Wildman

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I confess that Go Radio is my new obsession.

I started writing a song about the girl I like, I plan on finishing it and making a video on youtube of me playing it, the I plan on sending it to her, not telling her it's about her just to hope she get's a hint.

Anyway this is what I have so far:

Daytime Star

You're the sunshine shining in the sky so bright

I wish I may, I wish I might

Hope this star grants my wish, daylight

And I know you're right for me

She's everything I wan't

Everything I need

She shines in the light, possibly she's right for me

Pray for my light

The wind blows right through me

Possibly she's right for me

She is everything

Possibly she's right for me

She's my daytime star

And I know she's right for me

Well that's what I have so far. And actually, I just came up with those last two lines right now, lol.

^ I can't really say that for me, but I can tell you this. I went through a phase where I thought I was bisexual, no lie. It took place around my freshman year of high school. I was about 14 and I was a complete loner (this prolly doesn't pertain to you), I wanted to be accepted, I wanted to look out there. I told my friend that I was bi while we were in a conversation, she didn't believe me (cause she was bi, and this whole thing about gaydar, or whatever). But from there I ended up looking at a guy and felt something different. I mean this eventually faded away.

So listen, this is when I relate your story to mine, I think you may be going through a phase where you like men. I personally think that you're either born gay, or born straight. You on the other hand may have been born lesbian, god-given. And liking men just might be a phase.

(also, on a side note, this is the first time I ever told that story...)

I confess that there is only one thing I want in the world right now, it's killing me. I rather have this than be the richest man in the world, fame, or anything like that. I love her so much.

I'm sorry, I couldn't help it.

Taylor Gang - Wiz Khalifa

I confess that I'm listening to Wiz Khalifa. He's easily one of the best rappers out right now.

^ I'm not sure if that was directed to me or Catie, but if it was, thanks.

I confess that I have to go to the dentist out in Chicago tomorrow morning, but I'm not sure if I'm able to, the appointment is at 8am and I start work at noon. It probably will, I'll just go to the dentist in my work uniform.

I confess that I'm IMing her on Facebook right now.

I also confess that I need to stop making confessions about my feelings for her... That's all I ever post here.

That's really tough, I'd say it's a combo between: Roses, Homecoming and New Workout Plan. I can't pick just one.

Creed?

Sex Life

Four Year Strong?

I have DOA by the Foo Fighters if that's any consolation...

Tongue Tied - Stereo Skyline?

^ One of the most awesomist persons among all that I have ever met from Germany!

I should buy an account just to vote for you. I get paid at the next week, if it's still up by then, I'll do it!

^ she's ditched you? Oh no. Not a keeper.

 

I wouldn't say that she exactly ditched me, per se. It was more on the other side that she *in quotes* "doesn't know me well enough". In a way it's understandable, but to me, it's far on the other side of something else.

I know I can probably go on and on and write a book at this point, but this girl is someone that I truly have a fine interest and I like her a lot, and someone that I believe I have a chance with... Ah, fuck I should just give up.

On another note, I confess that I finally got internet at home!

I now have to plans Thursday night... I think she's doing this on purpose. God dammit! If she ditches me one more time, then fuck her!

I confess that there's a extremely high chance that I'm going to see We Came As Roman with her. I'm so stoked and I just can't wait. I told her I'd pay for her. Totally worth 40 bucks!

I confess that I got paid the other day, finally! Ballin'!

Erp... None.

Fort Minor?

I confess that I saw "M" at the store yesterday... Oh my god, my heart was just racing. And the one thing I didn't do was say hi when I was there. I was in a hurry, and... Jesus Christ, I just keep kicking my ass over it. Though, she did message me on facebook about it yesterday and apologized for not saying hi to me, I apologized aa well, and I think it's going to be cool. It gives me more of a reason to ask her to hang out her next weekend at this festival my town has every year. I really hope we hit it off when we hang out! Also, I'm not sure if I should invite some of my friends so it could be possibly less awkward... Also all my friends are super good at not cock-blocking, so it could be a good thing... Maybe... Idk... I just want to be with this girl more that anything...

hmmm sounds like you might just need some time to feel things out and see what happens.

Very true.

I confess that I am going to apply for another job, at a costume store. I just hope I can juggle two jobs.

I confess that I have to take a leak pretty badly...

I'm gonna look weird doing this at the library...

(Nothing typed...)

^ Ist das und das einzige Franny!

(I used babelfish...)

Raining Blood

There For Tomorrow?