Jammer

Its my brother's funeral today.

It's a decent video...but not their best, if I'm being honest. But song-wise, it's a pretty powerful song lyrics-wise.

Yay for new avatars. *updates current avi*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDY!!!

The video's decent, but I'll confess this is my first time hearing the song in whole. And I'm liking it! Ignorance is your new best friend... Ignorance is your new best friend... Ignorance is your new best friend...

Iron Maiden- Fear of the Dark (Live) Awesome song. Bwa-ha-ha-ha-ha.

Thanks everyone. It really means a lot. Me and my parents went up to see the spot where the crash happened earlier today, and there's dozens of bunches of flowers and pictures there, from all his friends who've been there to visit already. It's good to know that whever he is now, he had a lot of people who cared about him. I still can't believe it fully. I do other things to try and take my mind off of it, but it feels as though I'm just going through the motions.

...how I'm feeling right now. Well, me and my parents were on holiday in London for last week, and we were due to come back yesterday, but at around 6 in the morning there was a knock on the hotel room door. It was the police, and they had some bad news. My brother had been involved in a horrific car crash on the Friday night. He died instantly at the scene. There's no words to describe how I felt when I heard those words. It felt as though someone had driven a sledge hammer into my gut, and the look on my mam's face was just heart breaking. We got the first train home that day, and since then it's been an almighty mess. Family have come and gone, we've talked to the police...but it still feels as though this is just a horrible dream and my brother's going to walk through the front door in one piece. But he's not going to, not ever. The story's even in the local papers, but they haven't released any names yet while the police make an enquiry. Whenever I read it says 'a man died on the scene', I feel so angry. It wasn't a random 'man', it was my brother. He may have been a pain in the backside half the time, but I still loved him. He wasn't just my brother, he was my best friend. No matter how many stupid things I did, he was always there to help me out. Those of you who've lost a loved one, I know how you felt now. And I wish I never feel the same way again in my life.

Ah well, maybe next time. And really? Well I think I'm working that day...so no chance of stalking that day.

Well I'm staying in the West section (IE Islington), so I don't think we've been down that way, sorry. Spekaing of which, when we got the train down we actually passed through Hitchin station...which made me think of you.

Got Vertigo have we?

Yeah, it's been awesome so far. We're going to London Zoo tomorrow. On the London Eye. It goes up pretty damned far. You can see MI5 and MI6 headquarters from up there.

Hi Catie. I've been very busy lately. I'm actually in London on holiday at the moment (hence the picture). Sorry I haven't been around much lately.

Oh look, it's me and a big-ass clock.

*is tempted to make a joke about 'she knows how to push my buttons', but can't be bothered to* "Hm, which button gives the epic echo effect?" And these two are just for the 'GAH!' factor.

Dream Theater- Forsaken

Tomorrow! Holiday time!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JADE!!!

"Two enthusiastic thumbs up!" Someone in my training group at work always used to say that. And damn girl. A man could easily drown in those eyes.

It's safe to say I prefer you as a brunette. I think his face says it all. 'AH! My back!' Aww, you look cute: if a little sweaty as well. Though from what I've seen Enter Shikari gigs are pretty mental.

Chad and the Hulk should have had a wrestling match. I reckon Chad could've taken him.

Happy Birthday Lucy!

Pretty girl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BECCA!!!