awwww.
i love the thing you have with "that girl" lol. it's so cute.
nothing is really "wrong" it's just hard to be actually happy for eternity when i'm only a teenager. I'm more content with things. Things can always be better. I know i'll be happy when i stop "wanting" things, and not just materialistic things...more everything. I want my life to change, i want the people in my life to change, i want everything changed.
And i find people who are more chill and mellow are a lot more happy with their lives. They don't get sad too often, very carefree. I wish i could be one of them.