STOPthissong!

Pretty much any argument on here has had me in fits of giggles.

I confess I just spent half the day at school revising music.

You are 15 years old. You have brown eyes that are so dark they almost look black. You're a brunette. Your hair is natural. Your hair's past your shoulders. You have a boyfriend that treats you golden. But you're still in love with your ex. You've been cheated on. You've "cheated." You're almost 16 and you don't even feel this old. Your birthday is in the summer. You're a Leo. You wear a size 00-2 in jeans. You live in Indiana. Drama really does just follow you. You love music. You love writing. You visit Florida every summer. You've been to Hawaii. You've been to almost every US State. You love cornfield mazes. You love the mall. You're obsessed with clothes. You own too many clothes. You hate the fact that you're in love with a guy that you don't wanna love. You have 3 older brothers. You've been to John Travolta's personal airport. You're too sweet for your own good. You text too much. You have an adopted cousin. Your best friend that's a guy is gay. You support gay rights. You've been to a protest/walk/anything for gay rights. You make up stupid little songs a lot. You love the show True Blood. You have an unruly obsession with music and lyrics. You can play the flute. You can play an acoustic guitar. You could spend hours shopping for clothes. You have a habit of twirling your hair. You love fall almost as much as summer. You love animal hats. You play volleyball at school. You've been a cheerleader. You're extremely flexible. Your Wii-Fit age is actually close to your actual age. You own a Wii-Fit. You have a pet horse. You love horseback riding. You've been used before in a relationship. You've used someone. You love snowboarding. You've broken your ankle. You've broken your ribs. You love indie music. You love acoustic music. You love rap music. You love electronica. You love rock. You have an artist you listen to from almost every sub-genre of music. You watch American Idol. You have the biggest crush ever on Tim Urban. You have your driving permit. You've been to Sea World. You've touched a dolphin. You've seen a wild dolphin. You've been wake boarding. You love carousels. You love carnivals. You love Arizona Sweet Tea. You love McDonald's Sweet Tea. You get over-sized soft drinks that you won't drink. You have been to a strict, private Christian school. You've been homeschooled. You've been in public school. You've been to a lot of schools. You're starting a new school in August. You love Dragontales. You watched The Bernstein Bears when you were a kid. You've seen every Disney animation movie that's been released. You have a relative in the Air Force. You've lost a relative from the Air Force. You love cake. You eat too much to be so skinny. Chocolate cake is just too much. Sunlight makes you sneeze. You love to be kissed. You love hugs. You love to play-wrestle. You don't like cats. You watch the show The Pacific. You watch shows like America's Next Top Model, Project Runway, and Shear Genius. Your favorite song is SeeWhatWeSeas by Christofer Drew Ingle. Or possibly The Lobster Quadrille by Franz Ferdinand. You love the new Alice in Wonderland's soundtrack CD; Almost Alice. You love MGMT. You love Modest Mouse. Ancient Rome History fascinates you. You never want to die. You never want to be old. You love to sing. You love fruits and vegetables. You find chocolate milk repulsive. You've been drunk. You've made a stupid, drunken, mistake. You've had nightmares of "doomsday" or what you interpreted as. You actually floss your teeth. You've never had a cavity. You just wish you could go to bed. You're FOR legalizing Marijuana. You don't understand why Marijuana is illegal. You love to be around people who will just make you laugh. You come up with some pretty colorful insults when you're highly upset. It can take you an hour to shower. You shower at least twice a day. You love to party. You love people. only some You've read the Twilight Saga and you're not impressed. You've read the Twilight Saga and you like the movies, but not the books. You like to read your favorite musicians' poetry. You've had a doe as a pet. You steal trolley karts at hotels. You don't sleep enough. Aderall makes you go off the wall. You've shut someone out completely, for good, recently. You love it when it storms at night. You're obsessed with how your nails look. You have an eyelash curler. It takes forever to straighten your hair. You've been caught skipping class. You've skipped your detention you received for skipping class. You always end up breaking technology by not even doing anything. You love skinny jeans. You love flats. You have 5 or more iPods. One of your best friends looks a lot like you. You like to ski. You get the feeling you're completely misunderstood. You've been called complex by a priest. The taste of beer makes you gag. If it isn't beer, you can out-drink everyone else in the room. You have fair skin. You have a scar on your ankle. You have super-long eyelashes. You have annoyingly thick hair. You've written poetry. You've come to the conclusion that love is more often than not, one-sided. You can be a bitch. People sometimes think you're a "snob" without even talking to you. You get along much better with guys, normally. You're a daydreamer. You love flying. You've flown high, literally. You never think before you speak. Your mouth gets you in trouble, a lot. You over-analyze absolutely everything. You love the color purple. You have purple leggings. You like A LOT of liquid creamer and sugar in your coffee. You've read Shakespeare. You listen to classical music. You've won literacy contests. You read stupid gossip magazines. There are 5 