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Hey!!! Everytime I click the link on the pics, it appears on NEW WINDOW and says FORBIDDEN FAN SITES.ORG Please help me how to get those pics thanks!!!!

hey, does anyone of you know how to rip those vids to my computer?

They rock!!! Listen to NIKI FM and OHIO is for lovers

hey!!! this is my latest pathetic song WHAT IT FEELS LIKE. It's about how underdog I am when I was a kid. Sorry if this is a little sucky. I'm sure that some of you can relate to this one. Verse 1: I'm so crippled of exhaustion, noone is caring about me anymore I feel like an island man who has no friends al lthe time I'm so sorry for myself cause everyone hates what I'm doing They are only there to bully and trip me I feel so lame, I feel so useless I should be a little egotistic to show my true skills Refrain: But those skills are useless if everyone is better than me Should I do suicide or remain alive I'm telling God that what is my purpose here But I'm alwasy remain frustrated and pissed off Chorus: Don't you know what it feels like to be a pathetic boy like me Everyone is making fun and trip of me Even though my ideal crush but for her, she also hates me like everyone else, like the sound of ring of the bells Verse 2: This is me, this is where I belong Should I deny who is me? of course not I'm only true to myself, I'm bearing this hurtest pain of ignorance Even though I strongly dislike it, don't you know what it feels like to hate this friggin life given to me You're the one to decide if I should deserve to live or died long before (Repeat chorus) Bridge: It's so frustrating that I'm so pathetic Noone loves me not even my family Not even the God above I called myself an island man I'm asking you this last question Is there a chance for me to improve myself? (Repeat Chorus twice)

This next song I wrote about this girl I knew about a year ago who meant alot to me. I wasn't certain about how she felt and left to go on holiday and never saw her again after that. If i'd had known that she liked me as more than a friend or a 'big brother' as she once put it, that will flatte me and things would have been different. So yeah, this is one of my cheesy love songs lol but the words mean alot to me It's So frustrating Verse 1: I never thought i'd sink instead of swim, I never thought I'd loose instead of win, I never thought I'd be living my life this way, I never thought I'd run out of things to say. I never thought I'd get to see another night, I never thought that things would turn out alright, Chorus: Isn't it ridiculous how things don't turn out as you plan? Isn't it ridiculous how people always think they 'can'? I've messed it up again, done it wrong once more, Why am I suprised? By know should know the score. I've stumbled and my grace had fallen, And everyone ignored me when I was calling. Well what a shame...they blew it all, 'Cos each and everyone failed to break my fall I don't need them but think that I need you, So c'mon and tell me what it is that I should do, Now my life's ended up the way I never thought it would. Verse 2: I never thought I'd crash and then i'd burn, I never thought I'd wait so long for my turn. I never thought my life would suddenly all start to spin, I never thought there's be no consolation prize to win. I never thought I'd end up loosing everything, I never thought I'd make it through anything. (Chrous) Verse 3: I never thought I'd end up such a mess, I never thought this could be life at it's best. I never thought I could feel so alone all of the time, I never thought I wouldn't have a thing to call 'mine', I never thought I'd need 'crutches' to help me stand tall, I never thought I'd be able to make it through it all. (Chrous) Verse 4: I never thought I'd ever force myself to lie, I never thought I'd feel such a need to cry. I never thought my sign of life would fade, I never thought this would end up being the only difference I made. (Chorus) Ending Verse: Isn't it ridiculous how all the things I never thought, Ended up being the only things I ever got? Isn't it ridiculous how life changes every day? Isn't it ridiculous that things have all turned out this way?

And this is another song titled DREAMING. This song is about daydreaming in first and really believeing that this dream will fulfilled with the girl that I love. In the end, A barrier came and she died unexpectedly caused to my inevitable frustration and hopelessness. Verse 1: I wish I could fly up into the sky Like a bird who can travel different places It's a great pleasure If I can fly Because vehicles are not needed anymore Just to see you in a distance of million miles away And then when I'm with you, I'm satisfied for this day Chorus 1: You and me are supposed to be No barriers can interefere us Because of you my dreams achieved for this is what I believe That's what we're deserving for, Together we open up the door Verse 2: No more maybes no more perhaps I'm certainly blissful with you How about you, Do you feel the same way with me? I really think so, You gave me the key to unlock ourselves (Repeat Chorus 1) Bridge: Suddenly, the barrier came to haunt us, which accidentally failed our mission That barrier is the misfortune we don't expect, you've gone and passed away I cried a lot because I can't do it alone without you, How can I get rid of this pressure with myself. I daydream a lot but in the end it doesn't matter. So should I quit or continue the game? Please tell me what to do. Chorus 2: You and me are no more Tidal waves ripped you away from me Should I regret that my dreams never achieved that in the end I beleive before Is that what we're deserving for? All by myself hanging in an anchor Outro: Coz I can't fly anymore, who do you think will catch me If I fell to the ground It's so disappointing to become hopeless so anyone could Take me Away Take me Take Me Take Me anyway

