dear you, im sorry for everything, i didnt mean to hurt you, ever.
it just sucks being torn between whats best for you, and whats best for me.
i never do what makes me happy, cause im happy when ive made other people happy. but this time it wont work, cause no matter what i decide, im gonna hurt someone.
i pretend everythings ok but it tears me up inside
anyway.
note to self: make up your mind soon