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last summer they did a few small shows i thought lol

ugh i LOVE ashley...i was obsessed wiht her before HSM...

yeah i know haha i wasnt like talking about YOU i was just stating something.

 

ah TRL tomrorow.....well. today.....this will be interestinng..

ah. alright...well i was lie flippin through like local news channels, and CNN and FOX news and all that. and all they were talkin about were like phsycos like..killing their wives. and.....teenagers killing parents and all that shit.

 

so, this came to my mind....i know it sucks. my the end i like ran out of things really but here it is:

 

i sued to know all the songs HAHA i think i still do. but that one song annoyed me...change the world? or whatever it was called, i didnt like that one...so i dont know it really haha

i bet they'll be back there next summer...since their on "a break" and writing their new album haha to me i dont find going on a break ya know...still touring. but maybe they ment like BIG shows cuz all there doing is like....little things in towns as far i know...i almost went to see them at summerfest, but i didnt. but someone told me they wernt there? i dont know, maybe i rea dit wrong haha thats a good thing i didnt go if they wernt. either way...after their CD comes out next year they'l tour aanndd, ill be 1st in line.

yeah your right haha but i hate the people that like...say they dont a band, then they keep commin in the thread and bashing the band ya know. like if i see a thread about a band i really dislike i just go in and say why i dont lke them then....wait and see if someone wants to fight with me and if they do then i stop the fight and leave. haha

 

but anyway, about BLG on TRL, is anyone gunna do the web cam interveiw thinger? yet i bet theyve alreayd got enough people for it.

ugh they were my LIFE in like...3rd-5th grade haha i was obsessed wiht their show on FOX Family. i thought that jon the bradley were like the hottest things ever, and hannah was my hero. i still got their one CD. i love it to this day hahah i love that uh....friday night song. i remember id always listen to it very friday after school HAHAHA ugh god! that show was my obsession..i rememebr this episode like, they were in the woods, and then it got dark and they saw this stick sign like in the blair witch. and they thought they were all gunna die hahaha ugh......god i miss themmmm haaha

well.......this thread doesnt say anhything about JUST for fans lol but yeah......eh. whatever. i knwo there lie not the BEST band....but i love themmm...

yeah what she said haha. ssome hot topics have some...the one here only has a boring one.

yeah i wanna hear it, and youtube videos hate me sometimes and dont work ahah

Right, please don't take this in the wrong way because i don't mean it in any offence, but maybe it's a bit cliché ? It's very literal, and in that way it's powerful and get's the point across but i'm a sucker for metaphors and meanings and for me it might be a bit too literal ? It doesn't really sing a song to me, more a very angsty letter.

However, again, don't get me wrong i'm not saying it's bad ! Infact the opposite, just i reckon it's the sort that sound better spoken/sung that written down.

yeah but....all poems dont gotta be song-like do they? haha i only write poems not songs. i SUCK at songs. and i know thoes suck. i didnt really mean to make them poem like. i just had to let my feelings out and i showed it to my friend thats a bit poem person and shes liek "hey thoes could be poems" so...yeah ha

 

did ANYONE read the other one i posted? or did that suck too lol

yeah haha there another one of thoes bands that it takes me like a hour to list my favorite songs or theirs, specilly if they ask what my ONE favorite is...as of now i cant even think of it

im broke. and, by the time i got directions to go, it was like a hour till the show and it takes 2 hours to GET there hahaa

please let there be a chicago dat NOOOOTT at the aragon......seiorusly haha ever since we went to Tournado there, my mom has this phobia of that place now...shes liek IM NEVER TAKING YOU TO THAT PLACE AGAIN!

 

cuz liek when we got there i like.....rna awya form here. WELL! there wasnt alot of people there yet and i wanted to get a good spot. so right when we got in there i raaaaannn sooo fast and i got really close and had a kick ass time. bad thing is....after BLG preformed, like while w ewere waitng for the format to come out, my moms like yelling SUSAAN and flagging me down, and i look over at her and i give her a thumbs up as in.....ITS KOOL MOM IM OKAY. ya know. but she wanted me to......COME THERE. hahaa and im like....HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA no. ya know...cuz i was REALLY close. ya know, and if i left id loose my spot......hehe. so yeah the whole night she was like sittin ina chair. YET! SHE SAYS TO THIS DAY SHE HAD A SUCKY TIME but is wear to GOD she didnt..cuz after it she kept talin about how kool it was and how weird tyson was......so i swear to you shes just usignt hat I HATE THE ARAGON thing with me just to annoy me.

 

yeah sorry. i had to let that out.

 

feel free to read it

i forgot if i posted these, maybe i did...but im gunna post them again i guess haha

 

this one is about one of my guy friends...like. he was my best friend. and then this other girl got in the way, and i didnt really know how to...explan how i felt to him ya know like, to say...this girl is basicly ruining our friendship, and i still like you as a friend and stuff.

