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Dear Lara, Try not to let things get to you, you seem like a really nice person to me so there's no reason for people to act negatively towards you. I suck with advice (as you can see) but I don't like seeing people miserable for whatever reason. You can talk to me whenever you want. Chin up girl! Becca Dear Nan, I know you're never going to read this but Happy Birthday for tomorrow and I love you so much! Becca x

I'm not Asian I'm fairly tall I live in an apartment I have a job I'm not in a relationship I don't have my driver's license I was born after 1989 I am far-sighted My eyes are not brown I have straight hair I've dyed my hair before My favorite color isn't blue or gray I got my car pre-owned I'm in high school I've slept with more than one guy I've cheated on someone I smoke I do drugs I drink I've gotten drunk I have tattoos I have a sister I'm not the oldest My parents are divorced I don't live in California I live in a place where it snows I love Uggs I own a pair of Uggs I've gotten fake nails before My significant other isn't tall My significant other is younger than me My significant other is the same ethnicity as I am I can speak a language other than English fluently I'm liberal I'm a Democrat I'm not very religious I'm a sporty person I don't wear glasses I wear contacts I don't have a slider phone My phone doesn't have a "qwerty" keyboard I am right-handed I'm not a US citizen I have more than two piercings I've never flown on an airplane before I've never been outside of the country I live in Neither of my parents are/were in the military I've had a long distance relationship I've rebounded I don't know much about cars I've gotten in a car accident I've broken a bone before I wear a lot of makeup I don't like strawberries I don't have any pets I don't own a dog I live in a two-story house I haven't had a relationship lasting over five years I have exes I sugarcoat the truth for my friends if it means making them happy I'm not very good with finding my way around I'm pretty good at lying I've received detention I've been suspended from school I've been expelled I'm really popular I'm a picky eater I love Twilight and anything to do with it I don't blog very much I'm a very patient person I love coffee I love tea I constantly worry about how much I weigh I was born a twin, triplet, etc I'm not into designer stuff [bags, sunglasses, etc] I don't have a credit/debit card I'm better at dancing than I am at singing Math is one of the subjects I'm good at I don't like reading I'm into celebrity gossip I'm not good at cooking My room is very clean I know how to swim I've flown a kite before ________________ I have a Dell laptop. I have a sore throat. I haven't eaten a whole lot today. There's a snowstorm in my area at the moment. I need to write some things for school. I have exams next week. I think I am going to watch Harry Potter this weekend. I am going shopping on Saturday. I bought a CD this week. I LOVE mashed potatoes. My cell is broken. I have 250+ friends on Xanga. My face tends to get oily. My pet randomly likes to lay in the middle of the floor on his back. I've been drinking a lot of orange juice. I have like 5 perfume bottles in my room. I procrastinate like it's my job. I REALLY need to do laundry. I can be really, really lazy. I am super clumsy. My hair is naturally curly. I need a new iPod badly. I am not tired right now.

