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it's been a while!

dear you.. i can't even look at you, i hate you, no-ones ever hurt me as much as you have, this is the hardest thing i've had to deal with, i don't know why i haven't walked away.

dear mum.. i hope you're not too upset that i'm going to my stepdads for christmas instead of yours. =(

I confess I think 'in the mourning' is awful... what the hell happened to paramore!

She's releasing my favourite song next

She doesn't seem to be doing well in the UK just now.. her album didn't really chart, I've never seen 'smile' on TV and she's never mentioned anywhere. And she's not playing scotland.. :( :(

I confess I've been signed off work for over 2 weeks now and I'm bored shizzzzless!

I confess this is the 3rd night I've gone to bed at 7am and got up at 12..

nicole scherzinger... 1.48 mins-2.50mins...

I would have sexual relations with her..

dear twitter.. you ugly now.

I confess I'm SO excited to see staind in october!

I confess I'm obsessed with 'buzzin' by mann and 50 cent.. =/

dear avril lavigne, why the hell are you not coming to scotland? actually gutted.

dear work, i asked for tonight off so i could go see five in inverness. but noo. it's freaking five!

My doctors trying to wean me off my aspartame in fizzy drinks addiction.. FAIL. Hahaha. Withdrawl symptons are cr-aaazy.

I confess getting in at 8am from night outs is far too often nowadays!

I can't get 'swagger jagger' out of my head. fml.

coming up.. Rihanna, YMA6 and JESSIE J =D

Hella want another one..think I'm addicted to the pain!

Hate to admit but I love 'judas' and 'edge of glory' aint that bad either...

born this way is bloody awful though.

I confess I can't stop listening to conspiracy. I also confess I can't stop reading the message I got this morning o_O

I confess I'ma go see you me at six! Alsssso.. parents getting divorced is hard to deal with

^ thank you

I've got twooo..

'take the pieces and build them skywards' on my arm, biffy clyro lyrics. (really old photo but it's the only one i have that you can see the tattoo in haha..)

http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/40/0255nn.jpg/

and a heart on my stomach/hip which HURT LIKE HELL D: seriously worst pain in my life. love it though =D

http://imageshack.us/photo/my-images/33/60015608.jpg/

getting one more on on my ribs at the side then i'm done

when's the video out?

I confess I've had about nine hours sleep since thursday.. hopefully the disaronno will waken me up..

I confess I have purple haaaiiiirr! And I'm seeing my mum tonight for the first time since March.. ugh.

Dear twitter, please do not change my twitter to the new one 'very very very soon'