plasma screen TVs in your house. Your house has a fireplace. You've read most of Stephen King's novels and short stories. You start epic snowball and/or cupcake fights. You live for the summer. You have UGGs. NEVER wear them You've been wearing sweatpants a bit too often lately. You think frogs are cute and they don't gross you out. You've had a pet parrot. You've had several parakeets that you end up not wanting. You make up nicknames for everyone. You can fluently curse in French and Spanish. You think St. Augustine, FL, may be the most beautiful place around. But you know of an even more amazing place in the far woods. You're totally just into "soul" food. You love fried asparagus. You eat plain watercress. You watched Little Bear as a child. You love Spongebob Squarepants. You love Juicy Couture. You love Disney Couture. Whenever you see a puppy you automatically wanna hold it. You have a Last.FM account. You have a Myyearbook account. You Tweet. You've actually had a conversation with Chris Crocker. You've spoken to J Bigga. You've met Chase Coy and Christofer Ingle. You love glow sticks. You love going to the Drive-In. You have too many socks. You have clothing in your possessions that doesn't belong to you. You love parodies to new-ish rap or rnb songs. Your favorite subject in school is gym. You're falling in love. You take stupid pictures with those goggle-glasses in shop. You've rode around at 3AM with a friend that's 15 and has no license. You should probably really kinda be in jail. You love to argue. You hate being yelled at. You've lived in a hotel suite for a period of time. You've been stung by a jellyfish. You love the way your hair falls when it air-dries. You're the one everyone comes to for relationship advice. Or just advice in general. You've been to a Superbowl game wearing your favorite team's jersey. You love guys with an accent. Depends what accent though. You're getting a bit too tired. ______________________ You can speak some French. You're always on AIM. You're quite the writer. You've wasted most of your life, straightening your hair. Bzoink has changed your life in good ways You love New England. "Wicked" is a normal adjective in your vocabulary. People make fun of your accent. You drink a lot of water. You're absolutely horrible at math. Your crush is older than you. You were born in November. You can be a real bitch sometimes. You hate when people don't text you back. You like to speak your mind. You're friends with someone you used to have a crush on. You were born in the 90's. You shop at both Hot Topic and Aeropostale. Your family is Catholic. People think you're shy. You've moved to a different state. You're closer with your online friends rather than your real-life friends. You're pretty mature. You LOVE hockey. And you like the Boston Bruins You've been to New York City and loved it. You've read the Twilight saga, but you're not completely obsessed. You've had a pet hamster. You're secretly a ninja You like eating at Wendy's. But hate eating at McDonalds and Burger King. You don't give a shit about the new Apple iPad. You used to love Mickey Mouse. You're not rich at all, and you don't care about that. You can speak fluent sarcasm. You have brown eyes. You always have problems with the opposite sex in one way or another. You're just one nationality. You have an older brother. You watch way too many YouTube videos. Your best friends live in different states. You like to scream random lyrics. You've been shopping recently. You actually enjoy playing video games. You kick ass at Rock Band. Guitar hero actually. You have a Twitter. You constantly tweet. You like the Jonas Brothers. People don't find your crush to be attractive. Your cell phone is always with you. You've taken a creative writing class. You don't watch that much tv. You've been to a summer day camp. You don't like camping. You've been told that you're too nice. You always apologize for pointless things. You're stubborn. You have no musical talent whatsoever. Your crush knows that you like him. You've been blocked on Facebook before. Sometimes, you're paranoid that people are talking about you. You try not to get jealous but end up getting jealous anyway. You panic when someone has a crush on you. You don't find yourself attractive. You don't like when a guy is too gentlemanly. You get intimidated when meeting a friend or boyfriend's parents/guardians. You're always like "I HAVE TO SEE THAT MOVIE!" but then you never see it. Confusion is what is keeping you from going after what you want. You eat too much. You don't have the willpower to go on a diet. World War II is one of the only parts of history that really interests you. You have a short attention span. You watch MTV all the time. You don't play any sports but you love watching them. You know Rhode Island is actually a state. You've lived in Rhode Island. You hate the New York Yankees and you think they suck. You think makeup is a pain in the ass. You often swear too much. You've been to a hockey game before. Someone is purposely avoiding you right now. You hate immature people. You wear skinny jeans a lot. You like to blog. You talk about your crush too much. You've been to a Red Sox game. You've been to Boston before. You like synth pop music. You hate gym class. You don't mind being in high school. You don't smoke and don't plan on it. You hated learning about the KKK because it scared you. You like a lot of not very famous bands. You love your grandparents You often paint your nails black. You hate females because they get catty for no reason. You treat people like shit sometimes. You're not sorry for treating a person like shit in the past. Your first crush still doesn't know that you liked them. You think this is way too long.

