{Alice Cullen}

How Do You Know You?//Days of The New

my Dad still smokes weed every now and then...i've never smoked with him though. I can tell you that we would be listening to The Who eating popcorn and talking about how my generation is to materialistic and shit. hah i love my Daddy

i love that one and this one oh and i confess that i slept all day today...the new meds that i started a few days ago are causing my stomach to hurt. Hopefully it's just temporary though while my body adjusts.

1. I think that pointy-toe heels look weird, and are not something I would wear. 2. I've worn boots even in the summer. 3. I've worn flip-flops even in the winter. 4. I don't even have the four seasons where I live (it's Texas, it's basically Summer, and well Spring like weather..it doesn't really get cold here..lol) 5. Would everyone please stop comparing Miley and Demi!? 6. When I see the name Demi, I think of Lovato, not Moore. 7. When I'm at home, I'm in my room almost all the time. 8. I have my own bank account and credit card. 9. I always remove my makeup after coming home. 10. I only wear makeup to special occasions. 11. I only go to church on Easter or Christmas. 12. I've never stepped foot inside a Bhuddist temple before. 13. I've been to Southeast Asia. 14. One of my relatives works at a radio station. 15. Ryan Seacrest is annoying. 16. Serves him right that Brangelina dissed him at the Globes. 17. I knew about 'LOL' long before it was "cool". 18. I wore flats to school today. 19. Canvas shoes (like Converse) are just about the only type of shoes I wear. 20. I've worn a T-shirt and jeans to a formal event before. 21. Omg, fashion faux pas much? 22. Give it a break 23. And I've worn a color other than black to a funeral before. 24. I go clubbing every weekend night. 25. But I only have drinks and hang out with friends. 26. Are you kidding? Clubs are for dancing the night away. 27. I'm not allowed to go out on school nights. 28. I remember watching 'The Swan Princess' when I was a kid! 29. There's pictures of me and my significant other in my room. 30. I'm wearing a T-shirt that I got for free. 31. There's an ironing board in my room. 32. I don't have an American accent. 33. I've liked someone who was an alcoholic. 34. I'm neither an alcoholic nor a workaholic... 35. Procrastinating is a major bad habit of mine. 36. One of my friends is an anime and manga fanatic. 37. I use L'Oreal Elseve shampoo. 38. I'm hopeless when it comes to sticking with diets. 39. I own an original non-imitation Louis Vuitton product. 40. No offense, but I hate brand snobs. 41. I only hate brand snobs if they keep showing off. 42. I know how to play poker. 43. If I hear 'Hot n Cold' one more time I'm gonna scream. 44. My hairbrush is pink. 45. I've won a marathon race before. 46. I love the city that I currently live in. 47. I wish the MacBook would come in other colors besides black and white. 48. Jackie Chan is my favorite actor. 49. Okay, so far I've hardly bolded anything. 50. My favorite makeup brand is Maybelline. 51. I have both a hair straightener and curling iron. 52. My dad's name is quite common. 53. In fact, I know at least three other people with his name. 54. People say I have a lot of clothes, but I disagree. 55. I wish I had a whole freakin' walk-in closet! 56. I own no more than 5 pairs of shoes. 57. I actually do go to my dentist twice a year. 58. I'm thinking of changing my IM screenname. 59. I could use a good massage right now. 60. I've already planned what I'm going to wear tomorrow. No planning needed, I just wear school uniform. things most people could do. [x] I can ride a bike. [x] I can tie my shoes. [x] I can swim. [x] I can count to ten in a different language. [x] I can cross my eyes. [x] I can sit "indian style". [] I can swallow with my mouth open. [x] I can gargle. [x] I can floss properly. [x] I can write in cursive. [] I can successfully shuffle a deck of cards. [x] I can play hopscotch right. [x] I can walk in heels. things some people could do. [x] I can snap my fingers. [] I can shoot a basketball into the basket from five feet away. [] I can properly write a sonnet. [x] I can easily find the square root of numbers. [x] I can say at least ten sentences in another language. [ ] I can skateboard. [] I can keep up a hulahoop for at least a minute. [ ] I can play poker. [x] I can do at least five push-ups. [x] I can keep a straight face while lying. [] I can type in 1337. [x] I can make a webpage with basic HTML. [x] I can cook eggs without burning them. [x] I can not study for a test and still pass it. [x] I can somewhat play a musical instrument(s). [x] I can make a "butterfly knot" with my shoelaces. [] I can easily interpret certain vocabulary words I don't know after seeing them in text. [] I can draw anime/manga characters. [x] I can drive. [] I can disco. things not a lot of people can do. [ ] I can juggle more than two objects. [] I can make a webpage with FTP, CSS or another programming language. [ ] I can program a computer game. [ ] I can tie a knot in cherry stem with my tongue. [] I can speak another language fluently. [ ] I can play ten or more different card games. [ ] I can parallel park. [x] I can play a musical instrument well. [] I can keep myself completely focused in class. [ ] I can easily find the cube root of numbers. [] I can draw a portrait of someone and have it look realistic. [ ] I can speak/write some of another language that uses a different alphabet. [ ] I can play lacrosse. [x] I can cook an entire meal without directions or help. [ ] I can easily memorize what my teacher is saying and don't need to take notes. [ ] I can hack into someone else's account without previously knowing their password. [] I can easily log-on to a proxy server and bypass my school's parental controls. [ ] I can successfully run a one-man band. [ ] I can easily figure out tough math problems without a calculator.

