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I KNOWWW ! He's so adorable and has a wicked style.

Name: Elina. Pronounounced "L-IN-UH". And my whole name is Elina-Marie, by the way. Age: Almost 18. Height: 158 cm. Date of Birth: 13th February 1991. Country: Finland. Top 3 favourite bands/ artists: It changes often. At the moment they are Dir En Grey, Snow White's Poison Bite and Crystal Castles. Top 3 favourite songs: My favorite songs of all time are Snow White's Poison Bite's acoustic version of "Sleeping Beauty", Jack Off Jill's version of "Lovesong" and Jeff Buckley's "Hallelujah". Favourite Movie: All of Johnny Depp's. And probably "Twilight" after I see it. Favourite TV show: Project Runway, The OC, C.S.I, Life On Mars and Friends. Favourite colour: Black. Favourite ice cream flavour: Vanilla with chocolate. Favourite word or phrase: Many. Favourite Actor: Johnny Depp and Jim Carrey. Favourite Actress: Idk. Favourite smell: Paris Hilton's perfumes, men's cologne on their neck and freshly cut grass. Favourite possession: My cell phone. I never go anywhere without it. Favourite album: At the moment it's Dir En Grey's brand new release, "Uroboros". Favourite music video: Probably "Hold On" from Good Charlotte. A song with a message. Biggest fear: Heights and losing the people I love. Are you a morning person: No, because I rarely sleep well. Is your bathroom clean: No way in hell, lol. Do you sing in the shower: Nah. What song did you/ do you want to play at your wedding: I have never thought about it. Maybe A Thorn For Every Heart's "You're The One". What song do you want played at your funeral: I don't know. I don't like to think about death. Tea or coffee: Tea. I hate coffee. Anything else we should know: Too many things, lol. I suffer from depression.

That's Christian Siriano in the pic I posted. His hair is so awesome, I love it, lol.

Thanks, ha. Kind of emo, but yeah. After it grows a little, I'm gonna cut it like this: And I'll probably add some extensions to the back.

When I saw Juuso and got to give him his Christmas present.

I confess I have a very low self esteem.

Courtney, you're so cute ! Here's a couple of pictures of my new hair. It has changed already though, I dyed it black underneath, lol.

I hate my roommate. I fucking hate her. Seriously. I just wanna slap her ass all the way back to Neverland. She's obviously from there, because she's 16 and still acts like a 6-year-old.

I wish my roommate wasn't such a dick.

1. Packed more stuff. 2. Took my (guy !!) friend a skirt. He's gonna be an anime girl in our school's theme Christmas party, asd. 3. Talked using notes. I lost my voice in the morning.

I'm happy about moving, I can't stand my roommate.

You have the guts to talk to new people. And say the things you want to say while sober, but don't have the courage to. You feel very pretty even though you have mascara all over your face and smell like puke, lol. Most guys think you're pretty, even though you have mascara all over your face and smell like puke ! You forget all the troubles in your life just for one night. I could go on alllllll night.

I confess that people mostly label me as "emo".

Me and my best friend Juuso.

I confess I hate my roommate and I'm moving out.

He is not going anywhere. He can't leave me all alone here. He's like the big brother I never had, he is not leaving me. He has to get well or I don't know what I will do.

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On Friday, my roommate had a mental break down and she started to talk about hurting herself and suicide, and I called her ex who is like my best friend. He asked me to bring her there so they could talk. It took like an hour to get to his place, because she kept having panic attacks and she almost fainted a couple of times, but she was brave enough to carry on. When we finally got to his house, he had a party. He came out, and she didn't want to talk to him because he was pretty drunk. She went a little further to cry, and he pulled me aside. He said that he really wants to talk to her and that he has a reason to drink all the time, to have as much fun as possible, to be close to his friends and to talk to her. Then he was quiet for a while and I was like "Uh-oh, I don't like the sound of that...." And then he whispered in my ear that...That he's very sick, that he has a brain toomer. He also whispered that don't cry and of course, naturally, I started to sob my eyes out. Then he started to cry too and he hugged me. So yeah, my Friday night rocked. It was so terrible when he started to talk about his treatment and when he said that if he dies... He can't talk like that, because HE IS NOT GOING ANYWHERE. HE IS NOT LEAVING ME HERE ALL ALONE.

I wish my "emo big brother" would be healthy and that he wouldn't have to go through that surgery.

ARGH ! EVERY SINGLE PERSON I LOVE ARE ILL. I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.

Hmmm, I can't decide. It' either the fact that my best friend has a brain toomer or that my little sister is in the hospital.

I confess I'm addicted to cooking shows.

I'm single. Again. But I've been soending a lot of time with this guy. But I'm not sure what about my feelings, because I'm still kind of hung up on my ex. So in a way I'm taken yet single.

I confess I have a cold.