Hey welcome! I'm Becca

Hey welcome to pf! I'm Becca.

Hey I'm Becca Welcome to pf.

^ Well I think it looks lovely on you I'm never happy when I get my hair cut either. I had it done on Saturday and regrettably asked for a full fringe.

I confess I have the worst luck in the world. =/

Oh, y'know that black prom dress that I posted a while ago? Well I'm not getting that one because it's way too expensive. So I'm getting this one instead. It's from H&M.

Foundation is my nemesis. Hate the stuff. Because I'm so pale, I can never find the right colour, so I just don't bother.

welcome to pf

Hey, welcome to pf.

It irritates me when people put 'LOL' at the end of sentences that weren't even funny. I'm kind of tired of hearing all about the Olympics. I am really irritated with someone right now. I have a song stuck in my head, it is by Ke$ha. I like knowing what is going on, but I just hate watching the news. I tell people when they have horrible breath. I am tired right now. Yesterday was an amazing day. I love pasta. I am going out to eat tonight. I am waiting to hear back from some colleges. I have a test coming up soon. ^ I am nervous about it. I need a nap. I am excited to see "Alice in Wonderland". I also want to see the new Toy Story. I know someone who works in the fashion business. I love Adam Lambert. <3 I don't like the generation I am a part of. I want a debutante dress. I hate when people post everything in their Facebook statuses. I have checked my Facebook during this survey so far. I love my extended family. My face has been abnormally dry today. My brother is somewhat of an asshole. I have a Formspring, and I like it. It is very windy right now. I hope there is a thunderstorm coming. I have written an essay recently. I don't like watching soap operas. I like to write. I am home alone right now. I woke up fairly early this morning. I have a journal. Pizza is one of my favorite foods. I don't like anyone at the moment. I don't want to go to prom. I don't have a job, and I really need one. I hate my town. My dog likes to lay down behind the sofa. I have never been on a decorating committee. I am craving something right now. I have my own car. I have had my writing published. I hate when people honk at me. Right now; I'm listening to music on Youtube I'm drinking water with crushed ice, and a few squirts of lemon I'm pigging out on chips I haven't eaten breakfast today Who am i kidding, i never eat breakfast! My hair is currently wet from my shower I'm bare foot but wish i had socks I can see a pen within 2 feet of me My dog is next me to, begging There are no adults in my house right now The room i'm currently in, i'm in alone I have already taken a picture of myself today I have brushed my teeth but not my hair I'm wearing a white shirt and blue jeans I have to do chores but i'm lazy My computer is actually fast right now I think this is one of the worst surveys i made! I'm currently not signed on to msn, aim and ect Myspace is NOT at the bottom of my screen I have notepad open right now I have a webcam on my computer I do but the sounds broken! What i find funny; The song Sneakernight When people think High School Musical is awesome When every Disney Star thinks they can sing When i see old people get pissed When i see bratty kids don't get their way Nerdy jokes that no one gets When people talk "Mad G" i laugh at them When people think their kids are smarter than they are When people think their hot, but there obv. not When bullies get beat up When teachers are wrong, and they have to apologize When people get jealous What i really hate; When people go out with same person 4+ times over When i see people steal at the mall WICKED ANNOYING VEGETARIANS WHO ARE TOTAL BITCHES TO PEOPLE WHO EAT MEAT. ITS A PERSONAL CHOICE. NOT A REQUIREMENT. When cops think there BAMFS When your friends change, then blame you When your in a bad mood, and people dont leave you alone When you smile at someone and they dont smile back When you say "bless you" and they dont say "thankyou" When people dont hold the door for you When teachers are total bitches to one student When i see the same questions on every survey When i log on to Myspace and have creepy messages When people think they have the right to say anything they want because of "freedom of speech" what I love dr. Pepper orange tic-tacs peace signs skinny jeans actually all jeans moccosins adidas flip-flops kiss 107.9 long hair techno music sleeping in vacations snowdays windy weather typing in all lowercase putting extraaaa letters on words when people say "excuse me" holding hands manors ice cream cute sayings horror/scary movies when girls say "hun" poetry seeing old friends when i wake up to texts when i have a good hairday jewelry belts scarves sweaters jansport backpacks family reunions when i get a new subscriber<3 the holiday atmosphere British accents Australian accents compliments