<33 Pennyroyal Tea//Nirvana

yeah go for it, no problem. I'm here anytime you need to talk

i confess that i love gifs i know most of ya'll are like but i love you oh really? oh yes, yes i do yup i've lost my mind..aka time for bed

yeah i think it is common too, OCD has ruined my life but i think i've finally found someone that can help me. i think you should, honestly you should. They do help.

yeah, i know the feeling. I have anxiety disorder and OCD. You might want to try meds, they may work for you. I'm actually seeing a new psychiatrist and i'm trying some new meds right now that are starting to work but yeah...i'd rather smoke some weed

yeah i agree with you. I used to drink alot when i was younger and the fact that i couldn't remember alot of things that i did still bothers me. The times that i was stoned-even stoned out of my mind i still remember everything. I just felt chill. But i don't drink now, maybe a little bit every now and then but yeah..my Aunt's an alcoholic and she has cirrhosis of the liver..not cool

i have smoked weed. I haven't smoked in over a year and i've only done it a handful of times. Would i do it again, absolutely. I have horrible panic attacks and smoking works better than any of the meds i have ever been on. I feel so calm when i'm on it, my anxiety is gone.

no problem i know, but we can survive..it will be a long Hellatus but we can make it! be strong my friend..be strong

heh thanks oh and here is the link to ONTD_SPNPARTY

Enjoy The Silence//Anberlin

i'm in a weird mood..a weird gif posting mood

AMEN SISTA, AMEN! lol sorry i love gifs i spend to much time on ONTDSPNPARTY on lj.. oh and the wristwatch was the watch that Sam/Jared wore during season 3. Jared was auctioning it off for charity. His Mom is a teacher in San Antonio, Texas and he wanted to help her school get some money to go to UIL. UIL is a competition within the schools of Texas (read more here)..basically if you are in sports, drama, or band/orchestra,etc you go and preform for judges. I went to UIL for 7 years straight when i was in Orchestra..in grades 6-12. It was fun, i have 5 metals from it anyways it cost the schools money due to transportation costs, etc. This just proves how awesome Jared is..not that i doubted his awesomeness..lol oh Jared oh and i can't wait either...i have all of the seasons downloaded on my computer along with the DVDs, so i'm all good

i agree with this 110%. I saw Adam on the idol tour over the summer and he is amazing. I'm not to fond of his album though..*shrug* I think i'll buy a few songs off of it however..

