Dear self,
Why are you so unhappy lately? You have an amazing girl who loves you for who you are. Even though she's moved, it doesnt mean that she will forget you. But deep down you're afraid it will happen. There is a great chance it will. Her ex-girlfriend goes to this school and you hate her. She broke Kaity's heart. She didnt deserve her at all.
You're afraid old feelings could come back.
You're afraid she'll find a guy and forget you.
You're afraid of all of it.
And to top it off, you're afraid of being in love.
You've never felt this way about anyone before.
You would do anything for her. Even take a bullet.
She means the world to you.
And she loves you back.
Yet, you are unhappy.
You're self conscious and care what other people think. Why?
She thinks you're perfect. But you aren't convinced.
I think you need a reality check.
And maybe some medication.
Or rehab.
You're addicted to a drug.
Kaity-Kocain.
Yours Truly,
Me