Thank you so much everyone It's really nice to know that people care.

Yesterday I received some horrific news about my cousin. He had been going through some severe depression due to his mum and dad splitting up plus other various issues and yesterday night he must have been pushed to his limit as sadly he tried and succeeded in killing himself. We were so close (almost like brother and sister) and he is the first person I've ever lost. He was only 15 like me and had his whole life ahead of him, there's simply no words to describe how devastated I am. It's almost like none of it is real. All I'm asking is to keep me and my family in your thoughts as this is going to be a horrible time for us. Thanks.

I confess I need to start wearing my glasses more often.

Happy Birthday!

* puts hand up* Over the past few months I've been eating such crap which is mainly down to stress from school and not having the time to have a social life. I'm pretty light though, I only weigh 8 stone (112lb) but I have a feeling I may have put on a few pounds. I haven't weighed myself for quite a few weeks. I need to start exercising as well. At the moment, I have no muscle on me at all, I just don't have the motivation to do anything about it. I don't like hardcore exercise, I'd much rather do aerobics or something.

I confess pf has been kinda dead lately. =/

I confesss I'm watching glee.

Happy birthday!

I confess my braces hurt today.

1. I've never looked for love, because I want it to find me like in the movies. 2. I made the wrong decision, and now I am stuck with it and can't do a thing to change it. 3. My biggest fear is that people will get to know me and realize I have no personality and then stop talking to me. not the only one though 4. I have to talk to him and get some other things cleared up, but I'm scared as hell. 5. My friends and family think I speak my mind but if I did, they would hate me. 6. There is not one person in my life that I can tell everything to. 7. I've never found somewhere I felt like I belong. 8. I hope that my kids will not have their spirits broken by their father the way mine has been. 9. I can't argue, I always end up stuttering or saying something that doesn't make sense. 10. Ever since I broke up with my last boyfriend I'm not the same. I've disconnected myself from everyone. 11. I miss the one person that meant so much to me. I'm sorry. I still love you and think about you everyday. 12. I'm scared of the future and growing up. 13. I feel bad for being such a bitch to my mom because she tries so hard to give me and my brother and sister everything she can. 14. I'm awkward only because I'm afraid of trusting people. 15. I purposely spam him with text messages to his phone so that it inturrupts his time with her because I want him back and I want his attention on me. 16. I wake up every sunday wishing I could go to church, and forget about work, and I would, if I didn't think that God has already stopped loving me. 17. I am in love with someone who doesn't live in the state I am in. 18. I pretend to be vain and pretentious when I'm possibly the most insecure person you'll meet. 19. I know I am capable of murder and have wondered what it would feel like. 20. I have no friends whatsoever. I always say the wrong thing and people dismiss me as a stuck up freak when I am actually just very shy and scared of being betrayed and hurt again. 21. I HATE people who don't realize how lucky they are to have family supporting them. 22. I have an eating disorder and I don't know how to stop. 23. I tried to kill myself when I was 15; sometimes I wish I would have succeeded. 24. I actually hate my life but don't have the energy to change it and wouldn't know how to anyway. 25. Knowing I'll never be in your arms again makes me miserable. Forever is too long. 26. I no longer give a shit about what anyone thinks of me. 27. I used to have a personality, now I'm just boring. 28. I never want you to know how much I miss you. I want you to think my life is just fine without you. I want you to think I've moved on just as easily as it seems you have. 29. In my day to day life no one has any idea how unhappy I am. I've always prided myself on my ability to hide my emotions when I need to. People tease me about how cheerful I am and how nothing ever seems to bother me. If they only knew the emotional purgatory I am in, they would be shocked. 30. I hate meeting new people because I feel awkward in conversation. 31. Some days I think of myself as really fucking pathetic. Other days I remember I'm just a girl with a broken heart. 32. Sometimes I pretend to be sad or upset about something, just to see if anyone notices or cares enough to ask. No one ever does. 33. If I am unsuccessful in life I am more worried about the disappointment it will cause for my family than myself. 