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you're a dick & a user. I don't know why I actually fall for it everytime.

I was even warned. but no.

 

Well not anymore. that's. it.

you can f right off.

i hate to confess it.... but i really miss you.... or is it your attention?

i confess i feel better now. lighter.

i confess i can't confess this for fear of judgement and disgust.

but in someways, i want you to ask.... because i want to tell someone so bad. i want someone to judge me & hate me.

just wanted to share my love for gleeeee

it makes me so happy....

but so sad that there's no glee club at my uni

i wish.

i need help.

i miss you.

i think you're using me.

am i using you? maybe.

it's so complicated.

i want to. but i don't.

i like you, but is it in that way?

 

I'm so confused right now.

I sometimes feel so lonely. I just want what you all have.

And you gave me that for a while, and now what... you're just taking it away.

This survey gets all in your business, are you ready?

yes

 

Are you missing anyone?

yeah

 

What do you currently hear?

maroon5!

 

Have you heard the song "3" by Britney Spears?

no

 

Have you kissed more than 4 people this year?

no

 

Do you remember the first time you met the last person you kissed?

not the very first time

 

Did you have a valentine?

no

 

Have you ever been disappointed in yourself?

yep, a lot

 

Your at the doctors and they tell you you are pregnant. First reaction?

oh shit.. how?

 

Do you have a best friend?

no

 

The last person you kissed calls you, why?

he wants something?

 

Who was the last person to compliment you?

him

 

Are you going to get hurt anytime soon?

its pretty likely

 

Do you always answer your text?

99/100

 

Have you done something recently that you regret?

yeah... in some ways...

 

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?

pretty much anything yeah

 

Is it ever too late to apologize?

not if you mean it

 

Plans for tomorrow?

uni

 

Is anything wrong?

everything's wrong...i do't know whats happening to me

 

Are you one of those people who are always cold?

a lot of the time

 

If you could make your lips bigger, would you?

no

 

Is there someone you used to talk to every single day that you don't talk to now?

yea

 

Do you like to sleep?

mmmhmmm

 

When you say you're sorry do you mean it?

usually

 

What were you doing at 1:30 am?

watching a film

 

When was the last time you saw your mom?

few weeks ago

 

How many houses have you lived in?

2 & my uni halls

 

What are you looking forward to?

summer

 

If you could move somewhere else, would you?

na

 

What was the last thing you wore that was black?

gatecrasher shirt

 

Are you texting anyone?

no

 

When is the next time you will kiss someone of the opposite sex?

that depends

 

What do your pants look like?

white wiht hearts on!

 

Has someone ever called you at midnight on your birthday?

texted but not called

 

Would you rather love one person, or have many?

one

 

Do you think two people can last forever?

loooobsters can why not people

 

So, what do you want for your birthday?

too far away

 

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?

no one

 

What did you eat for lunch today?

scrambled egg on toast... brunch really

 

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?

no. but it make sme uneasy

 

Who was the first person you talked to today?

him

 

What was the first thing you did this morning?

tohught about things

 

Do you think the way someone dresses is a reflection on how they act?

not all of the time

 

Can you remember the last time you really liked someone?

right now

 

How long have you known the last person you kissed?

4/5 months

 

Does someone like you right now?

apparently

 

Is there anybody who truly disgusts you?

no

 

When was the last time you threw up?

a while ago

 

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?

closed

 

When angry, do you get loud or quiet?

quiet

 

Next time you will kiss someone?

no idea

 

Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed on the lips?

no

 

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about your feelings?

no one really

 

Do you hate the last person you kissed?

in some ways...

 

What do you currently hear?

maroon 5 still

 

How many times has the last person you kissed made you cry?

none

 

In the past 48 hours have you hung out with a girl?

yeah a little

 

How old do you look?

about 16 apparently

 

Do you love anyone?

no

 

Did you do anything risky tonight?

yeah

 

How do you feel about your hair right now?

it's fine

 

Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst?

no one

 

When's your birthday?

jan 29

 

Do you remember the name of your first school you ever went to?

acorn school

 

Who was the first person you talked to today?

hime

 

Miss someone right now?

no

 

Last person you saw?

him

 

What was the last thing you said to someone?

see you later

 

Is tomorrow gonna be a good day?

i really hope so

 

Do you like late night phone calls?

i don't like phone calls

 

You're thinking about someone, aren't you?

yeh

 

Do you sing in the car?

only if i'm alone

 

Could you stay in the same relationship for over a year?

definitely

 

Do you like potato chips?

yep

 

Would you take someone back who cheated on you?

don't think so

 

How long would it take to walk to the nearest McDonald's?

15/20 mins?.

