, so I'm in the clear for now. Lol.

I confess that she bought me a Build-A-Bear for Christmas... I feel bad that I didn't get her anything at all. I told her that the reason I didn't get her anything yet was because I couldn't find anything good enough for her. She thought it was sweet, so I'm in the clear for now. Lol.

hope you're holding up

For the most part. :]

I confess that I have to work til 2 am tonight, bleh!

Thanks Catie.

I confess that I didn't think that I'd cry as much as I did.

I confess that I was mentioned in my grandpa's obituary.

http://m.wiscnews.com/mobile/article_01217942-233f-11e1-a8a3-001871e3ce6c.html

I confess that I was mentioned in my grandpa's obituary.

http://m.wiscnews.com/mobile/article_01217942-233f-11e1-a8a3-001871e3ce6c.html

I confess that I'm at a show with the new girl and some chicks were flirting with me... and they're hot too...

I confess that I'm on break at work. I also confess that she bailed on me again... So I'm going out with the other girl tonight. If she bails on me again, though, I'm just going to drop her because of shows how she feels. Even more so, it just shows how any relationship would be with her. This new girl wants to see me as much as she possibly can, I feel more respected that way. Though the thing is, is that with the new girl, we can't carry a conversation the same way via text as the first girl and I can do, we never run out of things to talk about, with the new girl, I have to make jokes and stuff to keep the conversation going... idk...

I also confess again that I need to stop posting all of my problems here.

I'm " happy " for you, it's a nice way for you to accompany him...

Thank you.

I confess that I need to change my avatar.

I confess that I feel honored to help carry my grandpa's casket.

I confess that I feel honored to help carry my grandpa's casket.

I confess that they just unplugged my grandpa...

(And I'm sneaking on the hospital computer)

^ Thank you so much, that means a lot to me.

Rachel, you're right. I'm going to let this Friday be the decider. I plan on hanging out with the the first girl, and I'm going to see how that goes and then I'm going to make a final decision after that. I need to find one just to focus on because I can't juggle two girls, not only is that a tough thing to do, it's unfair and it's not right. I've never been in such a position like this before, and it hurts.

I confess that I gotta go out to Wisconsin tomorrow, they're pulling the plug on my grandpa's respirator. It sucks, I'm losing both of my grandpa's in the same year.

I confess that I'm just going to see then both, then see what happens; be with a girl I met a week ago that I can't say I'm really attracted to, or be with a girl that I've talked to for the last 7 months that I'm beyond attracted to.

I just got to see how it goes, they both want to hang out with me this Friday... I just wish I knew what to do...

I confess that I'm talking to that girl again. But this is sad, I was holding the new girl's hand and texting the other girl at the same time. What they fuck is wrong with me? I've never wanted to be like this. I'm an asshole.

DOUBLE POST

I confess that I think that I just fucked myself over. I made a "truth is" status, that girl I liked, liked it and I told her that I liked her. I'm not sure whats going to happen now. I've gotten too close to that other girl.

Oh hey! I didn't even see this thread. I hope you remember me, I was Sin Aura, then I was Eidolon (I might have had another username, though I don't remember). Anyway, I believe we're friends on facebook.

EDIT: Or maybe we're not friends on facebook. I just checked.

I confess that I really liked her. She's also the first girl I've ever kissed...

Dear girl that likes me,

I know we have a date today, you're a nice girl, but I have to admit, I'm not really interested. I know I kinda sound like an asshole, and I'm not trying to, I know I've been sending you a lot of flirty texts, but I have to them you something, your friend hooked me up with you because I was depressed about the girl that I like (or better yet, still like). Your a nice girl and I don't want to break your heart. I still like that other girl, and I'd drop anything to be with her. I'm really sorry. I've never been in a situation like this in my life and I apologize that I don't know how to react. And I really do feel like shit.

- Ernie

If you don't feel it after the date, don't get her hopes up, it's not fair, I've been there and it sucks

Yeah, you're right. I just hope I don't break her heart if it doesn't go well. She's too nice.

I confess that I have my date tomorrow. I'm actually kinda depressed about it, she likes me a lot, but I can't say it's the same in return... Mainly because I still like the other girl... Idk, I gotta move on. I just hope things go good, that's all that I have to say...

I confess that this new girl in nothing to look at, but she's super nice. But to be honest, I'm gonna sound like an asshole, but I'd drop this girl in an instant for that girl I like... Though, in truth, I'm just really confused.