MeLoN

Hey Confusing lil person! Im Mel&I havent been on here for ages. But yes I still welcome youuu to this amazing board.

Hey Jay! Im Mel&I havent been on here for ages. But yes I still welcome youuu to this amazing board.

Here I go, Im gone

I never meant to kill you

But there you are laying on the floor

I never meant to hurt you

But there you are blood covered

All I meant was I love you

From the bottom of my heart

Things never turn out like they should

I managed to tear love apart

*Dont look at me Im a liar

Ill mess up your mind

Dont touch me Im on fire

Ill burn you down cause I

Am just a simple failure

One who'll make you fall apart

But when I say these words

I dont mean to break your heart

I care about life but life never cares

It always hits me, hits me right back

Here I am trying to make myself better

I dont know why though it doesnt matter

They say Im good the way I am

They say it just because they can

But I know better I hurt you

So now Ill hurt myself too

*

Bang bang here I go Im gone

Crash crash my body hits the floor

Silence silence what is next?

Nothing nothing this is the end.

Uhh thanks everyone! And I love that Claudia!

^^^ I like it a lot. Love sensory details... though I can never seem to write a piece with them. I don't like the people I know to know what/who I write about.

 

I know exactly what he wants

and that's all that he will take

Should I surrender my heart

if it should only break?

Do anything to please him

Make countless mistakes

Soothing my yearning heart

to deal with future aches

Giving him what he desires

To see him by my side

Revitalize my comatose heart

to watch it throb and die

Feelings grow crazy and stronger

soul defeats mind

No longer rational

I don't know why I try

This is pretty brilliant.

Secrets end up secret in a secret way of wondering about twisted words

Were having everyday conversations

Of words you cant hear and I cant speak

About an endless situation

But you know what I mean

I stare and wonder if youre staring too

Cause your eyes blend in with mine

I caught that sparkle and figured it was you

Messing with my mind

*Our secrets ending up secret

Were on a road to unknown lane

I wonder if you see it

The path you chose to take

I wonder why my minds still spinning

Over twisted words I lived last week

You and I is what keeps me running

You and I is what keeps me on my feet

I said goodbye on a temporary basis

Then ended up with an old-fashioned hello

I never thought my dreams would finish

Until you walked out alone

But your silent words kept shouting

I forgave all of your mistakes

And I just wish youd stop smiling

So I can stop running away

*

Secret messages of lonely words

Is it time for me to figure something out?

Im hearing all the stuff you said

And still dont know what youre about

I wonder why you kept things quiet

When you knew I knew all along

All the things you wanted to tell me

Before we ended up so wrong.

Id say just put paramorefans.com in your SN. Thats what I do. And of course I tell people about Paramore..randomly..just because theyre a great band blabla [hint hint]

Your end

I lost the key to reality

Stuck in dark reverse

Watching someone called me

Falling down, getting hurt

I see you slipping away

But I cant lend a helping hand this time

Locked behind bars

Im watching you die

*And its so hard to see you run off

To a place I dont know

Wondering what youre thinking of

Cause your eyes wont show

They closed down like the rest of them

Dying just to get to the end

Would you follow me if I couldnt follow you?

Wander off without me if id tell you to?

Even if your mind's blocked would you try to understand?

All the small things buckled up inside my head?

If everyone else thinks Im crazy would you think the same?

If I walk this road would you go the other way?

Are you scared of me because I am?

Would you fly with me just because I can?

*

Do you know where Ill be when youre gone?

I dont & Im scared ill end up wrong

Do you put all your trust in this girl

When she walks off without you into the real world

Hey Im Mel.

^I dont hate them. I just find them pathetic little monsters =]. But wait..Thats kinda the same thing.

This whore/barbie pissed me off. Thats what this is about..haha!

A liars call

The world turns black as I hold my breath

And try to close my eyes

Lips keep moving they say I cant

So why did I even try?

