my.heart.

I watched as the look on her face turned from disbelief to stone. Glittering brown eyes fell back underneath the eyelashes soaked with both salty tears and the clean rain. Then, in a moment too fast for even me to process, she fell to the ground as if she were falling straight from the sky. I threw myself beside her; eyes scanning the ebony curls fanning out around her lovely face, intermingling with the dirt and ochre leaves. If it weren't for the lifeless, rose ivory seeping between the pale blue petals and chocolate fringes my world would have disappeared altogether. I pulled her body upwards and close to me, desperate to hear a heartbeat; I wanted her body to mould to mine in recognition, to wrap her tiny arms around my waist surely. But they lay there, almost romantic; as if she were holding a flower between her fingertips, which were clutching at air beside her fragile chassis. I lay my head down next to hers, easily feeling the ice cold nature of her skin. She was supposed to melt me with her blush, passion rising beneath her startling cheeks as I kissed her neck, but now it felt no more special than as if I were kissing my own. My conscience heaved gasping sobs into her perfumed hair as my lips could not help but graze her edges, tracing them like a work of art. I could feel all thoughts and memories draining from my head, warm and fluid like blood and thick with sin. As I tried to open my eyes against the immeasurable ache of internal contusion, I realised that the flow was not an imagination. It was actuality, seeping out from her paper surface while I revelled in it.

good thanks

me? why thank you. i quite adore you too.

help? going as bella the vampire for halloween and i'm going to have the amber/honey eyes. which of these contact lenses would you say is a better color? http://www.fashion-contactlenses.com/honey-lenses-by-color-fusion-1301-0.html http://www.fashion-contactlenses.com/affectionate-caramel-extreme-color-contact-lenses-1564-0.html i'm leaning towards the second bearing in mind that my eyes are already amber just want to lighten/intensify them a bit.

preordered my soundtrack and movie guide (comes out october 27th in the uk!!) so i can sleep tonight also, i got a bit distracted writing my english essay so i wrote a little bit of twilight.. fanfiction i guess? it was intended to be a completely new couple and the start of their story, but it became too edward/bellaish so i just left it at that. As he twirled the paper in his hands; the pen caressing the contours of his pale hand, pieces of me cascaded around us. The words emanating from the front of the room reflected frustratingly off my skin as if it were a shield, and shattered to the floor. Joining them were the pleading looks of at least one love-struck child; his face twisted with jealousy and yearning. If I could place my self in any one of our witnesses situation, I too would have surely felt the need to stare. Satellites in our eyes, he pressed his lips together defiantly, scrawled something fluent and irresistible on the paper before folding it and, never once looking down, he slid the words across to me. My heart swelled against my chest, blood slamming into my ribcage so hard I thought it would crack under the pressure, the pressure rising in me as I dared to think what was written under the safety of the white sheet, covering the thoughts intended for only me. Color throbbed under my translucent temples, blue veins pulsing arrhythmically and before I could stop it, my ribs did crack. My heart spilled over to meet his arms as I reached my hand out; the last piece of me fell, but I did not lose it. It melted into his eyes as they smouldered before me, and the ice cold touch did little to calm the sweetly burning skin. The smile broke across his face, and he placed my hand gently back in my lap. Again, he deliberately moved the paper towards me and I looked down. Breathing a little deeper and finally regaining some composure, I began to unfold the note; my skin burned where he'd left his unintentional mark.

As he twirled the paper in his hands; the pen caressing the contours of his pale hand, pieces of me cascaded around us. The words emanating from the front of the room reflected frustratingly off my skin as if it were a shield, and shattered to the floor. Joining them were the pleading looks of at least one love-struck child; his face twisted with jealousy and yearning. If I could place my self in any one of our witnesses situation, I too would have surely felt the need to stare. Satellites in our eyes, he pressed his lips together defiantly, scrawled something fluent and irresistible on the paper before folding it and, never once looking down, he slid the words across to me. My heart swelled against my chest, blood slamming into my ribcage so hard I thought it would crack under the pressure, the pressure rising in me as I dared to think what was written under the safety of the white sheet, covering the thoughts intended for only me. Color throbbed under my translucent temples, blue veins pulsing arrhythmically and before I could stop it, my ribs did crack. My heart spilled over to meet his arms as I reached my hand out; the last piece of me fell, but I did not lose it. It melted into his eyes as they smouldered before me, and the ice cold touch did little to calm the sweetly burning skin. The smile broke across his face, and he placed my hand gently back in my lap. Again, he deliberately moved the paper towards me and I looked down. Breathing a little deeper and finally regaining some composure, I began to unfold the note; my skin burned where he'd left his unintentional mark.

yeah?? decode is one of the best songs paramore has ever made; i think the melody and vocals are stunning. so HA it is on my top 5.

decode decoy misery business (acoustic) let this go circle

oh noes - "i don't want eternal glory! i just want...." win also, am quite loving the following right now; "oh look, we have created enchantment!" and pretty much anything else blanche dubois says. vivian leigh was a genius.

ehe danke

ta da. i wish i had a proper english accent like my friends

shall i post my weirdo american-english joss stone accent? i actually think my accent is really embarrassing most of the time

link?

agreed! i'm in love with them

that is a shame. good god.

my mum is watching harry potter downstairs; rpattz just fell out of a tree!

yeah it's true :hyper: our school ends for christmas on that day, and we finish at 1pm (usually 4pm) so we're all going into town to watch it that afternoon. EXCITEDMUCH.

ohmygosh. brilliant thanks!

your avatar picture! where is it from? POINTMEINTHATDIRECTIONNAOPLZ :hyper:

PERFECT thank you!

your sig is the best thing i've ever seen

oh im sorry to be so pedantic but i just tried it out on my desktop and was wondering if you could make the colours quite a bit paler/more muted? only the second one as apart from that it's perfect

aha yes! those are wonderful; i especially like the second one thank you so much!

for those twerds/graphic artists i'm very much in need of a new wallpaper; i posted a request in the other thread if someone could help me out

could someone have a bash at a wallpaper for me? it's twilight if you're up for it could i have muted colours like pale pinks, ivory, white, pale green etc. with these pictures somewhere; "twilight" in the official font, and then somewhere else in either the same font or a classic, cursive script could i have; "you, are fairly ideal. in every way." thanks in advance EDIT: could you try two versions? one with the "you, are fairly ideal. in every way." and another with "there is something, i see in you. it might kill me, but i want it to be true." ta.