Five Things You Are Addicted To One: Paramore Two: Twilight (don't punch me, twilight haters...) Three: Youtube Four: Chocolate Five: Internet Five Places You Want To Visit Before You Die One: New York Two: Tokyo Three: California Four: Greece Five: Italy Five Movies You Absolutely Loved One: Slumdog Millionaire Two: Freedom Writers Three: New Moon Four: Night at the museum (1 and 2) Five: Castaway Five People You Want To Punch In The Face One: Zac Efron Two: Katie Price Three: some girl at my school Four: Piers Morgan Five: Miley Cyrus. Five Things That You Find Extremely Disgusting One: Racism (or any other kind of discrimination) Two: Animal Cruelty Three: Bullying someone for no reason Four: Domestic abuse Five: Child abuse Five Of Your Pet Peeves One: Unnecessary rudeness Two: Sexism Three: Someone who never stops talking about sex Four: People who think the world revolves around them Five: People who are too loud for their own good. Five Fashion Styles You Hate One: PVC Two: Chavvy stuff Three: Uggs. Four: Really slutty stuff Five: Real fur/leather. Five Things You Would Get If You Won The Lottery One: A penthouse apartment in NYC Two: A villa in Spain (so that I don't have to go to my Aunts one all the time) Three: Give a load of it to my parents Four: Plus a load to my grandparents to thank them for everything they have done for me. Five: Clothes XD Five Random Things Around You One: Christmas tree Two: IPod headphones Three: Yellow Highlighter Four:Phone Five: Laptop charger Five Little Known Things About You One: I have lots of tiny white scars on my body from when I was born. Two: I really hate travelling on the bus at night. Three: I've worn glasses since I was 2 years old even though I can see fine without them. Four: My dream job would be an actress but I don't tell anybody this because I'm pretty sure they would laugh in my face. Truth is, I'm actually kinda decent at acting, I just dont show it. Seems a bit stupid really... Five: I have a small mole/freckle right in the centre of my nose, however it's one of those things that only I notice. Five Things You'd Love To Change About Yourself One: My hair colour. I would kill to have red hair right now (no, not because I want to look like Hayley), being blonde all your life is sooo dull. Two: My Skin. It looks so pale and dull at times. I would just love to have a bit more colour Three: Bigger Boobs. Nuff said. Four: I would love to be more confident. Maybe then I would get somewhere in my life. Five: My eye colour, ideally changed to green. Five Things That Would Make Your Perfect Day One: Watching a good movie with all my best friends snuggled up on the sofa. Two: Meeting all my idols. Three: Knowing that someone (of the opposite sex) loves me. Four: Staying up all night being an abosulte freak with my friends Five: Having a Twister tournament Five Things You Want To Say To Five People (w/out saying names) One: You can be a right slut at times, but I still can't help but love ya. Two: You're the only person in my life that I actually can't stand. You're a immature innapropriate twat who needs to start talking about girl with more respect. I really don't understand what my friends see in you. Three: You really need to sort your life out. Saying how much you want to kill yourself on facebook is not something you should be doing. Please, just do yourself a favour and talk to someone who can help you. Four: I really do admire you. You only joined the school about a year ago yet you seem to be one of the nicest and most popular peope in the year! Seriously, how do you do it? Five: You have turned so fake over the past year or so. Trying to make yourself new friends is fine but you're starting to feel like a stranger to me. It's a shame really. Five Random Things That Start With The Same Letter As Your First Name One: BOOBIES Two: Butter Three: Butterfly Four: Buttons Five: Balloon Five Things That Always Cheer You Up One: Music. Two: Feel good films Three: Singing at the top of my voice Four: Having a relaxing night in Five: Seeing my best friends Five Animals You'd Want As Pets, But Can't One: Panda Two: Polar Bear Three:Baby Cheetah Four: Zebra Five: Monkey Five Names You Love One: Hollie Two: Taylor Three: Jack Four: Alice Five: Heather Five Things We Need To Get Rid Of To Change The World One: Chavs, the streets would be a much nicer place Two: Poverty. Three: War. Four: Crime. Five: Money (maybe we could give people hugs instead of stupid pieces of paper?)

Dear ________, You need to stop with the attention seeking. You're not gaining any respect from anyone by doing it. Becca

I confess that pizza was too big for me to handle. XD

I confess my feet are really cold.

I confess I put the Christmas tree up today.

I confess today went by too quickly.

I change the colouring each time I make something new so there's never a certain way that I do it. Most of the time I just use selective colouring, I find it's all I need. Certain textures that I use can help with the colour too.

Dear Mum, You've been in a bad mood all day with me for no reason at all. Get a grip and treat me with some respect, yeah? Your daughter

I confess my aunt has to stick her nose into other peoples business all the time. Arghh it drives me insane.

thanks so much! Yeah that's fine yep, sure you can.

thanks!

thanks very muchly

yeah of course! thanks

Sorry for the ridiculously slow update. I've had exams for the past couple of weeks so my life has been taken over by studying. So here's some sigs that I made yesterday and today. I'll include my sig as well so it looks like I've done more than I actually have, haha. That's it for now! There will most probably be more stuff coming tomorrow/at the weekend.

you have brown eyes. your ipod is black. you don't live in the united states. you live near a beach. you don't have a favorite color. you have tattoos. you don't live with your parents. you grew up in the nineties. you can never sneeze just once. you hate all other earphones besides the ipod earbuds made by apple. you have/had a lip ring. you think eyebrow piercings are hideous. you love anthony green. bayside is amazing. you have insomnia. you've smoked 27's. you hate vodka. you can down beer like it's water. you have more than two sisters. you're not one for the kids. babies hate you. you're scared of fish. rivers and lakes don't really tickle your fancy either. your favorite animal is an underwater creature. you dance something other than hip hop. you don't like painting your nails. you recently moved. you have myspace. you have stickam. you have facebook. you have more pairs of underwear than you can count. you're a victoria's secret PINK junkie. you're from the west coast. you can legally drive in the united states. and another country. you're not so great at school. not cause you're dumb, you're just really lazy. you can't really fall asleep until around four a.m. you have a nice camera. you appreciate what you have. your parents allow you to get tattoos and piercings. you're closer to your grandpa and grandma than you are to your mom and dad. you do most of your survey taking late at night. you have a really shitty phone. Bold if you know someone who..... Whose name has an "x" in it. Got arrested. Has a belly button piercing. Is a vegetarian. Was on t.v. Has more than 5 siblings. Speaks another language fluently. Was adopted. Has been to Asia. Has a band. Drives a hummer. Has green eyes. Is a germophobe. Has been to Colorado. Plays piano. Who has a parent named "Joseph". Fails almost every test in school. Lived in Europe. Looks older than they are. Is stereotypically perfect. Who is on AIM almost 24/7. Whose name has been announced on the radio. Whose name is "Hector". Has moved more than 3 times. Is in the Army. Attempted suicide. Owns a bong. Is anorexic. Loves Bright Eyes. Died.