 

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?

no

 

Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?

yep

 

Where was your default picture taken?

on the castle rock

 

Was there always someone around who isn't anymore?

yes

 

Do you have an older brother?

no

 

Ever dated a blond-haired, blue-eyed person?

no

 

Did you accept or deny your last friend request?

accept

 

If you had to choose, would you rather be an alcoholic or a pothead?

alchi

 

Have you had sex with four or more people in one night?

no

 

Is there someone who you instantly smile when you receive a message or comment?

mmmm

 

What's bothering you?

so much... work, him, life

 

Were you happy when you woke up?

yeah sorta

 

Do you prefer to call or text?

text really

 

What is something that you realized today?

i'm a bad person

 

Is there anyone that you care about more than yourself?

my family

 

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?

yeah

 

Are you a jealous person?

yeh

 

Would you rather pierce your tongue or lip?

lip

 

Strongest words are “i love you“?

no

 

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

no

 

Are all of your friends virgins?

no

 

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months?

yes.

 

Do you like when people play with your hair?

yeah

 

Do you know anyone who got an abortion?

no

 

Reason behind the last time you cried really hard?

i haven't for a while... can't remember

 

What could you eat any day of the week & never get tired of?

buscuits

 

Is there someone you wouldn't mind kissing right now?

ahhha

 

Someone knocks on your window at 5 am, what do you say?

depends on who it is

 

Do you have any plans for next weekend?

yeah

 

Let me guess, your last incoming call was from the opposite sex?

no

 

What are you supposed to be doing right now?

working

 

When was the last time something bothered you?

now

 

What if your boyfriend/girlfriend went through your cellphone?

what about it?

 

Do you know how to work a computer well?

yes

 

To who did you last give the finger to?

no one

 

Did your last kiss take place on a bed?

yes

 

Are you happier now than you were three months ago?

kinda

 

Think back to April, who did you like?

I DON'T KNOW

 

Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around?

mhm

 

Would you rather be the heartbroken or the heart breaker?

heart breaker... sorry

 

What do you check out first when you meet someone?

facial features

 

Do you think girls deserve more respect just cause they are girls?

yes

 

Are you angry with someone right now?

kinda

 

Whats the funniest thing that has happened to you?

can't think right now

 

Whats the worst thing that has happened to you?

....

 

Do you talk in your sleep?

no

 

Can you cook?

yeahhh

 

How many kids do you want to have?

2/3

 

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?

yep

 

What time did you wake up today?

9

 

Last person to make you sad?

i dunno

 

Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

not sure

 

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?

of course

 

Does anyone know your password other than you?

one of them

 

Have you ever thought about getting your lip pierced?

yes

 

What were you doing two nights ago at this time?

chillin

 

Did you kiss or hug anyone in the last 48 hours?

yes

 

Do you have any piercings?

ears

 

How many cigarettes have you smoked today/yesterday?

none

 

Are you happy?

in a way

 

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?

i'd go mental

 

How late did you stay up last night and why?

3/4?

 

Anyone who doesn't like you?

probably

 

Plan on getting drunk next weekend?

nah

 

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?

new house yeah..

 

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?

no

 

Who was the last person to call you?

mama

 

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?

yes

i've become the person i never wanted to be... but it's not all that bad... not standing in my shoes...

he wants me to have a threesome with him & his girlfriend.... i've not said yes... but i confess i've not exactly said no.MEGALOLZ

thanks anyway!!!

this one please?

Night watch, the ewan mcgregor film

 

we watched it because we thought it was the prequel to day watch... turns out that's a different night watch ... haha!

 

still a good film though!!

oh dear.... well thanks, i know i've done wrong...

well... he's my friend & know his gf now coz she hangs out at our flat a lot... i didn't really mean for it to happen... we were just watching movies & it was pretty late but we were talking n stuff &.... i feel really bad about it....

So you spooned with someone else his boyfriend?

 

so it would seem...

loveee tumblr!

Well when you have a boyfriend, and you lay spooning with a female friend.

It would be okay i think.

But it would be weird to do it with a other guy.

Although i dont think its cheating, but its just weird to do that beside with your boyfriend?

 

I don't think I'd consider it cheating but.. why would you do that with another guy? Like.. it's odd haha.

 

Yeah it kinda is weird if you don't do that with your boyfriend....

 

okay... what i thought really...it's not my boyfriend

how does it depend though? when is it bad/good?

opinions....

is spooning cheating? came up in convo with a friend, wondered what other people thought.. lol

The SEcret Life of Bees by Sue Monk Kidd

there's a film of it too, which i saw first. both are brilliant!

can't always be said for book adaptations

lol i know what you mean, having silky smooth legs is such a nice feeling

^I don't know. What is it?

 

my flat mate.... he's being so lovely to me & we spend so much time together & i really like him & i'm pretty sure he likes me, but he has a girlfriend. but he's really rude to her & lovely to me, & we spent the whole night together the other night - nothing happened, but we we kinda were touching n stuff & i'm sure it would've had i not kept thinking about the fact he has a gf. it's just so awkward.

fuuuuuuuck. i've never felt like this before.

why. why does it have to be like this?