MarMaramore Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 ^ lopl her being in "like" with emily and me telling her to slip Aqua Dots to emily... for those of you who dont know what aqua dots are.... they are these wierd little toy things that stick together with water on them to make little picture things or whatever... they turned out to have a layer of something on the outside of them that is a date rape drug.. go figure..."lets market date rape to kids at a young age so they nkow how to live in the future" ew Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 omfg. emily keeps giving me mixed signals. its so confusing. i know she doesnt like me. but sometimes i'll think she's bi or something. but then i'll think she's straighter than an arrow. then i'll think she likes me as a friend. then i'll think she h@tes my guts. like, i'll be walking in the hallway or by her at crew or something, and she can just look or give a glareish face or something, but then later on she can run over to me and lean on my shoulder. [like last night, the shoulder part.] and last week we were talking and she was like "yeah i made it through all 9 years of catholic school..sadly. you learn who you really like/hate. and when your there you talk to someone then cant stand them as soon as they walk away." so i was like "oh, guess i cant stop talking to you or you wont like me anymore." and she was like "believe me, if i had a problem w/ you you'd know it." so she doesn't h@te me. unless she was lieing. idk. its so confusing though.!! sorry for the @ in h@te, for some reason the computer block doesnt like that word? i think its a little kindergartener. hahaha. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 8, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 hmmm sucks much? yess! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
clickchloe Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 still bi. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 8, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 still meh undecided -ish Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 ^still gorgeous too... lopl still going out with julia... first kisses are awkward... :S Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 im straight as a ruler......but i know when a guy is hot still...and everyone thinks im gay when they first meet me still Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 8, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 ^still gorgeous too... lopl still going out with julia... first kisses are awkward... :S huh??? your crazy! 1st kisses are MADE to be akward everyone has them awfulll Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted March 8, 2008 Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 they aint awkward if your drunk as mate Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 8, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 8, 2008 i wasnt drunk i was like 12 but it wasnt akward cause i didnt know them was just crap! haahaa Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 9, 2008 Report Share Posted March 9, 2008 huh???your crazy! 1st kisses are MADE to be akward everyone has them awfulll nah.. i aint crazy.. everyone else would most likely agree that you are reallyreallypretty. yeah... well... yeah... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 9, 2008 Report Share Posted March 9, 2008 i wasnt drunki was like 12 but it wasnt akward cause i didnt know them was just crap! haahaa haha it wasnt my first kiss ever... just first one with her... haha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted March 9, 2008 Report Share Posted March 9, 2008 stillmeh undecided -ish are you swaying toward either direction or just completely confused? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lahninja Posted March 9, 2008 Report Share Posted March 9, 2008 i know for definate now that i'm bi. =] no more confusion for me ;D Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted March 9, 2008 Report Share Posted March 9, 2008 my first REAL kiss wasnt awkward she was just like "yeh, i wanted you to do that" and i kissed her again Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 well yeah.. but i mean.. i dont know... i liked her forever and it was just real awkward because she knows i did and yeah... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 haha it wasnt my first kiss ever... just first one with her... haha oh! get ya know lol are you swaying toward either direction or just completely confused? hmmm na i know im bi really but at the same time DONT wanna be... kind idk how to explain it its like i dont wanna admit i am kinda cause i know that like most of my friends WONT be okay with it and also most of the girls i like(d) are like... complicated god i make no sence lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 nah.. i aint crazy.. everyone else would most likely agree that you are reallyreallypretty. yeah... well... yeah... pshhhh i wish you = crazy! =] Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 that statement almost made me curse... you are effing gorgeous... shut up... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 oh!get ya know lol hmmm na i know im bi really but at the same time DONT wanna be... kind idk how to explain it its like i dont wanna admit i am kinda cause i know that like most of my friends WONT be okay with it and also most of the grls i like(d) are like... complicated god i make no sence lol no no, that made sense. well, your friends are horrible if they dont accept you. i dont see why that really matters. idk, i just got really lucky and my friends dont give 2 s about it. lol. and about that 'i dont want to be bi' part, i hear ya. and if you want to talk to me about that ever just pm me or something. i've actually felt/feel that same way. i'm perfectly fine with who i am, but then i'll think of how much easier it'd be to be straight, for everyone. for me, for my family, for my finding someone to love, etc. idk its hard to explain too. lol. and, i wont see emily much, if at all, anymore. crews done. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MarMaramore Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 ^ awww same here .. if you ever need to talk Aoife, me and katie are the people to talk to... i still havent come out to a lot of people... and i dont even want to be the way i am... but i dont think much will be able to change about how hot i think chicks are... lopl... but yeah.. if you ever wana get a load off your hest o whatever.. or if you just want to say hi because nobodyever does...lopl feel free too... and katie that sucks! make an excuse to see her... like ask her if she wants to see movies and stuff and lie and say your friends are all busy or something... lopl i dont know... im lost.... well, i hope it gets better for you. good luck with her. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 ^ awww same here .. if you ever need to talk Aoife, me and katie are the people to talk to... i still havent come out to a lot of people... and i dont even want to be the way i am... but i dont think much will be able to change about how hot i think chicks are... lopl... but yeah.. if you ever wana get a load off your hest o whatever.. or if you just want to say hi because nobodyever does...lopl feel free too... and katie that sucks! make an excuse to see her... like ask her if she wants to see movies and stuff and lie and say your friends are all busy or something... lopl i dont know... im lost.... well, i hope it gets better for you. good luck with her. honestly....that bolded part is sorta how i feel as well. thats what i was hinting at. haha. but like i said, i'm fine w/ who i am though.....gah confusing. lol. i'd love to make an excuse to talk to her. but idk its really hard to explain, i guess you have to be me or my best friend to understand it. but like, she gives me mixed signals like i've said before. and i dont see her at all in school. not as in not talking, as in not even seeing. and i think she's straight. haha. i'm just a lost cause when it comes to this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 that statement almost made me curse... you are effing gorgeous... shut up... i freaking love you! but i still disagree! lmao Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted March 10, 2008 Author Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 no no, that made sense. well, your friends are horrible if they dont accept you. i dont see why that really matters. idk, i just got really lucky and my friends dont give 2 s about it. lol. and about that 'i dont want to be bi' part, i hear ya. and if you want to talk to me about that ever just pm me or something. i've actually felt/feel that same way. i'm perfectly fine with who i am, but then i'll think of how much easier it'd be to be straight, for everyone. for me, for my family, for my finding someone to love, etc. idk its hard to explain too. lol. na i dont mind discussing it here! what you said about family and stuff TOTALLY agreee thats lik mainly my reason for it being so hard to be who i am and as for my friends it might be hard for you guys to understand but living here like kinda everyone knows everyone and everyone elses business and id be the biggest gossip ever cause theres NO other bi/gay girls in my skol but im going to college in a few months anyway hopefully ill be able to come out 2 everyone then but yeah for now it still sucks! like 2day in the canteen all my friends (even the 2 who know) wer talking about lesbians and bi girls and i was sooooooo raged! and akward lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted March 10, 2008 Report Share Posted March 10, 2008 omg i hate when people do that. even my friends will talk about it and stuff, and its just like you said-awkward. your thinking to yourself "uh...yeah...i'm sitting right here..." or you hear kids in your class joking about that and again, awkward. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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