STOPthissong!

I confess I love study leave.

I confess I'm gonna be so glad when tomorrow is over.

I confess I'm gonna watch tv for a bit.

I hope my biology exam goes well tomorrow.

I like the smell of permanent marker. I like to eat and watch TV at the same time. I wear too many hair accessories I get stressed out easy I am on medication I like oranges I have the hiccups Pink is my favorite color I have been in a hurricane I know a Melanie. I wish too much I get pizza delivered to my house a lot I work I think about strange things I had spaghetti sometime this week I have never ridden in an airplane I sing in the shower I like to take bubble baths Long nails are scary My car has neon lights I feel cute right now My bus driver is a woman. I don't hate anyone I am very optimistic I have a security system in my house does an burglar alarm count? I've had shin splints before I have gone out of country for a camp before Candles are all over my house The lights are on in the room I am in. I watch Sports Center I have a Hallmark card I sew I suck at cooking yet still do it Yellowcard is a good band. I bought the Click Five CD Personality tests are fun to take. I go invisible online a lot I am always thinking about the future I saw "Wedding Crashers" in theaters Lindsay Lohan is a good actress My head itches. I can't go anywhere without my phone My friends think they're better than me I think I'm better than my friends Everything happens for a reason I have lied today Tan is the color of my house I draw hearts a lot Too many people ask me for rides Valentine's Day is my favorite holiday I like mint chocolate chip ice cream Praying mantis' are cool looking I keep a lot of things private My birthday is within the next month I have had a song played just for me I have been white water rafting I have never kissed a guy It is earlier than 8 in the morning I listen to Relient K I have an indoor job I have a digital camera I have a few things playing on my mind I am a very paranoid person I own some pink underwear I hate summer I have seen the DaVinci Code I have read it I need a haircut The part I like least about my body are my boobs or lack of I am rarely ever serious I can't speak any other language but my own My teeth aren't white they're exactly yellow though haha. I want to have black hair I have a tanned complexion People say I'm somewhat of a hippy When I was little I used to watch "Rugrats" religiously I am a tomboy Some people seem to think they can treat me like a doormat I have a small nose I only have one pair of shoes Someone I knew recently died I am a writer I would kiss someone I hated for $10,000 My hair is dirty blonde I hate camping I like dark imagery Sometimes I hear voices in my head I love the movie Braveheart I cleaned my room today I love musicals I have been seriously burnt before My dog has viciously bitten me before I hate dogs I own something striped Last Christmas was my best ever I sometimes wear hair bands I love smokey eye makeup I want to be seduced I love to read I love fancy jewelry I have bags beneath my eyes I only ever wear make up when I go out I am watching TV right now What's the point to algebra, trignometry, calculus, etc. anyway? I have a laptop I still like reading picture books I have friends who are more than 5 years younger than me AIM sucks I take the pens and notepads from hotels Negative people suck I love oxymorons I have never had a cavity I don't know what I want to be when I grow up I get carsick easily I ALWAYS seem to get stuck behind the screaming kid on airplanes I've never been on an airplane I'm a chronic procrastinator The Band is a really unorginal band name I don't find many horror movies scary I <3 the Muppets The Mona Lisa is the most overrated painting ever I have been pushed into a pool before With all my clothes on I secretly like some 80s pop songs I don't like writing I know what a gerund is I don't care about gerunds I follow politics I follow fashion I follow the leader I AM the leader i'm rad I love neon colors I love southern drawls I can tell the difference between Irish, British, and Australian accents I am British! I have gotten spam for Viagra I have won something from a radio station I won't read a book if it's longer than 300 pages Pants are good. Wear them. I always leave the "Friends" section of surveys blank Because I have no friends I like happy endings

I wish I had money to buy Christmas presents.

I confess my maths exam was horrible. Failed? Yep, I think so.

I confess maths revision hurts my brain.

