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Yeah, although I dont think they should get too big though, so when they take up a whole screen, it's cool to PM someone [if you're a mod/admin] and ask them to make it smaller. If you're not..you should warn a mod or admin.

Yay. That's cool :]] lol. Made me smiiile. This interview rocks ! Go Brent.

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Welcome to the boards! *late*

Thank you! I haven't seen you around before [haven't had time to check the boards cause of exams] so welcome to the boards! ahaha :]

^Thank you. Lying was the only thing we both knew how to do I don't want to be your world, only the words inside your head That keep you from failing the things you said And the things you do, make one whole story About that one papercut, that cut way too deep And now you don't know how to heal again Unless it's all a play and you're the greatest actress I guess you're the greatest actress cause every time I tried To fix you, you cried, don't you know you were supposed to smile? And every time you said you loved me it seemed real Pretty lies you told, but at least they were meant for me I remember looking at you, but I saw nothing at all Even your shadow ran away from your wall Do you recall that one time, when you promised you'd take care of me? Instead you ran away as hard as you could and let me bleed I heard a weak "sorry", said I'd believe it if you'd believe it too But I lied and walked away from a person I never really knew.

Universe The sun is just a mask for whatever’s underneath In all its bright light, it’s the thing that keeps us cool When I say keep smiling, I mean that thing upon your face It gives you time to step away, cause it has everybody fooled What is this game we’re playing across the known universe? I say and monkey heads into the wrong direction Monkey falls, monkey fails and blames me for getting hurt Did you really expect me to apologize for some stupid recognition? I can see you’re scared but you feed yourself the fear Of failing other people more than yourself You’re drifting off but I need you to hurry home to me Because I have to tell you, you’re the only truth I’ve met You are a unique definition of life, but the words you say Implant a big smile on my face and it won’t go away If you need me I’ll come running, if I have to, I’ll tell you twice I want to give you my heart instead of selling you lies I’ll try to stay true to whatever it is I’m saying I’ll try to grow and only get better I’ll try till I get what it is I deserve Someone to know across the unknown universe.

Im seeing them June 25th *excited*

^Same here.

This is what happens, when I land myself into trouble. fun fun.. Against the rules “Get out of my way” you said “I don’t need you here right now” “Your whole life is pretty sad” “And don’t you dare writing this down” Sorry mum, Im gonna have to be a bad girl Ill do everything wrong and crush your world But wait, isn’t that exactly what I already do? I love messing things up especially for you *This is a lovely beginning of a new end for me Im all the things you never wanted me to be Youre losing control and Im watching you fall Too tired to fix you up with a new wall Im not a hero, don’t expect me to save you Im far from perfect, and sometimes I go against the rules I want what I cant have So I find other ways to feel this hole I need that little bit of attention I cant find at home Besides a different location nothing much has changed Screaming and yelling, yeah we’re still the same Im back where I was, thirteen again We can be okay, but it’s usually a nightmare * “Your apologies never mean a thing” Okay then mum, Im not so sorry, I don’t give a shit “You’re a horrible person, I knew you never cared” I truly am sorry mum, you still have no clue who I am..

^Thats how I felt last night. Nicely put into words! Good job. Remember Remember when I used to smile Life was fun to me Remember when I didn’t care And this was just a dream Remember when I was a good girl And everything felt right Remember my old perfect world Where no one ever cried *I remember I remember How we said this would never happen I said id never bleed And you promised the same Make a deal promise me You wont leave me for my mistakes Remember when I fell down I struggled getting up Remember how I lost it And didn’t know how to stop Remember all our memories Of dying together I remember laying here Not believing it'd get better * Remember what we said We'd catch each others fall And here we are stuck Between each others walls.

Time will tell I know nothing at all today So I make another stupid face And hope things turn out okay soon Cause I don’t like this world alone I used to see this life so clear Never breaking down in tears Or feeling like I lost again Cause things were always like they're meant. *But now I only twist and turn Hoping that this bridge will burn So I have nowhere else to run to And Ill have to solve this without you Life isn’t going to let me run away that easily But I’m sure, Time will tell me how I’m supposed to feel I don’t know who I’m talking to Just know this is what I wanna do The idea keeps confusing me Who am I, who is "me"? Trying to figure out if what I did was a mistake Maybe I, yeh maybe I should’ve ran away Again, cause that is what I do and I Well I might as well lay down and die * But I am only talking to myself Knowing this is nobody else But me, who's living an average life Including cries and smiles

Whoa. good stuff people! Kay..Heres something I wrote yesterday :: Run away, its easier Its when I try to talk but it shuts me up again When life gets better while the worlds about to crash &when my mind becomes too hard to explain That’s when I smile and run away Its every time I snap at you for no reason at all Its breaking down and building up a wall When time becomes faster than me living a day That’s when I smile and run away *But the smile is just a mask for the words I cant speak &running is the only way for me to breathe I cant get a shot at life cause I am in the way &I never listen to a single word you say When it gets hard I hold onto hiding this &wait for a better day to live. Its every time I try to love but end up being wrong Every time I forget the words when Im supposed to sing along When I was left alone and ignored the attention they gave That’s when I smiled and ran away Cause sometimes I have to be wrong in order to feel right Sometimes I have to cry in order to smile Its when I want to bleed &tell you not to be afraid That’s when I smile& stay.

Im depressed&crap in general. I have a funeral today. I feel like dying..so I wrote this :: The good kind of dying I find myself in the dark Holding on to things untrue I never had to build a wall This high than here with you My head is in war with myself Im hearing you beautifully lying They shot me down this is something to tell This is the good kind of dying You laced your shoes backwards You made me cry be proud You make it all just that little bit worse When you say no hiding allowed Im laying on the floor for everyone to see Cutting my wrists turning pale Bleeding bleeding so easily And you're watching me fade But this is the good kind of fading and death This is dying with no reason at all The good kind of bleeding instead This is choosing to fall &I dont mind, Im willing to bleed Willing to break myself I know I know "You" is me This was my story to tell.

^^Thanks.

^^Hey Ben!

No problem! We're just cool like that.

Heyyy Heather! Im Mel..Hmm welcome to the boards! Youll see me around.

Hey Rose! Im Mel,,welcome to the boards! See ya 'round.