34. Sometimes I feel as if nothings real, and like it's all a dream that I wish I'd just finally wake up from. 35. I try acting sociable and nice when I have other thoughts on the inside. 36. I've always wondered who would show up at my funeral if I were to die tomorrow. 37. I am worried for what will happen in the next few years. 38. I have never kissed a boy and I'm terrified that no one will ever fall in love with me. 39. Some days I hate you for leaving me like this. 40. Sometimes I don't give advice to my friends when they ask me about it because I don't feel like talking or I think what they're so worried and concerned about is stupid. I say I don't have any advice to give because I really don't know what to do. 41. I have absolutely no idea what I want to do when I grow up. And I don't just mean I don't really know, but there's a few things that sound cool. Nothing interests me, and I don't want to work. 42. I used to screw every guy that showed any interest in me.. now I feel like a whore. 43. I want to be thin mainly to be more like my Mom's side of the family. 44. I'm an asexual virgin, and I don't intend on losing it to anyone. 45. I just want to make the world a better place. But my own life is a complete mess. 46. You left. Why am I making it such a big deal? I don't like you anymore. No, I don't.. 47. One of the reasons I joined the military was to prove how much of a man I am, because I'm gay. 48. I'm afraid I'll always love you and always miss you and spend the rest of my life missing you. I don't know what to do to keep this from happening. I know I could find another guy if I wanted to, someone to take my mind off of you, but I don't want that. I don't want anyone else. My HEART doesn't want anyone else. 49. I'm not gay but I like having gay people as friends because I value their opinion more than others. 50. Do you know why I act like an idiot around you? It's because I like to hear your laughter. 51. I support Gay Rights but I'm afraid to be open about it because my family is very very religious. 52. Sometimes, I feel like I'm dead but alive. You know? Dead but breathing. I don't have a drive and all I feel like doing is sleep. No life. 53. I honestly do not believe that my friends are my real friends, I believe they all secretly hate me and don't have the guts to tell me. 54. I like being single and wish to flip couples off not because I'm jealous, but because they think that's the only way to be happy. You can be happy without having a lover. All that I'm saying. Friends need a day too. 55. I like how I make you feel special because you're worth it and I don't care if everyone else thinks you're not. 56. I'm terrified this is going to turn into 'friends with benefits'. Please, don't. Was that too soon too fast? 57. Nobody knows how depressed I really am. 58. I've cried for 3 consecutive days because of you. I don't like it. I really don't. 59. I'm holding on to you because I'm afraid that if I should ever let you go, the next pair of hands that you'll be holding would be hers. 60. When you're online on facebook, I'm happy cause at least you're not out with other girls, and cause we're somehow at the same universe. But I'm sad at the same time because you're not talking to me, and I'm wondering who you are talking to. 61. Someday, you and I will finally find each other and I'm gonna make sure that it's just the two of us, because my friends are all fucks. 62. Since you left, I have to take a handful of pills every night, just to go to bed. 63. I regret getting drunk at that party New Years Day. No one can believe how ashamed I am. 64. I don't believe in god, because my friend was a strong believer, an innocent little girl who hadn't done anything wrong in her life at all, and he took her away, from us, and from her twin sister, and the last thing she ever wrote on her deviantart account was that she was in agony. 65. Stop apologizing! Actions always speak louder than words. 67. I dreamt of us having sex. How I wish it was not a dream. 68. I secretly want to throw my hamster out my window sometimes because he runs on his stupid wheel non stop when im trying to sleep! 69. I read FML because it makes me happy my life isn't that bad. Truly I know my life is at its worst. 70. Every night I picture you falling asleep next to me with your arm around me. I want it more than anything. 71. I still love you. I still believe. Should I give up? 72. I tried to improve on my attitude, I tried to be a better person, I tried to be calm and not be mad at little problems. I just can't. I need to end my life, right now. 73. My supposed best friend only talks to me if she needs something from me. 74. I want to be everything I'm not, but it doesn't make any difference if I still hate who I am. 75. I still had the two month old cake in my fridge because when you gave it to me, we were still us. 76. Even though I don't talk to you a lot or see you, I really miss you. I miss the old times. 