Here is the song I'd written since 2002. It's about my classmate in high school who keeps rejecting me and only treats me as a friend such that her boyfriend is a total dickhead who keeps disrespecting. Sorry if it sucks but this is the way I write throug hmy personal experiences. This song is a punk beat that will end in 2 minutes and 40 seconds VANESSA Verse 1: Why don't you accept the fact that your heart is my desire But you always getting me upset and uptight Take a look around and you're so blind You need a sight to see how I'm anxious for you So really girl Refrain: A stubborn girl like you will go nowhere so I'm the one who cares. The reason why I mentioning the hurting words is to help you. You're using another dude to make me coveteous. Chorus: Please leave him alone coz I know his attitude I'm a total opposite of him, so face the truth You always keep rejecting me, my broken heart comes crashing down And stabbed from behind so as a friend is not enough coz I'm here to love you. I keep relying on you but nothing happens in the end Verse 2: You have no reason to feel disgust to me Coz your boyfriend is more disgusting than me Look, he treats girls as a toy and I'm hurt if he Always do it to you. Listen to me girl Wake up to reality now, In fact he doesn't love you (Repeat Refrain and Chorus) Bridge: He's so overboard so If my temper overwhelms I gotta punch him in his face for you. My eyes keeps swelling but I don't care. All I care is you (Repeat chorus) Coda: My life was screwd up because of you

Hey!!! Was the venue of the concert is in Roy Wilkins Auditorium, Minneapolis, MN? What can you say about MXPX and RELIENT K who had tour with them? You can Send pics and reviews to: pics@rufionews.com You can send comments to: rikk@rufionews.com Sign the Rufio Guest Book to http://www.rufionews.com/id34.htm

hey!!! they have a new album released earlier this year called THE COMFORT OF HOME I like their songs SIMPLE LINe and WALK DON'T RUN in their new stuff. In older, I like SHE CRIES, DIPSHIT, PIRATE, etc... whats' yours?

is it true that Anthony is also a vocalist of CIRCA SURVIVE? His voice is GIRLIE that's why my friends thought that the vocalist of CS is a girl.

hey!!! They're great punk band. I like their song BURY YOUR HEAD

They kick ass!!!! The lead vocalist sings like Pierre of Simple Plan but they have a kic kass lead guitarist and drummer. I love this Punk band.

A Change Of Pace A Day In The Life The All-American Rejects Armor For Sleep The Ataris Atreyu Autopilot Off Avenged Sevenfold Bayside The Black Maria Boys Night Out Brand New Circa Survive Coheed and Cambria Count The Stars Dashboard Confessional Death Cab For Cutie Dirt Bike Annie The Distillers The Early November Emery Evanesence Fall Out Boy Finch From Autumn To Ashes From First To Last Funeral For A Friend Further Seems Forever Glasseater Halifax Hawthorne Heights Hidden In Plain View Home Grown Hopesfall The Juliana Theory The Killers Killswitch Engage Letter Kills Matchbook Romance Mest Motion City Soundtrack My Chemical Romance New Found Glory Noise Ratchet Number One Fan The Offspring Open Hand Papa Roach The Postal Service Relient K Rise Against Rufio Saosin Saves The Day Scary Kids Scaring Kids Senses Fail Shadows Fall Spitalfield The Starting Line Story Of The Year Strata Straylight Run Strike Anywhere Strung Out Sugarcult Taking Back Sunday The Used Three Days Grace Thrice Thursday Tokyo Rose Underoath Wakefield Yellowcard

They're a kickass band!!! I love their song GARDEN STATEMENT. I heard it on my friend's myspace My problem is I am searching to find that song but I can't find any to download it to my computer. If anyone of you have that song, please yousendit to me thanks!!

yup!!! theyr'e awesome I like ALL THAT I'VE GOT. apparently, vocalist Bert and Gerard Way is arguing, is that true?

hey!!! who of you like this band? a lot of girls freak out to vocalist Nick just because he's cute. I don't like thsi band much but they have good songs such as Staring at the Sun and the Jason Mraz like Come o get some.

hey!! I want the mp3, can yousendit to my e-mail thorned_lilac_182@yahoo.com

hey!!! she's a bit classical/rock. check out http://www.amystudt.com and browse for her music, her music is awesome. Her music resembles to Marion Raven or Skye Sweetnam a bit with a mix of her classical tunes. Of course she's pop but awesome. here are her awesome songs to be downloaded from her 2003 FALSE SMILES album. Superior Mind - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=FSG5LC6X Testify - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=N21SJZ9K Just a little girl - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=UMT4VB45 Ladder in my tights - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=XHFK8R61 Misfit - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=CI61U59L Nobody - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=2FWEZSZP Seconds away - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=0A6902OY Under the Thumb (resembles to Av's Don't tell me) - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=6N8KK2QQ A New Day breaks(OMG I fell in love with her voice in this one, this is my lullabye if I'm going to sleep) - http://www.megaupload.com/?d=88CUA3V2

of course skye is so cute!! she's ok if you listened to her songs at Noise from the basement album. You can download a lot of her songs at limewire. She's next to Avril.

remember BLINK 182? Since 1994, their band are only named BLINK. An Irish techno band also had the same name BLINK, so somebody informed them that another band imitated their name. So Mark, Tom and Scott(before Travis) changed their name because that original Irish band filed them a lawsuit so they added 182 to the end of word Blink.

Or they will stay underground emo-punk band?

If you have a P2P software called LIMEWIRE, you will got that song but Hayley isn't the vocalist.

Hey!!! Does anyone of you knew when is her birthday?

thanks it works now!!