I know I won't quit, it's just the feeling of being so anxious and not being able to get what I want. I play drums. I write my own songs too, but I have a horrible voice, so it's like they're almost useless. haha.
I feel like I'm full of everything that can take me where I want to be in the future, music-wise, but I have no money to take action. I haven't had money all my life and that brings up countless other problems.