77. I wish someone could love me. But I know no one will because I don't love myself. 78. I only like boys with skinny jeans, hair just falling over their eyes, and cute grins. 79. I don't think she's good enough for him. 80. Sometimes I just wish that I was prettier and thinner. 81. I hate how no one can see how much I'm hurting. But I don't want sympathy, I just want a hug and someone to tell me it will all be okay. 82. I wish I was Hayley Williams. 83. I'm just trying to like him to get over you but the truth is, I still like you so much it hurts a lot. 84. My best friends mean the world to me, more then life, more then my family. But they don't live here, they live in other countries and I've never met them before. 85. I want to be a "stoner". 86. I love you. And it hurts that I can't tell you. I'll ALWAYS want something more from you. But I'll still be completely happy as long as we remain friends for the rest of our lives. 87. We used to be so beautiful. What happened? 88. While everyone my age is out having fun, I sit home - everyday. I don't really have any friends. All I have is my family. I love them so much and it hurts and makes me cry sometimes that I have no one to talk to or have fun with but I am very thankful to have them. I don't know what is wrong with me or why I am not good enough but I hope one day it turns around. 89. I've always wanted an abusive boyfriend. A boyfriend who will yell at me a lot. Scream at me when I do something stupid. Get angry at me all the time. A boyfriend that will beat me, so I'd get bruises on my body. But also I want him to love me and care for me. After he beats me, I want him to tell me that he loves me. I've always wanted that. 90. I want to stop being treated like shit, and I want to be like everyone else. I want to change. I'm such a jealous person. My past has changed me forever and I lost myself. I don't know who I am or what I want in life. 91. I wonder what other people see in me, because I’m not particularly pretty, skinny, smart or interesting to begin with. I just feel like the emptiest person in the world sometimes. 92. I've never been more alone in my life. Aren't people who care about you supposed to realize that? Do they honestly not see how lonely and depressed I am, or do they just not even care? 93. Facebook status updates are not equal to twitter updates. If you got so much to say, do it on twitter NOT FACEBOOK! It annoys me to the core that you use your fb status to tell everyone on your friend list you’re heading to school, you’re having lunch, you’re at the void deck with your friends, BLA BLA BLA and my newsfeed is spammed with your updates. 94. I have the freedom that I want. It's just the loneliness that's slowly killing me. 95. Sometimes I cry and I don't know why. But then when I actually think about it, there is so much to cry about. Why is life so fucked up? 96. There's this guy. I really liked him, and he liked me. We dated, it was nice. Not long, but nice. He made me feel like I mattered for once. And then he went back to his ex, who he's madly in love with. We never loved each other, but I was falling for him. I'm over it now, but I can't stop feeling inadequate. Because he chose her over me, because I wasn't good enough for him, and I wouldn't have sex with him. I don't love him, but I was in love with having someone care for me. And now it's gone and I feel pathetic because nobody needs me. I just wish I could be the girl for someone. 97. I'm afraid of loving again. I can't admit it to other people. I found security in you, and it's going to be so hard to find it in someone else again. 98. I know I’m not much to look at, but I’m worth getting to know, you know? 99. Sometimes it's easier to pretend I have forgotten you, than to know you have forgotten me. 100. I want to go home but I don't know where that is. uhrrr that was the most depressing thing ever? Who the hell wrote that? _________________________________________________ 1. Sheep are ugly creatures. 2. I still love swingsets. 3. I go to deviantart.com all the time. 4. It annoys me when people wear sunglasses on a cloudy day. 5. I get confused easily... 6. I am really depressed right now. 7. In the past couple of days I've had to seriously repress the urge to smack somebody. 8. I am a geek, and proud of it! 9. Bouncing on beds is fun. 10. I've never been to a homecoming dance. 11. I've been to another high school's homecoming dance. 12. Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies. 13. Haha, the emo song. BOO YAH! 14. Today was just one of those days where nothing goes right. 