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thanks! i tried so hard for you guys. cause honestly i know what its like to want the complete inside scoop. i cant wait till i can tell you everything and show the videos! but were gunna have to wait :]

hahaha weird saying my name in the 3rd person. well i finished it! took forever but its up there :] http://community.livejournal.com/paramoremusic/

AND ITS POSTED. this took forever hope you guys enjoy it. http://community.livejournal.com/paramoremusic/

hayley called me at 8:30 to tell me =/ cause she wanted to apoligize for lying to us yesterday. when dereks brother asked about hunter. she told us he was still in the band. its soo sad. but. its where his life is taking him hes getting married and everything. i understand compeltely altho i will miss him so much. at least hell always have his birthday book we made and i gave to him :]

ahh. um. ill put that up later then alright. let me fisish all this stuff. then write somthing up. and. it will be awesome trust me. i read marys. and she didnt give deital at all. i was shocked. i was like...you made it seem so boaring. and it was the best day of our lives. weird. but idkkkk let me do this! if anyone knows about the videos send me a PM. pleaseee

CRAP. okay i herd someone say it but how to i make it less then 100 mgs cause it wont let me upload some of the videos!

AHHhhh. have no fear! my videos are uploading then ill do a MASSIVE entry. trust me. detials detials detials. i know what its like to sit at home and wonder whats going on :] so ill make it like you guys were there. i have had my internet on and off and its been killing me. GIVE ME 3 HOURS. MAX. and you will have lovely pictures and videos to see and watch. and a kick a double snakes (as hayley says) entry!!!

hhahaha i suck at singing. promis i wont ruin this song :] and i herd on lj community that the song is called "we were born for this" no clue where the person found out.

nooo clue whats going on ahha. or where there staying.

ahhaahha i get better everytime i talk to them. :]

ill try ahaha. but i dont have a laptop to bring =/ haha and jarrod. im just praying i dont like. go into cardiac arrest when i see them ive got a 8 hour train ride to get everything figured out!

cause they dont have any money to buy red bull. why dont they make paramore cereal?

hahahahahah. i went to school. and everyone knew. i had people comming up to me that i dont talk to congradulating me.

yes i am. DUDESSSS. i cannot even handle this right now. its tooooo unreal.

im staying at david bendeths house. how fudging sick is that. i feel like im dreaming. IS THIS REALLY HAPPENING!!?

awww thanks! ahahh this is so surreal. like i still cannot believe it. okay so i just got off the phone with their manager mark. and im taking a train. leaving early on saturday 6:45am. arriving at 3:30. i have to transfer at penn station. then im comming home at like 1030 on sunday. where im staying over night i have no clue yet :] but i have my tickets!

seriously. i did like 6 takes before that. where i just like tripped over my words so i hada start over. and by then all the jumping around made me so tired i could barely talk. insanity!!

:] trust me ill give you every inside scoop i get :] they gave me the studio number yesterday. and i just called cause i have to get like my bus info. and david bendeth answered and then he gave the phone to josh so i just talked to him a little more he said he was gunna have his manager call me back. im still waiting tho =/

ahha im in school right now. well. they called me restricted. and i answered and i was like hello and there like hey is this kathleen and im like yeah and i just knew it was josh cause i know his voice. i must have been on speaker. cause then hayley was like hey its paramore! and i was like AH HI. trying to play it all cool i didnt want them to think im a weirdo. but i guess my video was me being weird but anyways there like what are you doingg. and im like talking to people online. then im like yeah what are you doing. then josh goes. "oh hanging in the studio makin a record you know" then hayley gets on the phone she goes well. we just wanted to call you to tell you that we loveeed your video. im like ahhh thank you :] then shes like yeah and we wanted to know if youd like to come down this weekend to hang out and stuff. i was like ahhh YES shes like thats awesome. so then im like ah but i dont know how i would get down there. and shes like listen. we will buy you a buss pass. we just really want you to come down here. so by then im like pissing my pants of joy. i couldnt stop shaking so im like can you tell my mom all this cause she wont believe me. so then i gave my mom the phone and shes chattin with hayley. it was cute :] then im like spazzin in the background. so then idk i totaly forget what even happened. but im so happy and ill get pictures :]

okay. i actully spoke with mary via AIM last night. she told me shes actully taking a train. why i dont know. and i havent gotten all the detials yet im sposta call the studio tonight. and theyre buying me and my mom bus tickets. were not exactly sure what else is going on but ill let you guys know :] i still dont believe that hayley and josh called me this is crazy.

thank youuuu omg. like. if you dont believe me. i dont blame you i wouldnt believe this if i was someone else. but ill get pictures for you guys!

DUDE. IM NOT EITHER. BUT I WILL PROVE IT TO YOU I SWEAR. ILL FIND A WAY. IT MIGHT NOT BE TILL I GET PICTURES. BUT I SWEAR.

HOLY CRAP EVERYONE. PARAMORE JUST CALLED MY PHONE. LIKE. I WISH I WAS MAKING THIS UP. THEY SAID THEY WANT ME TO COME DOWN FOR SATURDAY TO RECORD. AND THEY GOT ME A BUSS TICKET. AND IM SHAKING OMG. I TALKED TO HAYLEYU ON THE PHONE AND JOSH., AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I CANT THINK RIGHT NOW BUT ILL TELL YOU MORE LATER!!!

yeah =/ i didnt like it. he family was funny not her. but thats just me being completely jelous.

its 15 to 5. i am getting so ancy its redic. and thanks alyssa :]