steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Haha I'll let you off then because of the dance Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 loveboat! how does that work? that sounds cool. well it's like a whole section where board members have their own "thread" (so the threads would be the boardies name) where they can be appreciated and where you can just go chat it up specifically to that person...show them your love. it's pretty awesome. Haha I'll let you off then because of the dance *links arm w/ steven and runs around* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 that sounds awesome!!! as long as i'm not one of those "threads" haha. i'm unworty of one. lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Score!!! lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 that sounds awesome!!! as long as i'm not one of those "threads" haha. i'm unworty of one. lol. PSHAW! you'd be one of the first to get a loveboat! and if non of your other 34208 admirers don't make you one i def. would! I'm sure everyone would get a loveboat! *wants pf loveboats now* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Dear Mods, Tee and I would love it if you were to make a loveboat. Thank you, Katie <3 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 You too deserve them Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Dear Mods,Tee and I would love it if you were to make a loveboat. Thank you, Katie <3 hahahah YEAH! could they add a completely new section in the "others" section? You too deserve them i think everyone does Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 i disagree, but thats probably becuase of the fact i havent taken my meds in 4 days. but thank you. =] both of you. edit: i post too slow. that was to steven's post. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 i disagree, but thats probably becuase of the fact i havent taken my meds in 4 days. but thank you. =] both of you. edit: i post too slow. that was to steven's post. should you be taking your meds then katie? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 yeah, probably. but idk i'm sick of them. i dont wanna rant [again] to you guys about it though, it's just annoying. lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 tee and katie = 2 of the sweetest girls on here Edit: Women on here Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 yeah, probably. but idk i'm sick of them. i dont wanna rant [again] to you guys about it though, it's just annoying. lol. aww that's alright katie. you don't have to explain. now, if we ever got loveboats, you can do/say whatever you want in your loveboat and the people who post in there would be there for you to listen... always Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 awesome. =] and its not that i dont wanna talk, cause tbh i sorta too.....do you guys mind if i were to rant for a second again? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 No go for it Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 you guys sure? thanks.. well, idk you guys know why i'm on the meds from other posts or anything, but i'm on them b/c i'm bipolar. and when i'm off the meds, most of the time i'm pretty depressed, but with alot of mood swings. but when i'm on them i dont feel complete emotion...idk its hard to explain, so i'm not gonna bother w/ that. but anyway.i hate the fact that i have to be medicated to be able to function normally. i hate the fact that the emotions i feel are controlled by medication, even though the meds dont make me happy or sad [they just control the receptors in the brain or w/e], i still dont like it. and i know this isnt the case, but if i really stretch it, i can say that i have to be a druggie to survive, and i dont wanna be a druggie. even though this is completely different. plus my father's said plenty of times how much he wishes he had a normal daughter and all that kind of stuff, and relates it back to the medication sometimes. so that doesnt help either. so i didnt take them from tuesday through today. and i must be having mainly the manic part of bipolar cause on tues/wed i was really happy actually, yesterday i was meh, and today i've just been thinking. ok....so that made no sense, i'm afraid to read through it to see if it makes sense. if that doesnt make sense then sorry! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 I get what you say but I'm like that except not really depressed. Just i have really really good days and the next minute I'd be really sad. but thats just a part of me. Thats not really a helpful response but meh. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 you guys sure? thanks.. well, idk you guys know why i'm on the meds from other posts or anything, but i'm on them b/c i'm bipolar. and when i'm off the meds, most of the time i'm pretty depressed, but with alot of mood swings. but when i'm on them i dont feel complete emotion...idk its hard to explain, so i'm not gonna bother w/ that. but anyway.i hate the fact that i have to be medicated to be able to function normally. i hate the fact that the emotions i feel are controlled by medication, even though the meds dont make me happy or sad [they just control the receptors in the brain or w/e], i still dont like it. and i know this isnt the case, but if i really stretch it, i can say that i have to be a druggie to survive, and i dont wanna be a druggie. even though this is completely different. plus my father's said plenty of times how much he wishes he had a normal daughter and all that kind of stuff, and relates it back to the medication sometimes. so that doesnt help either. so i didnt take them from tuesday through today. and i must be having mainly the manic part of bipolar cause on tues/wed i was really happy actually, yesterday i was meh, and today i've just been thinking. ok....so that made no sense, i'm afraid to read through it to see if it makes sense. if that doesnt make sense then sorry! *hugs katie* that makes perfect sense. But you're still way young. You have a lot of time to sort out aspects of your life, what you want, and how to be happy. There is going to be a point in your life when you think to yourself quietly alone and say "i am truly happy and satisfied" you're going to figure things out eventually katie. don't worry about things too much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 thanks for reading....and understanding.lol. you guys must be english majors or something. lol. but the part that annoys/freaks me out the most is that i'll be bipolar for the rest of my life. if i'm sick of the meds already, and i've only been on them since april, how am i gonna stick with them for another 70 years? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 thanks for reading....and understanding.lol. you guys must be english majors or something. lol. but the part that annoys/freaks me out the most is that i'll be bipolar for the rest of my life. if i'm sick of the meds already, and i've only been on them since april, how am i gonna stick with them for another 70 years? because you're going to meet new people along the way that will help you love your life, bipolar or not. Once you get to the age where you're more on your own/older you can go out/meet new people. that's what i'm excited for. The day when i'm 18+ and can go out and find people that will make my life worth living. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 I agree Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 thanks guys. =] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Tee Posted January 19, 2008 Author Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 of course! i can't say i'm very happy with my own life atm but there's always hope! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
steesh Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 Me too but that girl may be the turning point And why not Tee (now i'm being nosey) Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted January 19, 2008 Report Share Posted January 19, 2008 aww whats wrong tee? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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