Jorgi

i do not sweat, i perspire hahaha but yeah, i hate it, can i not exercise and not end up drowning goddmanit ?! do you like crane flies ?

yesterday, man too much time is wasted in that place. when was the last time you exercised ?

i'm -15680977 years old. i win.

i think it's by all time low ? i can hear the song but i'm not sure what it's called, bah we're coming home the way that she moves when she moves alone and we're marching home in perfect little rows, she walks a little different when she's alone

fences - ....who ? OHWAIT. paramore Stay awake, stay awake survive i've got nineteen stars that i gave your name tonight

I had a very good day. Days like these i remember why i'm friends with the people i'm friends with. Got very angry at some chav prick who tried to steal something from my bag, but no violence followed so that was a bonus ;D i have anger issues. Also, tomorrow is going to be so awesome. Excitementtt.

Does anybody know the release date for this video ? sorry if it's been asked/answered before, but i am far too lazy to trawl through everything ;D

man, that band are such sell-outs. ;D i actually look my age here, shocking my room is still a mess, as is my hair but what ya gonna do eyyy.

Loving how that keeps coming back this isn't meant to be a work of genius or whatnot, it's short and i'm just a-rambling along. plan b i have to admit this isn't going how i planned although i didn't plan it very well at all and i think i left my innocence behind somewhere along the road i never meant to grow up so cold or so cynical but i guess that's the way i goes the way it went when i laid eyes on you i never stood a chance you knocked me off my feet with one glance and one blow to the face no, this isn't how i planned it at all i suppose it's too late to call it off and start again start over a new page of clichés it just didn't go as planned after all not at all.

Thannksss I was avoiding doing work by hunting around old bits of paper. ...I'm still avoiding doing work, so naturally: \\ The louder he shouts, he says the less it hurts But that won't excuse all these broken hearts And that black eye that looked so beautiful in the dark, Is turning a different shade of pale in the light Just another reminder of last night. And it's reaching a point where "fuck you" is quite the compliment And hasty words aren't taken the way they're meant, When "i'm sorry" doesn't cut it like it used to And apologies are turning into "i hate you" I guess there's not much left to say, When action's speak louder than words, anyway.

I smacked my face into my skateboard earlier and it absolutely cannnessss. That's stupidity for you. Also, my english teacher and my boyfriend both seem to have the sole purpose of pissing me off as much as possible lately. All i seem to be doing these days is finding excuses as to why i haven't done/don't want to do something, it's pretty rediculous. I'm on this instead of doing my chemistry coursework, which is a bit of a mistake in itself. Damn the internet with its glorious world of distractions !

It's not raining, but it's freezing. I'm pretty gutted it's not raining (for once) as i cancelled what should have been a good skate this afternoon because i was convinced it'd be chucking it down by now. I need to be proven right, damnit

Mmm, i know it's unfair on him or whatever i just don't knooow. We just keep arguing every day and i even suggested we have a "break" and he was like noooo that's the last thing i want etc. so i'm giving him about a week to stop being a nobend. hurrah

you don't even know the half of it, i agree he really should be dumped. But i'm terrible at breaking up with people. maybe if i'm really bitchy towards him it'll make him break up with me instead ;D

Clingy, possessive, paranoid boyfriend. rantrantrantrantrant. i can't sleep, either. bah humbug and a half, i say.

zmgz myspc thrd ?! ...http://myspace.com/genetick i may go on an adding spree, i may not. you never know

Local? myspace.com/entershikari myspace.com/mypassionmusic you knows it. also, my friends band. Not quite nationally famous but superheroes locally: myspace.com/flamboyantbella all the other young bands have sort of died out this year as they all split to go to university, it sucks.

I'm going to bring in self-harming as an example- and i know it's not the same thing, but an example is needed- so many people i know have been affected by this and have gone through this "phase". I don't know anyone in my year at school who hasn't got a safety pin and torn away at their arm, just because someone else has done it. It got alot of teen magazine coverage and the bottom line is it got far too much attention much too quickly. If someone in my year hadn't been influenced by someone else self-harming and seeing the attention they received because of this (and don't get me wrong, some of these people genuinely had problems and were genuinely self-harming), it wouldn't have started a whole reaction which ultimately results in needless worrying on the friends part, and unnecessary pain, scars and even leading to an addiction of sorts for the other. Is this making any sense ? Suicide, yes is different and i'm not going to get personal on this subject- but the majority of teenagers crave attention. If suicide gains too much coverage in the wrong way, people may (or may not) start attempting suicide for attention, it could- and based on my shamefully low opinion of the human race is going to go wrong. Also, some people who are seriously ill and depressed and just beyond help may not have even considered suicide before- if it's drawn to their attention in the wrong way, they'll do it. I'm terrible at trying to justify my opinions in words, but there you have it for now. If i think of a few better words i'll write them later.

Aye, and each to their own opinion !

I didn't mean it in an offensive way- well, not a directly offensive way to anyone here. I have my personal views/opinions on this subject from a number of experiences and i'm not going to apologise for them- this sort of "raise awareness" thing can (not saying it will) have the exact opposite reaction to what you intend it to. I'm not completely against this, by any means. Just be careful.

make kids more aware of suicide ? Oh, fantastic ! here kids, before you have a chance to figure out your depression/insecurities, i have found a solution- KILL YOURSEELLFFF !!!!!111ONE ...no. Suicide is too delicate just to be thrown in people's faces. opinion>

Anyone remember that Ambrosia advert with that farmer who rides the cow ? "ooo-arrrrr it's ambrosiaaaa oo-arrrr" etc. ...that. It's making me want to kill myself.

this thread needs some more alex evans:

mymy, haven't been here in a while. ++ a broken jaw won't stop your fake smile but that won't stop me from trying go for some emotion once in a while before you forget you're alive and you don't have to listen to a word i say when you're 10,000 miles and a lifetime away but i'll scream out from the top of my heart and hope you hear me, anyway 'cause a lifetime isn't all that long anymore when we're all left broken and heartstrings torn i'll think of something to make you smile as from the moment that old man cried out: "i hope you have love left tomorrow 'cause love broke me down yesterday i'll have love for you all tomorrow but i'm all out of smiles for today" i'll love you in everyway i can, if you let me 'cause i'm not me without you, please let me.

Work Experience was supposed to be good. It's not. I'm working in a golf centre. I don't even like golf. And it's full of stuck up pensioners that throw things on the floor deliberately so i have to pick them up, snootily saying "oh darling, we have to give you something to do now don't we ? We can't do everything ourselves!" 4 more days of this. If you hear of any mass-OAP-murders from south east england in the news this week, that'll be me. Not cool.