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Yeah, although I dont think they should get too big though, so when they take up a whole screen, it's cool to PM someone [if you're a mod/admin] and ask them to make it smaller. If you're not..you should warn a mod or admin.

and Melanie was nice enough to set up the interview for us

Yay. That's cool :]] lol. Made me smiiile. This interview rocks ! Go Brent.

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Thank you! I haven't seen you around before [haven't had time to check the boards cause of exams] so welcome to the boards! ahaha :]

^Thank you.

Lying was the only thing we both knew how to do

I don't want to be your world, only the words inside your head

That keep you from failing the things you said

And the things you do, make one whole story

About that one papercut, that cut way too deep

And now you don't know how to heal again

Unless it's all a play and you're the greatest actress

I guess you're the greatest actress cause every time I tried

To fix you, you cried, don't you know you were supposed to smile?

And every time you said you loved me it seemed real

Pretty lies you told, but at least they were meant for me

I remember looking at you, but I saw nothing at all

Even your shadow ran away from your wall

Do you recall that one time, when you promised you'd take care of me?

Instead you ran away as hard as you could and let me bleed

I heard a weak "sorry", said I'd believe it if you'd believe it too

But I lied and walked away from a person I never really knew.

Universe

The sun is just a mask for whatever’s underneath

In all its bright light, it’s the thing that keeps us cool

When I say keep smiling, I mean that thing upon your face

It gives you time to step away, cause it has everybody fooled

What is this game we’re playing across the known universe?

I say and monkey heads into the wrong direction

Monkey falls, monkey fails and blames me for getting hurt

Did you really expect me to apologize for some stupid recognition?

I can see you’re scared but you feed yourself the fear

Of failing other people more than yourself

You’re drifting off but I need you to hurry home to me

Because I have to tell you, you’re the only truth I’ve met

You are a unique definition of life, but the words you say

Implant a big smile on my face and it won’t go away

If you need me I’ll come running, if I have to, I’ll tell you twice

I want to give you my heart instead of selling you lies

I’ll try to stay true to whatever it is I’m saying

I’ll try to grow and only get better

I’ll try till I get what it is I deserve

Someone to know across the unknown universe.

Im seeing them June 25th *excited*

^Same here.

Mel' date='the seocnd one is awsome!! i liked both, but the second one its great.

 

All the other ppl, great stuff too[/quote']

 

Thanks mate. The second one was kind of meant as a sarcastic joke though. Just messing around..

This is what happens, when I land myself into trouble. fun fun..

Against the rules

“Get out of my way” you said

“I don’t need you here right now”

“Your whole life is pretty sad”

“And don’t you dare writing this down”

Sorry mum, Im gonna have to be a bad girl

Ill do everything wrong and crush your world

But wait, isn’t that exactly what I already do?

I love messing things up especially for you

*This is a lovely beginning of a new end for me

Im all the things you never wanted me to be

Youre losing control and Im watching you fall

Too tired to fix you up with a new wall

Im not a hero, don’t expect me to save you

Im far from perfect, and sometimes I go against the rules

I want what I cant have

So I find other ways to feel this hole

I need that little bit of attention

I cant find at home

Besides a different location nothing much has changed

Screaming and yelling, yeah we’re still the same

Im back where I was, thirteen again

We can be okay, but it’s usually a nightmare

*

“Your apologies never mean a thing”

Okay then mum, Im not so sorry, I don’t give a shit

“You’re a horrible person, I knew you never cared”

I truly am sorry mum, you still have no clue who I am..

^Thats how I felt last night.

Nicely put into words! Good job.

Remember

Remember when I used to smile

Life was fun to me

Remember when I didn’t care

And this was just a dream

Remember when I was a good girl

And everything felt right

Remember my old perfect world

Where no one ever cried

*I remember I remember

How we said this would never happen

I said id never bleed

And you promised the same

Make a deal promise me

You wont leave me for my mistakes

Remember when I fell down

I struggled getting up

Remember how I lost it

And didn’t know how to stop

Remember all our memories

Of dying together

I remember laying here

Not believing it'd get better

*

Remember what we said

We'd catch each others fall

And here we are stuck

Between each others walls.

Time will tell

I know nothing at all today

So I make another stupid face

And hope things turn out okay soon

Cause I don’t like this world alone

I used to see this life so clear

Never breaking down in tears

Or feeling like I lost again

Cause things were always like they're meant.

*But now I only twist and turn

Hoping that this bridge will burn

So I have nowhere else to run to

And Ill have to solve this without you

Life isn’t going to let me run away that easily

But I’m sure,

Time will tell me how I’m supposed to feel

I don’t know who I’m talking to

Just know this is what I wanna do

The idea keeps confusing me

Who am I, who is "me"?

Trying to figure out if what I did was a mistake

Maybe I, yeh maybe I should’ve ran away

Again, cause that is what I do and I

Well I might as well lay down and die

*

But I am only talking to myself

Knowing this is nobody else

But me, who's living an average life

Including cries and smiles

Whoa. good stuff people! Kay..Heres something I wrote yesterday ::

Run away, its easier

Its when I try to talk but it shuts me up again

When life gets better while the worlds about to crash

&when my mind becomes too hard to explain

That’s when I smile and run away

Its every time I snap at you for no reason at all

Its breaking down and building up a wall

When time becomes faster than me living a day

That’s when I smile and run away

*But the smile is just a mask for the words I cant speak

&running is the only way for me to breathe

I cant get a shot at life cause I am in the way

&I never listen to a single word you say

When it gets hard I hold onto hiding this

&wait for a better day to live.

Its every time I try to love but end up being wrong

Every time I forget the words when Im supposed to sing along

When I was left alone and ignored the attention they gave

That’s when I smiled and ran away

Cause sometimes I have to be wrong in order to feel right

Sometimes I have to cry in order to smile

Its when I want to bleed &tell you not to be afraid

That’s when I smile& stay.

Im depressed&crap in general. I have a funeral today. I feel like dying..so I wrote this ::

The good kind of dying

I find myself in the dark

Holding on to things untrue

I never had to build a wall

This high than here with you

My head is in war with myself

Im hearing you beautifully lying

They shot me down this is something to tell

This is the good kind of dying

You laced your shoes backwards

You made me cry be proud

You make it all just that little bit worse

When you say no hiding allowed

Im laying on the floor for everyone to see

Cutting my wrists turning pale

Bleeding bleeding so easily

And you're watching me fade

But this is the good kind of fading and death

This is dying with no reason at all

The good kind of bleeding instead

This is choosing to fall

&I dont mind, Im willing to bleed

Willing to break myself

I know I know "You" is me

This was my story to tell.

^^Thanks.

^^Hey Ben!

No problem! We're just cool like that.

Heyyy Heather! Im Mel..Hmm welcome to the boards! Youll see me around.

Hey Rose! Im Mel,,welcome to the boards! See ya 'round.