15. Yay converse! 16. I've read Night by Elie Wiesel. 17. I guess you could say I'm a sexual being. 18. I get angry when I go without sleep. 19. I don't care what anyone says, I think Snape is innocent. 20. ...who? 21. Either way, I don't really care. 22. I have random moments of introspective soul searching. 23. I have a bad rep at school. 24. My principal is a complete bitch. 25. I believe that everybody needs somebody. 26. Roses are actually not my favorite flowers. 27. I can truly say that I am a happy person. 28. The only workout I get is in P.E. 29. I've never wished on a falling star. 30. Relationships are so stressful. 31. But the good moments are worth the stress. 32. I haven't been on a real vacation in two years. 33. I love penguins. 34. I hate going to the dentist. 35. Caffeine is the only thing that keeps me awake. 36. Spork is a funny word. 37. I'm always in the mood for music. 38. I like the statement, "If your heart was broken, you'd be dead". 39. I'm deeper than you'd think. 40. I don't know you, but you are beautiful. 41. I could give less than a shit about "high fashion". 42. I don't talk at all in one or more of my classes. cause they're full of self centered chavs. Don't like to stereotype, but it's true. 43. People at my school are so fake it disgusts me. 44. Everything happens for a reason. 45. I have this strange knack for fucking things up. 46. I have a crush on my friend. 47. I am currently in a relationship. 48. And things are moving a bit too fast for me. 49. Things are moving at a good, comfortable pace. 50. Sometimes I go to sleep so I can avoid thinking about a problem. 51. I am sick of school. 52. I tend to overanalyze things. 53. I have a niece or a nephew. 54. I can play the guitar. 55. I can't play it, but I wish I could. 56. Alarm clocks are damn annoying. 57. I love coca-cola. 58. Pepsi's much better. 59. ...I don't drink soda. 60. Seven is my lucky number. 61. I've played a Final Fantasy game. 62. I own more than five pairs of flip-flops. 63. I associate palm trees with summertime. 64. I would say I'm a pretty retrospective person; I think about the past a lot. 65. I like to keep things simple. 66. Someday I want to visit the Taj Mahal. 67. I love drinking tea. 68. Coffee is pretty disgusting. 69. My favorite color is black, pink, or blue. 70. Looking at skinny models bothers my self-image. 71. I have wallpaper in my room. 72. I love the band Something Corporate. 73. I believe my generation is on the brink of spiritual desolation. 74. I like to keep myself busy, always doing something. 75. I've done little to no volunteer work. 76. I volunteer occasionally at the local hospital. 77. I've been locked in a closet before. 78. I miss the days of hide-and-go-seek. 79. I don't understand girls' obsession with Pete Wentz. 80. I have kissed somebody in the past week. 81. Mini-skirts are way too short for me. I hate wearing them. 82. I flash the peace sign when people take pictures of me. 83. I own a Mac. 84. I probably should be studying for something right now. 85. Or at least be doing homework. 86. Oh well, I could care less. 87. I'm done crying over things I have no control over. 88. I'm not too happy how the government is running things. 89. If another guy automatically assumes that I must be PMSing since I'm in a bad mood, I might scream. 90. I love Audrey Hepburn's movies. 91. Can't wait for swimsuit season. 92. I wear tons of bracelets. 93. I don't really listen to The Beatles that often. 94. I've got walls around my heart. 95. Sometimes I stare at my friends while they eat. It freaks them out. 96. Change frightens and excites me at the same time. 97. I wear slippers inside during winter. 98. I've pushed someone into a pool. 99. I've done something I regretted within the past month. 100. I don't get an allowance for doing house chores. 101. My parents don't force me to make my bed everyday. 102. As soon as I'm away from my parents, I'm not going to church anymore. 103. I prefer mechanical pencils over regular ones. 104. Forget any kind of pencil, I like pens better. 105. I like reading non-fiction. 106. I own a pair of goggles. 107. I've used wikipedia sources for a school paper. 108. ...And I got a good grade on that paper. 109. I've never failed a subject before. 110. I own way too many CD's. 111. I've illegally downloaded music before. 112. I like mangos. 113. I didn't get good sleep last night. 114. Someone in my family snores. 115. I hate wearing high heels. 116. I have a hoodie that I wear almost everyday. 117. I want to study abroad. 118. My hairstyle bores me. 119. My nails are currently painted. 120. I'm going to go to sleep sometime in the next hour.

I confess my hands smell of plasticine from Biology.

I confess I loved seeing wicked last night. Must go again!