I confess I can now crack down on making some new avas/sigs now that my exams are over

This year, things seem to be really messed up I would never let my mum take over my wedding I hate it when people steal my thunder Needles don't bother me Brownies are only good when they're still hot I could watch infomercials for hours Farmville isn't very exciting But somehow it's addicting! I love gloomy but warm days Amy Adams and Isla Fisher look the same to me! I always forget to take the price sticker off of gifts The pajamas I wore to bed last night have writing on them I write on my shoes I tend to drag out my words when I talk Graduating is not something that excites/excited me Trust exercises scare the hell out of me Spiral staircases amuse me You'd have to pay me to get me to kiss my best friend of the opposite gender I love winter coats! I have never read Tom Sawyer I have tried rapping before It did not go well There's at least one snow globe in my house Stompin' Tom is one of my favourite artists Something I've really been looking forward to is happening in exactly a week I don't see what's so great about guys wearing pink Checkered tablecloths are soooo ugly More than half of the people in my phonebook I have never called before And I doubt I'll ever need to call them more than once Melissa Joan Hart is my favourite Dancing with the Stars contestant Whatever happened to Christina Aguilera? There is currently some sort of utensil near me The Cadbury Dairy Milk chocolate commerical with the eyebrows freaks me out! I can't remember the last time I used a Q-Tip I'm not wearing a sweater right now I've never watched Reba before Spiky hair on guys is kind of attractive Having spaghetti more than once in a week bugs me so much Eating any meal more than once a week bugs me! Because I Said So is one of my favourite movies There's a Harry Potter poster on my bedroom wall I hate when people take forever to answer me on msn Enchanted wasn't as good as everyone said it was I haven't been to the grocery store in a while Sean Penn is an amazing actor I say shawwwty Facebook just emailed me I don't know how I'll ever get 'unaddicted' to taking surveys

I confess next week is gonna be a drag.

I hope she got my txt.

I agree with Harry. I sing and play guitar, and I can say without any doubt that they are both equally as hard. Sure, it takes skill but the only way that an instrument will seem easier to play and control is by practicing. Once you've grown confident with an instrument you can find ways of improving even further, the sky is the limit to be honest. I know for a fact that I am nowhere near as good as any professional muscians out there but I hope to keep improving every day and learn new material. In my opinion, it doesn't matter which instrument is 'harder'. As long as you enjoy what you play whether it be an instrument or your voice then all is good!

