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Hey Confusing lil person! Im Mel&I havent been on here for ages. But yes I still welcome youuu to this amazing board.

Hey Jay! Im Mel&I havent been on here for ages. But yes I still welcome youuu to this amazing board.

Here I go, Im gone I never meant to kill you But there you are laying on the floor I never meant to hurt you But there you are blood covered All I meant was I love you From the bottom of my heart Things never turn out like they should I managed to tear love apart *Dont look at me Im a liar Ill mess up your mind Dont touch me Im on fire Ill burn you down cause I Am just a simple failure One who'll make you fall apart But when I say these words I dont mean to break your heart I care about life but life never cares It always hits me, hits me right back Here I am trying to make myself better I dont know why though it doesnt matter They say Im good the way I am They say it just because they can But I know better I hurt you So now Ill hurt myself too * Bang bang here I go Im gone Crash crash my body hits the floor Silence silence what is next? Nothing nothing this is the end.

Uhh thanks everyone! And I love that Claudia!

This is pretty brilliant.

Secrets end up secret in a secret way of wondering about twisted words Were having everyday conversations Of words you cant hear and I cant speak About an endless situation But you know what I mean I stare and wonder if youre staring too Cause your eyes blend in with mine I caught that sparkle and figured it was you Messing with my mind *Our secrets ending up secret Were on a road to unknown lane I wonder if you see it The path you chose to take I wonder why my minds still spinning Over twisted words I lived last week You and I is what keeps me running You and I is what keeps me on my feet I said goodbye on a temporary basis Then ended up with an old-fashioned hello I never thought my dreams would finish Until you walked out alone But your silent words kept shouting I forgave all of your mistakes And I just wish youd stop smiling So I can stop running away * Secret messages of lonely words Is it time for me to figure something out? Im hearing all the stuff you said And still dont know what youre about I wonder why you kept things quiet When you knew I knew all along All the things you wanted to tell me Before we ended up so wrong.

Id say just put paramorefans.com in your SN. Thats what I do. And of course I tell people about Paramore..randomly..just because theyre a great band blabla [hint hint]

Your end I lost the key to reality Stuck in dark reverse Watching someone called me Falling down, getting hurt I see you slipping away But I cant lend a helping hand this time Locked behind bars Im watching you die *And its so hard to see you run off To a place I dont know Wondering what youre thinking of Cause your eyes wont show They closed down like the rest of them Dying just to get to the end Would you follow me if I couldnt follow you? Wander off without me if id tell you to? Even if your mind's blocked would you try to understand? All the small things buckled up inside my head? If everyone else thinks Im crazy would you think the same? If I walk this road would you go the other way? Are you scared of me because I am? Would you fly with me just because I can? * Do you know where Ill be when youre gone? I dont & Im scared ill end up wrong Do you put all your trust in this girl When she walks off without you into the real world

Hey Im Mel.

^I dont hate them. I just find them pathetic little monsters =]. But wait..Thats kinda the same thing.

This whore/barbie pissed me off. Thats what this is about..haha! A liars call The world turns black as I hold my breath And try to close my eyes Lips keep moving they say I cant So why did I even try? Its like a bird flying high up in the sky Singing "Im up here and youre down there cause you cant fly" "Everyone be as jealous as you can,,Im free" Well I dont like it when people look down on me So you can walk your little world Go around and around But dont think you can fool us We'll take your pretty face down And show those little stalkers who you really are A messed up kind of 3rd world war I apologize: our stories simply dont fit Next thing you know Ill take your make up kit And throw it right back in your face Cause your mask is pretty but your heart when down the drain I feel sorry for you dear, youre acting all day long You try and you try but you still do it wrong You like to believe we want to be you But gosh are you wrong we're proud and uncool You're not worth my 3rd world war Or anything they say you are But with todays sense youll always be What the liar call "better than me"

^lol. *laughing fit* That was funny.

Two pretty cheesy things I had to get off of my mind. 1) Dont you know Behind your wall theres someone else Someone I dont know Behind those eyes I see myself And the side Ive never shown Someones clipped my wings But Im still flying Said all those stupid things And Im not dying *Im falling down but Im alive Failing again with a smile Cause whats the point in living if I cant be alive Im still me when I cry But why is it so hard for you to see This life isnt such a hell, its pretty easy I can hug you and feel you walk away I can see you smiling and know youre not ok Behind the silly girl theres a person they dont know But you always laugh it off and say its time to go. Youre always on the edge of saying goodbye Walking off, walking out with a smile But nothing here is real It is never how you feel * Pretty easy dont you know.. 2) Life is like that You wrote me a letter Filled with kind words About good and the better In all of its joy You smiled and showed me a note It said love for MCC Written by someone I want to know Meant for a person called me *This secret is the cause of my smile And everything around me I sort of like the way we hide And never share the story Not because we want to but because we cant Life is just a lie like that You saw me when I didnt see myself Staring in the mirror searching for life I saw you crawling out of your shell Finally understanding the language inside your mind Im teaching you to teach me how to smile Youre showing me exactly how to be alive We know we're lost but we'll be found I dont see us going down *

Heyyy Micheal,,Im Mel =]! Welcome to the boards.

Ok then. Thanks Glorya! Now people know what theyre dling. Haha.

Hey! Im Mel,slow as always. Welcome to the boards!

Hey Danielle! Im Mel,,welcome to the boards!

Hey Sarah! Im Mel, welcome to the boards!

Thanks Glorya, can you post pictures of the layouts?

^I thought the same thing!

Thanks to forgot_me_not's wonderful ideas, this is now a: -Drawings -Paintings -Photoshopped images Thread.

Thanks to Larry Hollman we have some lovely pictures of Paramore@Club Ritual, Levittown, NY! Check them out here: http://www.paramorefans.com/photos/thumbnails.php?album=211

Words These scars will never leave my heart But they have left my arms So you don’t have to worry Life will be alright Ill make sure I look pretty Dying by your side And when I go Ill tell them what they want to hear Everything’s my fault, every single tear Are you all ok now knowing Ill take your lies And you will never have to answer any of my cries It’ll be silent by the bridge I used to try&cross Every time I tried it'd turn into a game I always, always lost That sparkle in your eyes told me more than you ever did Your pain and all the secrets the story that'd never fit They say the sound hurts their ears It hurts like you hurt me dear When you stabbed me right through my back &said my heart wasn’t worth the knife When I dared you not to pretend You ran and said I wasn’t worth your time But I still carry the broken life you offered me Trying so hard to believe you never wanted me We seemed real back then &Id live because I can I can Here I am, all alone, in the middle of the night Its dark outside but bright inside I don’t need you anymore, all those words All those words are yours and sound so wrong All those words are meant to be a twisted song All these words,, they’re meant to be mine One by one you'll see them smile.

I totally agree. LOVES it. But the link issue sucks.

^What she said.