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PART ONE Honestly, how many people have you ever had strong feelings for? one Honestly, what colour is your underwear? pink Honestly, what's on your mind? i need to go take my meds and go to bed Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? nope Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time? being with my friends and family <3 Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute? nah Honestly, do you have deep secrets? yes Honestly, where would you rather be right now? getting a massage..yeah that sounds good Honestly, have you gone out of your way to make a new friend? indeed i have Honestly, are you desperate? no Honestly, who was last say good night to you? Amy Honestly, did you ever lie to someone you loved? yes Honestly, when was the last time you REALLY cried your heart out? a few weeks ago Honestly, do you think its right to cheat if your boy/girlfriend cheated on you? no Honestly, what makes you mad? umm..close-minded people Honestly, does being with your friends make you happy? yes Honestly, do you believe in yourself? sometimes i do, i'm working on it Honestly, who can you go to for anything? my Mama, April, Dina, Amy and Jeremy Honestly, have you hugged a girl this week? yeah Honestly, have you had a kiss on the cheek this week? i don't think so Honestly, are you a relationship person? yeah PART TWO Have you ever walked in on anyone making out? no Do you remember all the people you kissed? yes Are looks important? i'd be lying if i said no, but personality is just as important Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more? yeah Have you ever made a mistake? why no i'm perfect, how about you? Hair colour you like on someone you're dating? doesn't matter What do you do as soon as you walk in the house? lock the door and put up my purse and keys Who is the person you can count on the most? Mama If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be? ANY? Oh man..ummm Jared Padalecki <3 What did you dream last night? i don't remember Have you ever been in love? yes PART THREE Are you in a relationship? no Do you believe in love at first sight? yes What about true love? yeah Would you kiss on the first date? yes PART FOUR Have a valentine planned out? no? Do you like having a valentine? doesn't matter Are you even worried about the upcoming holiday? nah What would you do if you find out your bf/gf likes someone else? i would not be happy PART FIVE What's bothering you right now? i have an earache Would you share a drink with a stranger? no Next time you will hug someone? tomorrow What is the last thing you ate today? chips and dip What do you smell like? Victoria's Secret Heavenly perfume Have you hit someone today? can't say that i did What is one thing you'd really like to do right now? win the lottery Who do you miss? April What are you going to do after this? sleep What was the last text message you sent? i don't remember? Who was the last person to call you and why did they call? Amy, to ask me if i wanted to come over What was ONE funny thing that happened yesterday? ?? How do you express yourself best? through writing Who was the last girl you talked to? Amy Who was the last guy you talked to? my Dad Who was the last person you talked to in person? Amy Do you have any plans for tomorrow? i'm going to the doctors Recently done anything you regret? nah How do you handle/let go of stress? i don't handle it well, but i'm learning too Do you think best friends can be replaced? no. Is there anyone holding a grudge against you? don't know, don't care Who was the last person to call you? i think i already answered this. Who will you be with Saturday night? no idea How many speeding tickets do you have? 1, but it's taken care of When did you last cry? yesterday Do you plan on moving this year? nope What does the last message in your inbox say? i don't know Who have you texted in the last 24 hours? no one How many people made you smile today? quite a few Single or taken right now? single Can you name a quote from the song you are listening to? i'm not listening to anything at the moment Whats the closest thing to you thats liquid? n/a Describe this year of school in 4 words?. i don't go to school anymore Something you want to know? how much wood would a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood? Something you're happy about? reconnecting with my old friend Jeremy and his family. His wife Amy is awesome and i love their kids, Jessica and Jonathan. Last movie you watched with who? Changling with Amy and my second Mama Mrs. Marilyn Burger King or Wendy's? Wendy's What time is it? 1:32am Where are you right now? my Mom's office What are you doing right now? this Where is your best friend right now? in Nach with her hubby Would you rather go to Tokyo or Paris? Paris Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? nah How long can you go without your mobile phone? a long time, i hate the phone so yeah What's the one song that always cheers you up? hmmm..i can't pick just one Do you like your middle name? sure why not? What do you do when you're bored? get on the computer Do you agree Superbad was a fantastic movie? never seen it Do you get excited when you receive texts? nah Any awkward moments lately? nah Have you ever seen Juno? nope Have you ever been to Mexico? no Have you ever been to Europe? no Do people think you smoke weed? yes Do you swear a lot? not as much as i used to, i try to watch my mouth since i'm around my friends kids alot now What's your favourite thing to buy when you're shopping for clothes? shirts? Do you like your smile? yeah Do you like cheese? yes Do you think smoking is gross? yes Do you like your hair? at times Do you say "fo sho" a lot? no When you hear BUMCRACK what do you think? ? Do you have a lot of sunglasses? no What are you feeling right now? tired If you could have any name in the world instead of yours what would it be, and don't say your name say something else. no idea Do you like shoes? sure Are you jealous of some people's relationships with their bf/gfs'? nope, i know i'll find someone eventually Do you like your school? n/a Do you know anyone that looks like you? no Are you on msn a lot? i never go on msn Ever stayed up really late waiting for someone to come online? when i was like 18..yeah.. Do you find anyone in your life really stupid? yes

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i keep squeaking everytime i see those pics..i'm such a dork :hyper:

here are some pics of me from Halloween, ignore my huge ass nose.. i was a vampire but my fangs wouldn't stay in, so i took them out. Here is a pic with my fangs in: