Wow, this makes me feel real better
LOL
Anyway it's like that with like..everything. Looking at the past things always seem better. It happens to me all the time.
I hate being new, I always have this feeling I have to catch up with everything and I never will
But I LOVE them so much even if I don't know them from the start and I guess that's the important thing. I love watching them live, I listen to their albums nonstop, I never get fed up.
And maybe I'm not entitled to express my opinion on this...but I would't say Josh is not enjoying what he does just because he headbangs less and things like that. I bet he still loves what he does, but he's obviously grown and I think he's got a more serious personality compared to the other band members.
He's kind of mysterious
I noticed he hardly ever smiles and I guess sometimes he really comes across like he's mean, like he wrote on the official site, but, from what I could gather from people's stories, I think he's really sweet.