it was a lost cause around the age of 14. i went on to partner with a few others before high school ended, and then once heartbreak kicked in sophomore year of college i tripled the number in just a couple months time. after spending a good summer with my father, meeting paramore a few times and making a lot of good friends on here, ive managed to only add a few more to that list since then lol. by no means am i proud of this, especially when i hear that so many on hear have managed to stay "clean" so to speak.
thats what i mean ron. =]