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Newcastle's kit reminds me of this...

For anyone that remembers my post few pages back (or even still cares! haha) I met up with friends yesterday and I felt quite happy! There obviously seems to be good qualitys about me that people seem to see! Even more so I was able to talk to random people in the queue and make friends before the friends I was going with arrived! I do notice though, when im on my own I do think far too much and usually that makes me feel down. I do love the friends I have very much!

That does seem to make sense! so thanks! I do try and focus on the good qualities I have nowadays probably still a work in progress there.

Since I know nobody here (or at least I dont recognise anyone I know here) it's a bit easier I find to post this! Nothing too deep or meaningful. More so a state of confusion then a rant persay. It puzzles me why I have friends or people like me! It's not because im a nasty person or anything, people do see me in a positive light but I dont get it. I seem to be seen as a nice, kind helpful person who people are able to trust and usually do come to me if they want a chat. I just see myself as someone who's just usually around people a lot so I figure they must just put up with me a lot. Probably has a lot to do with I never really had close friends growing up. I had a decent set of friends at school which I saw most days, but never really a close group of friends. So now, I do seem to have that, it confuses me as to why I do have friends. Im just a shy, quiet dude who is in the backround 99% of the time. In some sort of weird way, the part of me that has common sense and all that jazz, does know why but the main part of me doesnt understand it all! Reading it now probably makes little sense, but yeah its more a state of confusion for me!

Probably time to post some random pictures! With JLS from X Factor last year. At the far right. Despite my rather shit hair, we were the A team when it comes to 3 a side football.

Yes it does.

I usually get called up on my Girls Aloud liking more. Though when I do grow my hair out still nothing.

I always do like blending itno the backround with things! Haha

Helloo everyone (:

The tall guy at the back. No actual recollection of this photo being taken though.

I am Tom (or most people call me by my username either is cool) From London (as it would say!) I love paramore, football, Girls Aloud, music in generall, computers etc... So yeah, hey (: