Dear boy,
I spend most of my day thinking about you.
The days I can function without crying, are alright days.
However, I haven’t had an alright day, in a long time.
You disappeared faster than I could blink my eyes.
My whole body aches for you when I wake up and when I go to sleep.
Even my skin misses your presence.
When we said goodbye the last time, it didn’t feel like the last time.
I was mistaken.
I would have tried to stop you, if I had known.
I wish I could redo that day over again.
Change things, to make you stay.
My eyes burn most nights, when I’m alone.
I desperately want to someone here.
I only want you though, so I guess it’s a little bittersweet.
You promised me forever, maybe it just wasn’t meant to be.
But it meant everything to me.
You ripped everything I wanted out of my hands when you left.
I don’t function well without you.
I hate broken promises, broken hearts, broken futures.
All my love,
Girl.