» DECODE [x] You can decide for yourself. [ ] You have a lot of pride in you. [x] You are a good liar. [x] People can`t decode your thoughts. [x] You have a close friend that changed his/her attitude. [x] You are good at keeping secrets. Total: 5 » MISERY BUSINESS [ ] You have a body like an hourglass. [ ] You hate someone because he/she likes who you like. [x] You smile a lot. [x] You don`t like bragging. [ ] You think people will never change. (Ex. Once a liar, always a liar.) [x] You have many dreams in life. Total: 3 » CRUSHCRUSHCRUSH [ ] You've seen someone check you out. [x] You hate liars. [x] An evening alone with the person you like is enough to make you happy. [x] You write songs. [ ] You keep having dreams with your crush in it. [x] You like rock n' roll. Total: 4 » THAT`S WHAT YOU GET [x] You hate being blamed. [ ] You tend to drown out your sense. [x] You like silly things. [ ] It`s hard for you to learn new things. [ ] You like hurting people. (Even if it`s your way of joking around, that counts.) [ ] You like winning fights. (Verbal, physical, any type of fight.) Total: 2 » PRESSURE [ ] You always spend your time wisely. [x] You are scared of failure. [x] You get nervous easily. [x] If you don`t understand something, you`ll give up on it. [x] You like being alone once in a while. [x] You have had trouble sleeping. Total: 5 » EMERGENCY [x] You are a good listener. [] You watch TV a lot. [ ] You feel guilty easily. [ ] You cry a lot. [x] You know what love is. [] You`ll hold on to the person you love forever. Total: 2 I'm decode __________________________________________ i am pro-choice. i know some rednecks. i want to get a tattoo. i want to get a new piercing. i hate mtv and vh1. i miss an ex. i still love an ex. i've slapped someone. i've punched someone. i've been told that i have a nice butt. i think my boobs are too small. i wish i could lose some weight. i can play the guitar. only a bit though i can speak another language. i am fluent in another language. i can play the piano. my house has more than three bedrooms. i've been told that i can't dance. i'm a cheerleader. i have a sweet tattoo. i have a sweet facial piercing. i need to practice something. i believe in god. i want to go to mexico. i want to go to canada. i've traveled across the country. i live on the east coast. i went to the beach last summer. i remember the last time i was insanely sunburned i like to waste time. i like to sleep. i think i'm going to get asked out soon. i keep a journal. i don't remember the last dream i had. my first kiss kinda sucked. i think smoking is gross. i'm wearing something that belongs to someone else. my mom fixed the last meal i had. i've never gotten my nails done. i should be doing homework right now. i've lived in another country. i'm adopted __________________________________ 01. I am perfectly content to sit by myself for hours listening to the same songs over and over again. 02. I'm a loud obnoxious son of a bitch. 03. I would love to do country line dancing. 04. I don't really care about...anything. 05. I can completely lose myself in a song. 06. Driving aimlessly while blasting music is therapeutic. 05. I love fall. 06. I hate turtleneck sweaters with a passion. 07. My friends mean the world to me. 08. I also hate when people TypE LyKe D1s. 09. I only get 3-4 hours of sleep a night 10. I believe that even if they work, long distance relationships still suck. 11. Fuck computers. 12. I don't like people. 13. I like shopping for underwear. 14. I don't like studying. 15. After high school I'm going to Law school. 16. Sometimes I feel like passing out in the middle of the floor for no reason. 17. I want to go to europe. 18. I have a lot to learn. 19. I'm vegetarian. 20. I sometimes like to watch the rain and think. 21. I like pop music. some of it 22. Johnny Depp is really hot. 23. Groups of the same kind of people make me sick. 24. I can type rather fast. 25. I wish I could sleep better. 26. I wish love was like a movie. 27. I'm not a huge fan of the holidays. 28. Irish people make me sick after reading "angelas ashes". 29. I want to win the lottery one day. 30. I like the Starting Line. 31. I trust people way too easily. 32. I don't have a job. 33. I don't like a lot of people. 34. I say fuck to charities. 35. I know a lot of people, but only have a few close friends. 36. I'm easy to get along with. 37. I'm a very aggressive person. 38. I like having "beauty nights" with my friends. 39. I need to find something I'm talented in and stick to it. 40. I'm very insecure, even though I don't show it. 42. I never want to live in Australia. 43. I'm too aggressive. 44. I love flavored lipgloss. 45. Sometimes words can actually hurt me more than sticks and stones. 46. The movie Honey makes me sick. 47. I like holding hands more than anything. 48. I have no life. 49. Sometimes, I like spending time alone. 53. I love to find money in my coat pockets. 54. In the winter i never want to leave my house. 55. I wish I was good with directions. 56. I'm pretty good with forgetting about things. 57. I like to read childrens stories. 58. I dye/cut my hair way too much. 59. Emotional neediness scares the crap out of me 60. Hearing people say they miss me, when I thought they didn't care, makes me smile. 61. I sometimes wish I was black. 62. One of my favorite movies is Life as a House. 63. I'm very loud. 64. I feel like something's missing, even though I'm pretty content with my life right now. 65. My hair has a mind of it's own, and that mind is a paranoid schizophrenic. 66. I think meat is gross 69. The song iris by the goo goo dolls is one of my favorite songs. 72. I have never seen E.T. 73. I am drawn to intellect and humor. 74. I want my hair to be long but I can never grow it out. 75. I hate when people do things just to look important. 76. I love the game twister. 77. I'm not old-fashioned. 78. I love waking up next to someone. 79. I'm not picky about anything. 80. I like acting like a kid. 81. I don't understand why everyone feels the need to be obsessed with star shaped things. 82. Music plays a big part in my life. 83. I hate the word "emo" 84. I want silky smooth skin. 85. I love Oprah. 86. Sometimes I think to myself: Wow. People are really fucking stupid. 87. Stupid people annoy me. 88. I may sound sarcastic but I really am serious 89. I can forgive and forget. 90. I like being mean to people I don't know. 91. I can't stand ignorance. 92. Really tall people scare me. 93. I hate snow. 94. I love to laugh. 95. I don't listen to people that much. 96. I HATE hello kitty shat. 99. I am way too outgoing. 100. I hate when people always have to sound smart.

I confess my mock exams are officially over. Hoooray!

I confess my eye hurts 0_O