Aw, I'm sorry your life is confusing and that people are so quick to judge. You're not alone though...
One minute she's all like, "It wouldn't bother you guys if I was like...bisexual or something, would it?" and she keeps winking at me. And then the next minute I'm wakling with her and she's all pissed off at me because "You've been following me around ALL day."
And part of me knows that she could really like me but, she openly admits that she likes this other guy. I don't know, it sort of bothers me that she's pulling me on this string and, I can't really do anything about it. I'm not telling her, that's for sure. I couldn't do that to our friendship. But at the same time I know that if I don't tell my true feelings then we both might get hurt because the guy she supposedly likes doesn't like her.
And I don't want to be the one she comes crying too. That, if they do go out, five days later says she dumped him. It's not worth my time, his time or her time. Honestly, I'd probably be elated at the fact because it didn't work out. I know it sounds bitchy of me but, it honestly wouldn't work out, regardless of my feelings for her I still wouldn't support it. Not that I'd say it to her face but, still....
Do you guys think I should tell her, I mean, honestly? If not now then, later in the distant future before the school year is up?