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I confess, you should go to fixedatzero.com and pre order some versa!

i have a feeling that redesign me and mythology are window and celeste. that was the only thing that surprised me. i kinda knew of the acoustics and father sky was like probable to be bonus b/c its an old demo rerecorded like rewind or temporary.

i hope they sell the deluxe in stores...

Hell - tegan and sara

the intro sounds kinda like the pressure intro of 2006.

I confess i dont know when nicole is graduating...but my band is playing at her grad party.

I confess my cousin is graduating from high school soon.

I confess Addie needs to get online so we can discuss band practice, recording, and our small tour "castles".

i confess that i need to record some demos w/ addie and send them to fueled by ramen.

jealous

I confess two things:

1. I hope that Erin feels better

2. I want to go to Ocean City, DC, Baltimore, or Annapolis so f*cking bad with Addie and Stephen and play a show. But i cant find any place to play a show so we have to play at this vinyl store, a grad party, and a small stage at a park...

It's a long stupid story.

Long story short, I'm a slut.

 

 

I confess that I am so pissed off at myself... :mad:

 

aw, erin, it's gonna be ok.

^ no....i'd make the perfect alejandro. im hot like mexico...no. lol.

 

btw, 'oh well' is AMAZING!!!!

its sounds beatle-ish, along with some of the fooled me again and brown eyes sadness, but kind of an upbeat slow song like eh, eh.

I confess that i walked over 1500 steps around my yard today listening to paramore, so by the time i finally meet paramore (hopefully in july, if i get a m&g or if i stalk them...) i will have grown to be taller than hayley.

I confess BEATLES CD!!!!!!

I confess that I believe I have a good chance with her, if I have the balls to do something about it.

 

if you have a chance with her, go for it! or else you'll turn out like me, writing long lovesongs about the people you chickened out on...

I confess i just said everything about my lovelife at the moment.

Just A Love Song (<- working title)

 

i think i'm stuck in the middle again

i'm not sure how to get out

all i know is that i want you

that i'm being selfish and untrue

 

i think i should take a class on this

i dont wanna let anyone down

don't know which was is right

that im going both paths tonight

 

i think i am being a selfish fake

i feel a passion, so infinite and sweet

i only know you don't feel the same way

that you chose them over me

 

you won't know how i feel

you wont ever know how i feel

to be with somebody else

as you already are

you dont know how confusing it is

to be in love with you

and be with someone else

 

i know that you share your flares

with somebody else

no body ever cares

if this game is unfair

 

i know that i am jealous

that im acting stupid

you wont ever see this song

or by the time you do my love'll be gone

 

i know that i am still learning

the ropes to everything

that im still the new kid

who is just a friend

 

you won't know how i feel

you wont ever know how i feel

to be with somebody else

as you already are

you dont know how confusing it is

to be in love with you

and be with someone else

 

i wish i could know how

everything would turn out

if i would have you

or still be untrue

 

i wish i could see your thoughts

find out what you see

if i am just so confused

or if there's something more to me

 

i wish i could find out

why you chose the other

because i know that

they aren't who you want

 

you won't know how i feel

you wont ever know how i feel

to be with somebody else

as you already are

you dont know how confusing it is

to be in love with you

and be with someone else

 

i hope you dont know this

maybe you will soon

but all im sure of

im not ready to let you know

 

i hope it doesnt last

so i will have a chance

and by the way

i really hate this annoying state of mind

 

i hope it doesnt last

on both ends

and by the way, i'm sorry to say

but your lover is gay

 

you won't know how i feel

you wont ever know how i feel

to be with somebody else

as you already are

you dont know how confusing it is

to be in love with you

and be with someone else

 

and you will never know me

and you will never know this kills me

and you will never know my jealousy

I confess i cant wait for my band's shows! Possibly the end of the month @ a grad part and opening for a band with an acoustic set in June!

I confess it feels so lovely to be in a band. writing songs, rehearsing, recording, trying to get heard, sending music to record deals, and finally hopefully touring. Most of all being with your friends making music and seeing the world together.

This is seriously incredible! It explains like exactly how I'm feeling right now.

 

thanks. i just wrote this song about every emotion i basically ever felt...

its about a lot of conflicting stuff all around me...like love, and family issues, and past loves, and friendships, and damn my life is confusing.

i will live (it's really akward...its about all my past loves, my relationship right now, and some other stuff going on...)

 

now i'm afraid to fall alseep.

my only fear is if i see you in my dreams.

 

the bone chilling feel when you enter the room is inhuman.

i can't bare to say i'm alone.

the warmth of regret fills in my heart when you leave.

the light has already shone.

 

if my love hadn't burnt out

would you have stayed?

would you have never been replaced?

all the lies that i hear

are only about you, dear

i just want you back

 

the gentle mixture of love and pain

i feel as i scream your name

its like a window, brittle but clear

i can feel you all the time, but i know your never coming here

 

if my love hadn't burnt out

would you have stayed?

would you have never been replaced?

all the lies that i hear

are only about you, dear

i just want you back

 

i have to keep alert in my own head

to make sure you will stay clear from my mind

i think about you all the time

but you wont be back

 

i have to be sure that i will never fall in love again

i no longer believe

i've watched people decieve

and now its happened to me

 

if my love hadn't burnt out

would you have stayed?

would you have never been replaced?

all the lies that i hear

are only about you, dear

i just want you back

 

you are my everything

but now your gone

like a perfect chord longly forgotten

the sweetest song is the sound of your voice

wil i ever hear it? i no longer have a choice.

 

dear, you weren't my first love

but now im a hell of a lot sure you are my last

i will no longer live in the past

or the future

 

i will live for my own life

not for yours

i will live for my band

stop doing lovesick chores

i will live for my friends

joking around, calling you a whore

i will live for family

i need to see them more

i will live for my life

glad you've walked out the door.

i will live.

I confess i wish i could go on tour. Just live like its summer forever. Go to all kinds of places, play shows, meet people, and have just an amazing time. So i'm gonna promise my parents that i will keep up and do good on my schoolwork, but at the same time, if i get a record deal in the next six years (or after then while im at college) i get to use that as my career, but if i dont, i will becom a pyschologist (my other dream...).

I confess i got contacts and im loving it.

they played fixed at zero and another new one but i don't know what new one that was lol

 

it might be strangers b/c on the versa lj, someone said tht strangers was in the set...

bahahahah when they first got on stage sierra fell.

they were pretty good! the crowd was a decent size and they played one of the main stages, i was surprise. compared to when i saw them last year at bamboozle on a tiny stage with hardly any people.

but yeah i met them too! theyre so awesome! i got a "versa vulture" bracelet and preordered the album.

took some videos as well.

 

ill post all of that tomorrow night

 

cool!!! did they play any new songs?

i already saw figure it out and fixed at zero and i'm in love with the electric versions.