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well... kaity now has a boyfriend...

i really dont know what to do... im so confused.

katie, thank you very much. i may take you up on that offer sometime. i gotta go now. bed time! night! loves ya, hannah

dear katie, i hope youre right. im trying to take it day by day. -hannah

Dear Self, She does love you. She does love you. She does love you. She does love you. She does love you. She does love you. signed, me

i confess i must go now. byebye!

yeah i hope not. i love her so much. and i do trust her. which is whats gonna get us through this.

well. she likes this guy and he likes her so it just...started. but she still loves me and promises he wont take her from me. i...trust....her... and im still hopin for next weekend.

kaity has a...bf...

i confess im a little crushed.

yeah i just hope i get to see her. im trying to get my mom to let her stay the night. but that would mean we would have to go get her. and its a 30-45 minute drive there. and im sure my mom will be a bitch about that.

I wish Kaity was here right now. I just wanna be with her.

so, me and kaity talked yesterday. and we discussed some things. and we both agreed that its gonna take both of us to put some effort into making this relationship work since we dont see each other much or talk much. and we both trust each other. we both agree that staying friends is more imprtant than our relationship, but we dont want it to end. she said "that would suck". which pretty much tells me she still wants us to be together. she gets this adorable, sweet sound in her voice when shes serious about us. and she LOVES ME! and she wants to see me next weekend!

yeah it sucks. but i do trust her. and she says she feels nothing for either of the 2 girls. and she says she loves me. all i can do is believe her. it just hurts not seeing her. but, for a pessimist i will be optimistic on this situation. i will continue to have her. she means everything to me! i must go now. bye all! ttyl!

nothing. thats just it. we barely talk on the phone. i havent seen her in about a month and maybe wont for 2 more months. theres 2 girls at her new school that like her. one is one of her close friends, who is like madly in love with her. and im afraid that if kaity goes and stays the night at her house something will happen. i cant handle that. the girl knows that kaity already has "a thing going with a girl at another school" and she doesnt want to ruin that. but she wanted kaity to know. and im just scared that im losing kaity.

dear self, get happy. gosh! you arent a loser. youve got great friends. fuck what your mom and dad say. they are wrong. you arent fat. you WILL make it somewhere. you WILL get out of this piece of shit town. you are madly in lovew with her. she DOES love you. (hopefully) sincerely, me

last night... but not for long.

so i feel me and kaity drifting apart more each day...

hes so adorable!

awh! thank you.

me. im a dork. dont judge me! lol definately nothing special...

Awh katie thats not good. im in love with my best friends:mrgreen:

Awh! those are adorable!

i really dont know where else we'd meet. but i gotta go. bye all.

we are broken, my heart, and breathe (until tomorrow).