Its like a bird flying high up in the sky

Singing "Im up here and youre down there cause you cant fly"

"Everyone be as jealous as you can,,Im free"

Well I dont like it when people look down on me

So you can walk your little world

Go around and around

But dont think you can fool us

We'll take your pretty face down

And show those little stalkers who you really are

A messed up kind of 3rd world war

I apologize: our stories simply dont fit

Next thing you know Ill take your make up kit

And throw it right back in your face

Cause your mask is pretty but your heart when down the drain

I feel sorry for you dear, youre acting all day long

You try and you try but you still do it wrong

You like to believe we want to be you

But gosh are you wrong we're proud and uncool

You're not worth my 3rd world war

Or anything they say you are

But with todays sense youll always be

What the liar call "better than me"

^lol. *laughing fit* That was funny.

Two pretty cheesy things I had to get off of my mind.

1)

Dont you know

Behind your wall theres someone else

Someone I dont know

Behind those eyes I see myself

And the side Ive never shown

Someones clipped my wings

But Im still flying

Said all those stupid things

And Im not dying

*Im falling down but Im alive

Failing again with a smile

Cause whats the point in living if I cant be alive

Im still me when I cry

But why is it so hard for you to see

This life isnt such a hell, its pretty easy

I can hug you and feel you walk away

I can see you smiling and know youre not ok

Behind the silly girl theres a person they dont know

But you always laugh it off and say its time to go.

Youre always on the edge of saying goodbye

Walking off, walking out with a smile

But nothing here is real

It is never how you feel

*

Pretty easy dont you know..

2)

Life is like that

You wrote me a letter

Filled with kind words

About good and the better

In all of its joy

You smiled and showed me a note

It said love for MCC

Written by someone I want to know

Meant for a person called me

*This secret is the cause of my smile

And everything around me

I sort of like the way we hide

And never share the story

Not because we want to but because we cant

Life is just a lie like that

You saw me when I didnt see myself

Staring in the mirror searching for life

I saw you crawling out of your shell

Finally understanding the language inside your mind

Im teaching you to teach me how to smile

Youre showing me exactly how to be alive

We know we're lost but we'll be found

I dont see us going down

*

Heyyy Micheal,,Im Mel =]! Welcome to the boards.

Ok then. Thanks Glorya! Now people know what theyre dling. Haha.

Hey! Im Mel,slow as always. Welcome to the boards!

Hey Danielle! Im Mel,,welcome to the boards!

Hey Sarah! Im Mel, welcome to the boards!

Thanks Glorya, can you post pictures of the layouts?

^I thought the same thing!

Thanks to forgot_me_not's wonderful ideas, this is now a:

-Drawings

-Paintings

-Photoshopped images

Thread.

Thanks to Larry Hollman we have some lovely pictures of Paramore@Club Ritual, Levittown, NY!

Check them out here:

http://www.paramorefans.com/photos/thumbnails.php?album=211

Words

These scars will never leave my heart

But they have left my arms

So you don’t have to worry

Life will be alright

Ill make sure I look pretty

Dying by your side

And when I go Ill tell them what they want to hear

Everything’s my fault, every single tear

Are you all ok now knowing Ill take your lies

And you will never have to answer any of my cries

It’ll be silent by the bridge I used to try&cross

Every time I tried it'd turn into a game I always, always lost

That sparkle in your eyes told me more than you ever did

Your pain and all the secrets the story that'd never fit

They say the sound hurts their ears

It hurts like you hurt me dear

When you stabbed me right through my back

&said my heart wasn’t worth the knife

When I dared you not to pretend

You ran and said I wasn’t worth your time

But I still carry the broken life you offered me

Trying so hard to believe you never wanted me

We seemed real back then

&Id live because I can I can

Here I am, all alone, in the middle of the night

Its dark outside but bright inside

I don’t need you anymore, all those words

All those words are yours and sound so wrong

All those words are meant to be a twisted song

All these words,, they’re meant to be mine

One by one you'll see them smile.

i think tis sweet ecepte that they took us off the links section... cry

I totally agree. LOVES it. But the link issue sucks.

^What she said.