 

"Over"

 

we used to be close

used to talk to one another

we liked the same things

and laughed with eatchother

but now thats over

*

i said something i shouldnt of said

and i was thinking of some things that i shouldnt of been thinking about

but i cant help

had to say it and im sorry for it

but i dont want us to be over

*

before all these things

we laughed together

and talked

and i liked it like that

but now i feel like somethings in the way

and ill leave it at that

but its killing me inside because i feel like were growing apart

becuase what we had was something special i thought

*

beacause i love you like a sister or brother

and i dont want to mess things up

but when im with you im felt like i was loved for once i thought

*

but now that things still in the way and i cant keep it inside any more

im going to have to tell you the truth

i think that the thing in the way is breaking us apart

and i really dont want that to happen

cuz like i said i do luv you

i dont hate you

i dont hate any one

but the way you talk about the thing well thats a bit messed up

*

i gotta try and get it through my head that we'll never be like we used to

but if we could that would be the bet thing ever

cuz your the reason that i love life

and without you in MY life well...

my life is over

*

but like i said i HAVE TO get used to it

but i dont think i can but ill try

cuz its getting on my nerves

i cant sleep at night

and i really hope we can work thing out

but if not

i dont want us to be over

 

_______________________________________

 

this ones untitled. its basicly part 2 of the 1st one, because after i told him how i felt, like...a year ago he was in another state, and he told me that he had heart trouble and had to go to the hospital and almost died basicly...and i like prayed my ass off for like week. and yeah, he told me that eh was just kididng about that. and i got REALLY pissed.

 

I trusted you.

I Beleived in you.

I prayed for you.

For what?

Nothing.

 

I Thought i was your friend

guess not.

Your too shy to admit what you like and dont like.

You sould of told me you wernt who i thought you were

 

Hurt

Depressed

Confuzed

Mad

Thats how i feel.

 

I'll never forgive you.

Ever.

Even if you get on your KNEES...

i wont.

 

Im going toblock you away from my life

But i cant forget all the good times we had.

 

I bet you knew i would be this hurt.

Thats why you kept it from EVERYONE

I've been truthfull to you since i MET you.

Why couldnt you of been truthfull to me?

If you would of,

I wouldnt be as hurt as i am now.

 

You have no idea how you've hurt me

You were my best friend..

not this.

UIt's all ruined

Our friendship is ruined

Just everything is ruined.

Its somewhere floating out to sea...

neevr to be seen again.

 

Someday i wish

I could turn back time

To when it was all good.

But tp think almost all of it was lies?

 

I want to die.

Better then that,

you die.

You die, and i will go to your funeral

and laugh

and laugh.

Cuz thats what you diserve.

Im just sorry you missed out on being my friend

cuz i AM a good person.

 

i dont lie.

Specially to you

You were my friend.

My BEST friend

not its just ruined

forver.

now get out of my face.

you sicken me.

 

But i always have a feeling to talk to you...

Cuz at 1st i thought that night was just a nightmare and not real...

i wanted to wake up so BAD i just wanted to scream...

but i didnt wake up.

it wasnt a dream.

it was ALL real.

and it JUST hit me.

and it sucks.

 

But i am finally telling you through this letter to YOU,

that i hate you

literly

i TRUELY mean it now.

so much.

I am erasing you from my memory.

It'll take a*while...

But you ruined my life

and it hurts just to say hi to you now...

 

you ruined my life.

just you.

only you.

its over.

and ruined.

forever.

 

sorry if i posted these before.....actually i think i did. but, i aint sure. but...their good. their double post worthy haha

yeah i gotta admit i havent really heard a bad song from them....yet miserable at best bores me

yeah i saw that thats pretty kick ass. but i swore someone told me that uh......wait no nevermind haha i dont really knwo what im saying. but i didnty mean all of them got one

ah...........pictures. im to scared to look ha. ive been waiting for the chicago warped since like january. then right at the last minute my moms like I DONT WANNA TAKE YOU.......BUT TIS JUST A CONCERT ANYWAY RIGHT? and im like.........wow mom. id love to slpa you right about now...but your my mother, so that'd look bad.

i hard they were going tattoos? hahaa

wish i was a UK'r hahaha

yeah seirously you cant provent a band form getting more famous and more people wating them for TV things and interveiws all that. yeah sure i gotta say id get pissed if i was like walkin over to like, hayley and i was talkin to her and someone like pulls her away because they got a interveiw or somethin but then again id be liek.....happy? or proud? i dunno what word haah

 

yeah i basicly alreayd let out my anger and flusteration abotu this crap in that LJ thing haha (my username is sas91)

ah i remeber that cover! haha i forgot aaaall about it.

HAHA aaaaahh thats greeaatt. "now......where were we?" haahha