I think Hairspray is annoying. I'm wearing shorts. I have played the game Tiddlywinks before. I've never seen the movie Pulp Fiction. One of my great-grandparents is over eighty-five. I can't stand spicy food. I join a lot of stupid Facebook groups. I think my nose is too big. I have a few bobbypins stuck in my hair right now. I'm not wearing any makeup right now. I took a shower this morning. I am awful at word searches. I worry that no one will ever love me. I never use a blowdryer. Blue ink < Black ink My favorite trees are weeping willows. I wish I had a dimple. My sister and I are the same shoe size. I was never into Pokemon. I never remember my dreams. I used to play Animal Crossing. I remember when polly pockets were smaller than our pinkies. Mango > Papaya I'm terrified of going to college. I am someone's number one on Myspace. I don't play Farmville. I had pizza for dinner. There is someone in my school that I cannot stand at all. I have registered for my classes for next semester already. I think it's HILARIOUS when my cat acts nuts. The taste of blood makes me sick. My handwriting is a mixture of cursive and print. I need to pay more attention in class. I have tons of bottles of hand/body lotion. I am sort of watching a sports game right now. Facebook is getting kind of boring. I really miss someone right now. My cat is sleeping on my bed right now. I am eating something right now. I am really uncomfortable at the moment. i'm laying/sitting on my bed right now i'm listening to one of my favorite songs my sister isn't home i'm wearing a school-related shirt people should relax and be humble sometimes i feel like i do things that no one else does i get so excited when i have money to go shopping i know i'm getting clothes for christmas i post random stuff all around my room i love blasting music loud when no one is home i really wish people would take the time to get to know someone i really want a muffin i try and tell myself it'll be all right, i just shouldn't think anymore tonight i've never had sex but i've done everything else with a guy i haven't dated in so long (never, actually) it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me (not all the time) some songs make me so nostalgic i don't have much patience it's dark outside i have to be somewhere in an hour I wish my hair was longer. (I've had an obsession with long hair recently. There's no way in hell that I would ever get extensions though). I make my own food and do my own laundry. Little things make me smile. I own a Post Secret book. I wish I was 18. I love mascara. I'm currently anxious. I have a musical instrument in my room. My mom and I argue almost everyday. I ate fast food today. I'm currently listening to music. I've cried this week. I have a Last.Fm account. There's some sort of medal or trophy in my room. My room's actually clean for once. I like the new AIM. I've taken at least 15 surveys today. Hot cocoa + marshmallows = <3 I hate when people say they hate their job. My phone's a piece of crap. I can't wait until Christmas! I'm really excited about winter! My favorite holiday is New Years. I live in New York. I'm sixteen. I'm obsessed with an event in history. I always dread school. I use my iPod more than my phone. I wear hats often. I don't wear makeup. I don't watch MTV. I buy my clothes online. I love looking up song lyrics and learning them. I'm going on a vacation this upcoming summer. I never wear flip-flops. I've been going out with my boyfriend for over a year. I don't get along with people very easily. I buy my music off iTunes. I actually like country music. My back hurts like hell right now. I have OCD. I awkwardly pass by my Facebook friends in the hallway and don't say hi. I have regrets. I could use a hug right now. I think too much for my own good. If I'm pissed, don't try to calm me down. I have been to at least five concerts. I personally know someone in a band. (it's only a band at school though) I've given up on somebody. I love watching videos on YouTube. I live in a well-known city. After this, I'm getting off the computer.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

I confess I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow.

Dear Mum, You have no idea how patronizing you are. Becca

Only went to school for 2 hours today.

I remember you! Welcome back.

That's really awesome Guro Paramore are really gonna love it. I'm so annoyed that I couldn't make one. I literally found my camera charger last night but it was a bit late to make one. I'm sure there will be another opportunity though.

Dear school, Thanks for humilating me in front of my year. Becca

I hope I get a good mark on my physics test.

I confess today has been so stressful.

I confess I'm glad I get a lie in tomorrow.

The "If you HAD to" section: 1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where would you want it? my wrist 2. If you HAD to dye your hair a color what color would it be? Dark Brown or Red 3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would u pierce? ermm....lip? 4. If you HAD to change your name, what new name would you choose? Princess Consuela Banana Hammock The "WOULD YOU?" section: 1. Would you rather love one person or have many short relationships? Love one person 2.Would you move anywhere else if you could? Yes, the US of A please. 3. If you were given the chance to go to Paris, would you go? Yep, I sure would. 4. If you were given 10 million dollars to keep, what would you do? Change it to pounds... The "LETS SAY" section: 3. Lets say you had to eat, for all the money in the world, a live tarantula for $1,000...would you? Errr..no? I doubt I could even fit a Tarantula in my damn mouth. 4. Lets say you could star in any movie (made or in the works) what movie? Can't think of anything right now. The "OTHER STUFF" section: 1. What makes your bedroom unique It's mine. 4. Whats your favorite season of the year? Summer 5. Do you like cheese? Yarr matey. do you: • whine a lot: Kinda • yell a lot: Not really • have too many friends: How can you have too many friends? • want to die? No. • wear dark colors: yup • dye your hair: Nope have you ever: • talked on the phone for over 3 hours: narrr • left the country: Yep • stolen something: no • caught something on fire: nope info about yourself: • what is your birth name? Rebecca Amy Sealy • what is your birthday day? 14th July 1994 • how tall are you? 5 ft 3 and a half • shoe size: 5 • brothers/sisters?: No sir • favorite color? purple, green, dark blue • soda? Don't really drink the stuff. • music? Too many to list. • ice cream? Phish food in the last 48 hours: • cried? no • missed someone? no • yelled at someone? yes • been online: Yeep • kissed someone? no • not been able to stop thinking about someone? no • hugged someone? yes • last thing you ate? Rhubarb crumble • talked to someone about something important? nope. okay, last questions: • who is sitting next to you? No one • favorite sport? Uhmmm........ • are you bored of taking this survey? Yeah, I'm glad it's over. It was shit.

I confess I really wanna see Paranormal Activity.

Dear Becky, Serra and Jordan, Thank you sooo much for asking me to be in the band. I just hope I'm good enough for you guys. Becca x

I confess I really hate the fact that it gets dark so quickly.

01. I love looking at the moon. 02. I'm single. 03. I'm nonsensical. 04. When I'm by myself, I often scream/sing/talk in crazy voices. 05. I wish I could go to school just for fun. 06. When I'm in the shower, I form possible thesis statements for future papers. 07. I hate when people type in all caps online. 08. I wish I could be an artist. 09. I try not to cry in front of people. 10. I have one younger sister. 11. I haven't had a good conversation on AIM in years. 12. I like people who make me laugh. 13. I strive to be a vegetarian. 14. I miss Herr Lelko. 15. I am addicted to reading. 16. I think dorky boys are hot. 17. I know how to do the Macarena. 18. I adore Charlotte Perkins Gilman. 19. Sarcasm is my friend. 20. I want to try opium. 21. I want to travel more. 22. Sometimes I understand math...sometimes I don't. 23. I have a great relationship with my mom. 24. I've never done a list like this. 25. I procrastinate. 26. I like thrift stores. 27. I love sleeping naked. 28. I'm a weird person. 29. I wish I spent more time with my friends. 30. I want to accomplish more of the goals I've set for myself. 31. I love new bed sheets. 32. I write terribly boring livejournals. 33. I wish I had a job I loved. 34. I need to work out more. 35. I love waking up early and going to bed late. 36. When I die, I want to be buried on the moon. 37. I'd also like to finish school too. 38. I would love to run my own restaurant. 39. My parents are married. 40. I love making people happy. 41. I need to stand in front of the Great Pyramids before I die. 42. I want to study overseas. 43. I don't mind getting shots. 44. I like to sleep. 45. I hate George Bush. 46. I feel as though few people understand me. 47. I spend too much time thinking. [kinda] 48. I wish I had people to dance with. 49. I often feel like a clueless, naive person. 50. I'm insane. 51. I sleep in the fetal position. 52. I've never had a job at Target. 53. I want to own an apartment in NYC. 54. I love having people read to me. 55. I love being in the Flower Club. 56. I want to be cremated. 57. I am not a good musician, but wish I was. 58. I enjoy talking in front of large groups of people. 59. I don't like the President. 60. I've been to Germany 61. I would like to be a marine biologist. 62. I saw a UFO once. 63. I never wish I could turn my mind off. 64. I love being creative. 65. I would like to be fluent in another language. 66. I love Queer Eye for the Straight Guy. 67. I've never told anyone all of my secrets. 68. I hate it when people around me are sad. Makes me sad. 69. One can never have too many picture frames. 70. I sing, but not well. [not that well] 71. I love the rain. 72. I wish I had better grammar. 73. I wish I owned more pictures. 74. I love WINE. 75. I wish I was a real English Lady. 76. I wish I could paint. 77. I like to read. 78. I can go to a bookstore and be there for hours. 79. I might never get married. 80. I like massages. 81. I hope there is contact between humanity and extraterrestrials before I die. And I hope the extraterrestrials teach us how to be better. 82. Ben and Jerry's ice cream is the best. 83. I think I think too much. 84. I live with my friends. 85. I love learning new things. 86. I like to sleep under a bunch of blankets. 87. I love my room. 88. While I've had some close calls, I've never met anyone who really reminds me of me. 89. I wish more people paid attention to the news. And I wish I paid better attention to the news. 90. I was a waitress and it was the worst year of my life. 91. I wish I could live in my own house. 92. I wish I was Irish. 93. I wish I could spend my entire life traveling. 94. I like old buildings. 95. I think hating someone based on their gender, ethnicity, or sexual preference is stupid. 96. I love the night sky! 97. I'm confident. 98. I have lots of regrets, and never believe people who tell me they have none. 99. I don't want any children. 