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  9. The Song/Poem/Writing Thread

    in Everything Else

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    Sink or Swim

     

    Last time I closed my eyes you stood in front of me

    But when I opened them the room was empty

    I heard the sound of footsteps, I heard them disappear

    I felt a bit uncomfortable drowning in those tears

     

    The tears built a big swimming pool filled with punishment

    It forced me to survive the life that you had left

    Each step was more than I could take but I kept walking on

    Each step felt like a new mistake I could not afford

     

    *So tell me should I;

    Sink or swim

    Lose or win

    Can I take another day

    Living like today

    Is it time to say goodbye

    Goodbye and close my eyes

    Should I close my eyes for you?

     

    My legs grew old and tired, my mind needed a break

    But the waves in my swimming pool would not let me fade

    They kept pushing even though I was running out of air

    And when I thought I'd lose it I found the stairs

     

    I climbed and reached for the light I had not seen before

    Bright and so sincere, but it would only make things worse

    As I learned about life and this thing called happiness

    I was determined to show you, what you had missed

     

    *

     

    So I jumped back into my pool, my pool of punishment and grieve

    But the water would not allow me in, and said to me

    'Her *life is such a nightmare*act is taking way too long'

    It kicked me out and screamed; Don't live your life for someone else's bleeding heart.

  12. The Song/Poem/Writing Thread

    in Everything Else

    Posted

    Okay. I do not like this. It is not complete. So if anyone has any ideas of how I can change it? Hmm I dislike it right now. *help needed*

     

    Empty Days

     

    Don’t they always say ‘a perfect story doesn’t know what perfect means’?

    I always thought I knew what fighting meant until I had to fight for real

    I though you understood the definition ‘being close’

    You understood it far too well and hurt me most

     

    I could see, you thought too long and way too much

    I’d try to float along, setting my mind to deeper stuff

    Knowing exactly what I wanted wasn’t enough to make you try

    And you gave to me the opposite

    All I needed was a smile and so it broke my heart to see you fall the way you did.

     

    *Oh, you are my scar

    And I think of you when I say

    ‘Someone taught me when to walk away’

    Searching for a sincere face, I walk away on empty days

     

    You expected me to be a cure I could never be

    But nonetheless I tried, hoping I could set you free

    I was disappointing and forgot how to care

    So I let you fall& showed you what it‘s like without me there.

     

    I can still hear you scream ‘please come back to me’

    You tried to twist my mind by making me believe

    You needed me to keep you up without your wall

    Come on dear, we all knew you would fall

     

    *

     

    Walking off never meant I didn’t care, just not enough to fail myself

    Hate me if you want, we will finish this in hell

    Until that moment’s there, I will happily let go

    And learn how to decide which way I want to float

  14. Hayley posted a new myspace Bulletin.

    in General Band Discussion

    Posted

    ^Cause they call it pubs in Ireland ;'] &I suppose people know it as a typical Irish thing.

     

    Haha just Ireland?

    Lol Pubs are a veeery UK thing...like theres 5 in my area alone! All going craaaazy during the world cup!

    =P

    I was actually like' date=' "huh..." when she said she was in a pub! lol[/quote']

     

    Not JUST Ireland, but a lot of people do think of pubs when they think of Ireland, which in my opinion also explains why that person said Irish pubs. But I'm not trying to offend anyone in any way here.

    &I was actually like "huh" too ! lol Cause I didn't think they'd have them in America, other than maybe one for tourists.

  18. Hayley posted a new myspace Bulletin.

    in General Band Discussion

    Posted

    HELLO BOYS AND GIRLS!!!!

     

    it's hayley... just sending you another update from

    all of us. we just got home about 2 or 3 days ago

    and we've been livin' it up! didn't wake up till almost

    12:30 today and i've felt pretty tired ever since.

    now i'm at the pub writing to some of our newer ideas

    and eatin fish and chips.

     

    mmmm. enough about all that... it's boring.

     

    so, we heard that you guys found the video? or at

    least some of you did. well i hope that you like it

    since you went through all that trouble to find it

    haha. we are really proud of that video and even

    though we wish we could have surprised you guys

    ourselves, it's good that you're giving us a

    positive reaction. just so you know, what you have isn't the

    finished version. SO HA! we sent the last and final

    version into fuse. basically it just looks a

    whole lot better. sorry i don't capatilize when i

    type. it's just easier this way.

     

     

    - from us.

     

    ---------------------------------------------------------------

     

     

    Well that's pretty interesting.

  25. The Song/Poem/Writing Thread

    in Everything Else

    Posted

    Say Goodbye

     

    I thought I only had to ignore in order to forget

    Replace old by new to stop missing what I once had

    New sounds exciting but old is still alive

    So it's all messed up in an ordinary form of a fight

     

    I thought I was strong enough to handle What I'd gone through before

    But it was about a minute ago that I found out I was wrong

    Looking in the mirror, my vision's blurred with confusion

    Trying to recall my definition of perfection

     

    X Maybe it's time to say goodbye

    I can see my heart collapse in the middle of this life

    So it's time for the past to heal

    In any shape or form, whatever it takes to feel

    Breaking into pieces as I say those final words

    Goodbye to every most important thing that makes me feel hurt.

     

    You thought I was worth your caring and put all your trust in me

    Only to find out I'm the greatest liar

    The kind that tells you stories, made to make you bleed

    Showing you that change never goes without a fire

     

    You thought my stories were honest, a bit pure maybe

    Until I told you the truth and walked away

    You'd never think you'd be looking for a place far from me

    Wishing you'd never have to meet me again

     

    X Maybe it's time to say goodbye

    I can see my heart collapse in the middle of this life

    So it's time for the past to heal

    In any shape or form, whatever it takes to feel

    Breaking into pieces as I say those final words

    Goodbye to every most important thing that makes me feel hurt.

     

    I guess our thoughts were hopeless

    Based on the essence of what we wanted

    It's hard watching where it got us

    Knowing we're not going to change back

     

    So it's time to say goodbye..

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