dear you,
please, say smth to me. you might guess, that I can't come up first. you see, I'm too reserved and you have to make the first move, but if you even don't have that in your mind, then... I even can't say, I don't want to see you anymore. I just don't know. do, what you want.
dear self,
stop being so self-consious! that doesn't suit you! make people you like know, that you're not indifferent towards them!.. you know, you behave so, as if they really were. STOP-STOP-STOP! idiot.
dear God,
may I win the contest on Wednesday?.. pleeease?..