kristina

woo go heather =] i totally agree with everything you said. i can't stand ap.net they dont know anything seriously. and yes straight from the the mouth of hayley williams at the show in boston she hopes that none of her old fans think they are selling out and they are honestly the same people they've always been just with a bigger fanbase now. they try to make as much time as they can for everyone and they hope no one thinks any differently of them. they really truly care about their fans and even in the meet and greet i had with them when their manager told them they had to end it hayley went over and hugged him and said no not yet that was way too short we want to hang out a bit longer with everyone. also they appreciate the support that people have been giving them for years and they recognize it so don't think they don't appreciate it because they do. they said they wouldn't be successful and be able to go on without everyone standing by them all these years. im probably missing other things they said to me that night but thats pretty much it. they truly love all of us. and everyone that says paramore sucks, is just jealous that they don't have a connection/relationship with a band like we all do. but yeah im insanely proud of themmmm for the grammy nomination they deserve it. they've worked hard for it. i know everyone wanted paramore to be their little secret and stay small forever but you have to take into consideration how would u be able to survive touring in a small van with no money and away all the time. ya know? its hard i bet. and with the success they have now it's a little easier but harder on the realtionship they have with their fans. but i know they still try because they do care. them getting big doesnt mean they are selling out ya know? i dont think that has anything to do with selling out. i think if they become something they aren't and they aren't true to themseleves then thats like selling out i guess? but they are the same people and i know it ive had the opportunity to talk to them since i was 14 years old and im 17 right now and they've always been amazing awesome and are the same people each time ive talked to them. so yeah ok im done haha

^i remember you =] and yes soorry my blog was private haha but thanks jarrod.

yeahhhhhhhhh i was like shocked. i asked her if she remembered back in boston when some of us were all together and she was like Yeah dude and i saw the post that one you guys made and i was hoping to get chance to see you guys.

haha jarrod. I still can't get over the fact that Hayley acctually saw this post and knew we were all coming isn't that awesomeee. she was like expecting us. thats cool. the weekend was funn, the show was insane. i loved it. im glad all you guys came out and chilled at my house. it was a good time. too bad its overrrrr =[ back to reality blah. we didn't take any pics of us alltogether =[[ you guys better not take them in the car on the way back or ill be sadddd haha. i hope you guys have a good/safe trip home and kerrie have a nice flighttttt. i can't believe this happened omg. i love you guyssssssss!!!!

good choicess =] heather sent me a day to remember awhile ago and i loved it.

dude i won i cant believe it.

thanks everyone i appreciate it.!

yeah i was mentioned man thats crazy. we are all a family =]

thank you that means alot.

thanks me 2. and no problem chris!

thank you<33 & thank you brent and Alison also.

i hope your dad gets through it ill keep him in my prayers. thank you.

thats the worst im sorry. thank you<3

thats good im glad they got through it. & thank you i really appreciate that!

your grandmother and family are in my prayers also, thank you!

thank you, & im sorry to hear that, your family is in my thoughts definately.

thank you lai, your always there for me

thank you<33

thank you that means alot.

thank you i really really appreciate it<3

I don't come on here as much anymore.. however i felt the need to come back and look for help from everyone. today i found out that my grandmother had uterine cancer &i dont want to really go into detail about it. but my family just told me now most of them had knew about it. shes in the hospital and is suppose to have surgery for it eventually. today they had her hooked to an IV to get the swelling down in her legs and treat her ulcers. they want her to get better physically before the surgery. shes suppose to do some type of chemotherapy soon. they don't know what stage of cancer she is in yet. she could have had it for years or just recently. we don't know yet.. & they have to remove some tumors or something also. basically ive had an emotional breakdown because i know that there's nothing i can do about it but give her my love. ive died a little inside. im very close with her. and it KILLS me inside to know that she is 79 years old and the surgery is risky. her breathing was better today which was good. &i just dont know what to do. i know i have to be strong. i wish i was half as strong as my mother in this situation. i jsut dont know. but i have a favor to ask it doesnt matter if you are christian or whatever but Please Please pray for my grandmother that she will be okay and will come home soon. thank you everyone. i really appreciate it. <3

awesome post kerrieeeee im glad u had an amazing time! =]

thats awesome thanks for postingggggggggg =]

thanks for posting!!! =]

sweeet and shes right about the NYC crowd we had soo much energy for such a small venue it was amazing.