Daisy Ra-Ra

gosh hotness!! 6am, simple thoughts but hot!

Avril is not all that tall. I know Hayley is tiny but Avril is only 5´1/5´2 but here she looks a lot taller...

Definately more mature but I liked their dark fairytale like style. Oh well.

I dont know why but I just can get into Combinations, Ive loved Eisley (I originally typed Paramore LOL) since the ´Blackened Crown´ days so basically when they were still preteens lol but yeah I dont know why but Combinations isnt sticking to me, maybe I havent listened to it enough. My favourite song is Lost At Sea yaaay, love it.

I think you should tell ^^ Really. Even if he does make up stuff I have a feeling theyll believe you more than him. Dont ever let anyone make you feel uncomfortable and even more so if theyre touching you in such a way without your permission.

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Its not only high school that has drama, I thought it would be over in my 20s but no, I had supposed friends, they stopped calling me etc and then I found out last year that actually one of them never really liked me, we were drunk and she told me she´d never liked me til that moment and do you know why? Because we were drunk and I stooped to her level that night, I had to be at her sad sad level to be liked... So anyway I said how I felt and how it was wrong and they turned on me, said I was a headcase and imagining it all. I missed out on an entire summer waiting to see if theyd call but they were too busy partying and then if I went out with someone else theyd get angry with me lol. So Im still bitter and angry, I think I always will be. The worst part is one of them is my cousin..my family so its hard. But yes, drama goes on forever. I hate drama, always have, Ive always just let people continue with their slagging matches and stayed neutral. Its all so childish lol. Argh. Some people may never grow out of it but dont worry, just avoid them.

Vimto is this purple fruity drink and Lucozade is an energy drink, fizzy, glucose, kinda very sticky, as is Vimto but Lucozade I think could be stickier haha. It comes in original flavour which is an odd taste, orange, apple? (used to), lemon I think..and there was/is a berry one. Im sure theres more.

Have you tried photobucket?

Oh wow I miss Vimto!!! I miss Lucozade even more though. Currently drinking sugar-free/caffeine free/everything free coke. Eurgh. I neeeed sugar!

How randon that Hearts Under Fire are from Surrey. I used to live there. How old are they? I used to know tons of bands from the Surrey/Hants/Berkshire area back in the day. Most are no more *sigh* Anyway thanks to [insert name here] (lol sorry) the person that has the link to Now, Now Every Children in their sig. Wonderful!!

A Red Bull knock-off called Toro (bull in Spanish hah!) Im a little addicted to it.

I dont know why but your pet frog made me laugh. Sounds cute. Anyway here I am sleepy and serious (both odd for me).

The issues are with placing my voice correctly whilst doing them. Maybe Im just weird. After time it gets better but Im not very consistent with them.

Argh this is not my week! First Paramore sells out so now I have no excuse to go to London and noooow the boots I needed have disppeared off the topshop website. I was going to post a picture but they seem to have gone. Anyway they were slightly higher than ankle boots, light brown, leather, flat with a buckle on the side but they were AMAZING and I was going to have them sent to a friend in England and pick them up in Feb. If anyone goes to topshop and sees them in sale items or anything similar let me know. *EDIT* Found: http://www.topshop.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/ProductLargerImageView?altText=Flat+Studded+Ankle+Boot&storeId=12556&jspStoreDir=TopShop&imageURL=%2Fwcsstore%2FTopShop%2F%2Fimages%2Fcatalog%2F32A27RDTN_large.jpg&pageTitle=Flat+Studded+Ankle+Boot&langId=-1&ddkey=ProductLargerImageDisplay But theyre sold out.

I like my voice as it is but it never really matured at 16 or around that when its supposed to lol so a little maturing would be good. My range is big upwards whether Im belting or doing choral stuff but going lower than middle C just sounds super odd. I dunno, I was lucky with choirs because one I was in the lady that run it was a very good singing teacher and we´d do 45mins of warm ups along with breath control and she´d check us all then the other choirs were run by a music teacher with experience in cathedral choirs so we were treated like choirboys haha. Prob why I still sound like one LOL. I love learning about completely different singing techniques however, its fun and interesting. I was wondering if anyone has ever had issues with the excersises in lessons but then confused the teacher when you can sing correctly? I just cant do the excersises doh. I really dont know why..?

Lol I wish skinny jeans fit me too but because Im skinny and I make skinnies look baggy. Its silly. Ill be over for Feb 1st so hoooopefully Ill find something!

My obsession right now is getting a yellow pair of skinny jeans and strutting around London with them on. Its a dreaming obsession process but I get withdrawal from London haha so I get obsessed and I all I think about is England and freedom and my old life. My obsession gets fed when I visit which is often but the yellow skinnies is a big part of that obsession. Oh and Topshop...

Mmmm Im thinking of buying a new one. The burning thing...it melts, so it too hot then it just hardens with no warning lol. One extreme to another. Ill try the scribbling. If not later Ill buy another.

Cant do lipstick either. It makes me feel like a cheap slut, I think its because my face has such a sharp structure and I just feel wrong lol. Anyway, eyeliner...I bought a new one the other day and you know how sometimes at the beginning it just doesnt draw lines, only really faint? So I burn it to soften it but that doesnt work and Ive sharpened it...nothing. Any other tips on getting it to soften and actually draw black lnes? Lol.

Thanks Jess. Ill definately look into the dvd´s. I checked out the sites and everything and it just looks so interesting and a different a different approach to the typical classical training. I had nodules a few years ago and lost a lot of strength to my voice so this seems the way to go. Thanks again.

Id say take your time and keep your hand steady. I always have issue on the top aaand I really dont understand liquid eyeliner haha. Cant use it.

I was wondering too if anyone could say whats the difference between the levels of teaching on SLS because theres someone..only 1 that comes to Spain every 2 weeks but he´s a level 1. Or 2. I forget.. Anyway, I obviously know more levels = higher level of experience and longer time with SLS but does that apply to me too? As in if Ive been singing for years and years would I need a teacher with a higher level say 4 or 5? Or could I learn a lot from a 1 or 2?

oh crap, im about 90lbs lol. people think i have a problem but i dont. i love junk food and tried everything including treatments to gain weight but bah im just skinny.

5´3, i used to think 5´2 but nah, i either grew which is impossible because well, im too old to grow further or i dunno. i think it was a psychological thing lol as i wanted to be shorter.