100. I love my hair. ________________________________ I want to be... happy. rich. wise. a hippie. patient. a makeup artist. a mother. known for something. a crazy cat lady. a drummer for a band. a rapper. a pyschologist. someone people can come to when they need advice. loved. successful. tall. like my mother. strong, emotionally. strong, physcially. someone's everything. skinny. healthy. a model. pregnant. a public speaker. an astronaut. famous. somewhere else. right about my prediction of the future. wrong about my prediction of the future. more liberated. closer to someone. left alone. bad. good. the opposite sex. something I'll never be. more religious. more openminded. an author. young again. ________________________________ I have more than 4 piercings. I take showers in the morning. I love bubble baths. Like omfg. I have never watched "American Idol". Highschool sucks. I have a website other than a xanga. I've seen an episode of "The O.C.". Family Guy is awesome. WTF is Family Guy? I love rock music. I hate country music. I live in Florida. I have more guy friends than girl friends. I like to draw. PDA disgusts me. I don't really care if any couples are showing PDA. I live in the past way too much. I'm currently sad. Winter is my favorite season. I know at least one word in Spanish. I know at least one word in French. I love random surveys. No one can tell me who I can and cannot love. My parents are in my personal life too much. I have an older sister. My longest relationship lasted longer than one year. I can sing well. (people tell me that I can) I love hugs. I don't like candy. I'm allergic to chocolate. I own a pair of Converse. I have an iPod. I have more than 30 CDs. My dog is my best friend. I have a stuffed unicorn. I laugh at my own jokes. I love laughing uncontrollably. I've laughed so hard before, I was on the floor. I've lost touch with most of my friends from elementary school that moved away. I love cereal. I have a penpal. I have music playing constantly. I love mangos. I own a piece of the opposite sex's clothing. Life was so much simpler when boys thought girls had cooties. I believe in miracles. I know how to speak a language (fluently) that most people wouldn't understand. I get headaches a lot. I have a headache right now. I can't leave the house without my cell phone. I can't leave the house without my iPod. [mp4] I'm addicted to chocolate. I'm addicted to coffee. I can check my e-mail on my school's computers. Within the last year, a person has changed my life. My room is too messy. I like to write. I'm good at basketball. I'm good at almost every sport. I've been cheated on. ________________________________ I should probably be sleeping right now. I can hear my cat meowing. I am getting a kitten soon! I have felt really awful in the past few days. I am pretty damn hungry right now. I am also pretty damn tired right now. I have made a few surveys today. I haven't listened to music today. I have school tomorrow. I think my one teacher/professor hates me. I have a lot of yarn in my room. I am reading some type of book series right now. I really want to be an author. I hardly watched TV today. I almost passed out at work. My laptop is charging at the moment. I am making myself a scarf. I have made something for my mom recently. I have a jewelry kit that I really want to use but keep forgetting about. People tend to walk all over me. People tend to forget about me. I am the middle child. I have had a CT scan pretty recently. I am not looking forward to Saturday. There are piles and piles of clothes all over my room. I really need new glasses. I really wish I had a lot more money. I was invited to see New Moon at midnight. My best friend did something idiotic this week. I carved pumpkins on Halloween with someone. I like the game Mahjong. Flannel and plaid and fucking awesome. I don't feel well at all today. Someone is mad at me right now. I've had a headache for over a week straight. I have been having trouble typing. I have to work before 6am sometime this week. I was supposed to be going out of town this weekend. I plan to adopt a kitten soon. I'm drinking orange juice. I absolutely hate Britney Spears, always have, always will. I have more than one favorite hockey team. Football is stupid and boring. I wish a favorite band of mine would come here. [!] I plan on getting Converse glasses. I tend to update my Facebook status with song lyrics. I wish I had more time to write. I love writing poetry. My Twitter updates tend to be very random. I have a sibling that does not know how to drive. [cause he's 4? haha] My phone's battery sucks. I like greyhound dogs . I wish I had enough money to live on my own. I am pretty damn tired right now. ________________________________

I wish I didn't feel so ill.