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you know? and then on the second look they only see me as a fat, pimply, cow and don't make the afford on taking a third look to get to know me better cause they just don't want to.

that's ridiculously on the other hand a reason why i'd actually be okay with not meeting any of the ymas or kigh guys, so

doesn't only have to be twitter, i mean in general as long as i don't know who she is i'm fine but as soon as i know her/have seen her i start to feel so bad.

i get what you mean but don't forget that the first reason for other people to stay away from me already is that i'm handicaped. they only see the wheelchair = work for them, stupid guy in there

sorry for the bullshit i'm jabbering right now, but i'm just so increadibly hyper atm, just finished watching the grey's anatomy season finale and ahhh i can't help it i cried my ass off and blah....okay breathe franny. lol

7 days left only? that's great! ♥

with her, it's over. i ridiculously feel bad about myself then for liking him cause i'm a fat ugly pimples ass you know and start thinking then he wouldn't even like to touch me with 1 finger (as any other people i know do) i know it's a weird habit at all and i mostly try to get away from liking the dude then, like i did with josh farro haha

well i dunno i just can't be bothered to go on watching it atm :s

i know! haha but the weird thing with me is that, as long as i don't know the gf, i mean as long as i only know there is one, but idk who, it doesn't bother me that much but as soon as i've seen the girl that is so pretty that he goes

i dunno, the pressure of success i guess.

aw that's true though! oh man i really really need to go on watching this show, still haven't finished the dvd i bought in london yet oO

But first i need to get over my huge crappy teenie moment due to the fact that max keeps tweeting about his girl which massively pisses me off.

sorry haha

yes i do. i hope i'm gonna get it managed at all, i'm a bit afraid for some reason. oO

lol why does everybody love sam so much? xD i totally can't go with this

So do i! haha that's my profile picture on the @ymasfanz account i'm having on twitter ♥

that'd be great! =)

I wanna be teacher for english and german. there for i need a specific average in my notes i think so i better work my ass off

aw yeah that's a point though. i can't really stand them either

i saw this a few months ago! i really didn't like seeing dean dieing so often. you know i love him pretty much haha

sweet, i wish i could see it at least haha

i agree, don't care about what the others say, it's awesome for you and that's most important =)

that sucks! i gotta work my ass off aswell this year and next year if i wanna make it to start the career i want :/

the pros convince me more so go for it

Ah okay now i get it a bit

i don't know, i'm not quite sure, much more pissed about this twitter maddison girl though cause it seems like she's his gf you know from the tweets i gave you...idk i'm bummed

lol i kinda love how we mess up our chat with replying to each other in the middle of comments & then comes another part later haha

i can imagine the dirty looks haha but i was the same like you both when i got my ymas tickets. haha

i kinda didn't get this now cause i'm a bit retarted today lol but it's good then if it's good at all! =)

aw that sucks, what kinda poster is it? is it as cute as the scan you showed me?

OMG AAAAHHH YES! i totally could understand you passing out there though. haha

yeah i know i do have this too, just that i only can send tweets but not receive them cause my provider doesn't support twitter yet

OH MY GOD. i think i found max' gf can i have a teenie bawling moment now? http://twitter.com/MaddisonRosemm

"@Maxmeatsix thanks babe, sleep guuud!" and

"@Maxmeatsix miss you too, 5 sleeps left! xx"

this fucks me up now. so bad. :( i need a hug.

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l7emga4D7O1qa2sano1_500.jpg

i swear someone's gonna have to suffer very badly if i find one more picture like this.

http://28.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l7eme9AqCx1qa2sano1_500.jpg

http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_l7emcxnLkc1qa2sano1_500.jpg

I SWEAR YOU SLUTS HANDS OFF OF MY BOY. lol sorry i can't stand such sluts, especially not if they're with max in one picture .S

Aw that sucks with the d's and the e. i wrote an unannounced french test today but still got a c on it i think which i'm kinda content with =)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH OMG OMG SO ARE YOU GONNA SEE BLG & KIGH TOGETHER LIVE AND I'M GONNA SEE YMAS AND KIGH TOGETHER?! OMG OMG BBY I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU. ♥ GOD SEEMS TO BLESS US HAHA

The martin photos are so cute!

oh and i just died when i saw this ymas one. MAX LOOKS SO INCREADIBLY PERFECT IN IT ♥ ♥ ♥ aaahhhhh my new alltime fave of him.

i know this with your friend though, i have the same going on with a girl atm that's so annoying

i'd be pretty pissed about that aswell though cause i kinda don't want to let the tiny spark of a hope to catch them completely go

aw right! when are you turning 18?

IKR? THE EYES ARE KILLING ME.

uhm i wouldn't mind having a private party with him of course! *coughs* D: No, i didn't have naughty thoughts HAHA

so many comments aaahhhhhaaaaa

well okay i'm going from the newest to the oldest xD well i don't think i'll meet them in any way because we're probably going by a cab to the venue because the quarter the gig is in is the worst in berlin so mom's afraid there may be like dudes who could attack us at night when we go back to the hotel on a walk you know