arrrrr x matey Posted December 28, 2007 Report Share Posted December 28, 2007 nope..sadly. it'd be way to weird to just call her out of the blue, and i dont have a texting plan so thats out of the question. and idk where else i'd talk to her Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Parawhore914 Posted December 28, 2007 Report Share Posted December 28, 2007 Umm...Is there a sort of blog that she has that you could join? And, there's no harm in calling someone out of the blue. Even if you like her, there's nothing wrong with just trying to get to know her, right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 28, 2007 Report Share Posted December 28, 2007 yeah i guess....idk. i'm really paranoid Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Parawhore914 Posted December 29, 2007 Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 Well I mean, I am too--but, as long as you don't think of her as the girl you like, you should be fine. Right? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 i'm doing alright. and yourself? and yes omg rents amazing...i saw it 2ce. you guys saw RENT..... *shock* *thinks* *gets sooooo jelious* *cries* *dies* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 29, 2007 Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 haha you should try to see it...even though your not in the US...but believe me. its AMAZING!!! but the second time i saw it, roger was an understudy, and he messed up/forgot some words, to both 'one song glory' and 'i should tell you." ...arent they like, his songs? lol. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 ^^ he did??? omg!! who was playing roger at that time??? i LOVEEE rent!!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 29, 2007 Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 idk idr his name. but he was terrible. it was funny though, during the dramatic scene where mimi is dieing, my friend turns to me and is like "omgggg he's hot." lol. and speaking of the sexuallity thread...i'm confused again. i may be bi again. idk. i'm so confused. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 29, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 aww hahaa!! confusion again ehy?? care to share your issue?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 29, 2007 Report Share Posted December 29, 2007 well to start, i haven't been regular w/ my bipolar meds in a while. i was good w/ them,but then i missed them for 3 days, took them for 1, missed them for 2, and now today's my 2nd day with them. i've been too busy to remember them lately. so now my thinking hasn't been straight and has been sorta racing and stuff and my moods arent perfect atm either. so that may be the problem. so i'm not attracted to guys or anything, and i still have my same opinions on them, but the concept of sex with them doesnt sound bad at all. but then i look at one and think the same stuff i've thought for over half a year. but then in church on xmas eve i couldnt stop staring at this guy [my guitar teacher's nephew.] now idk if i was staring at him cause i thought he was hot or anything, cause idr thinking that, or if it was casue he looks like my guitar teacher but with hair instead of bald. the whole thing is confusing as hell. i already went through this for months, why do i need to go through it again!?? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 im pretty 100% on my sexuality now all is good although im single lol Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 awww katie... that SUCKSSSS!!! <3 it may just be your hormones... etc! cuz youve missed the meds...??? but dont stress over it, try not to look into it... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 so it looks like the 3 of us havne't had the best of luck in the love department...lovely isn't it? and i'm trying not to look too much into it, but you've been there, its hard to ignore. lol. i'm just hoping its the lack of meds though, and in a few days be sure of myself again, i was happy being sure of who i am and i was fine with myself. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 im 16 and a man whore ....and i dont take my anti depressants Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 YES i HAVE been there!! lol it sucks!! but my friend is gonna say something to the guy i like!! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 you probably should take them... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 alex - haahaa! nice! Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 i dont like em. fuck with my head. so how is everyone ive not been around much lately. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 haahaa alex = rebel Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 i could defidnetly be much better. my grandfather died a little over a week ago, my one friend is moving to brazil in less than 3 weeks and his last day of school was before break, so i'll never see him again. ever. and then i'm confused about my sexuallity again and also w/ my religious beleifs, i haven't been on my meds regularily for over a week, so i've had a couple mood swings and lotsa racing thoughts. plus i havne't been able to talk to my best friend the entire christmas break cause her family's here from out of town. gah!! sorry... hows everyone else? haha Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 *major huge big squeezable hugg for katie* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 errr i got stabbed. and knocked someone out... man katie your life sounds pretty hard at the moment, i had a time just like that a few months ago, im not proud of it but i tried to commit suicide, hence the anti depressants. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
eefie Posted December 30, 2007 Author Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 ok... dude maybe you should take em! hope your ok now *huggles* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Defiance Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 apart from the knife wound im fine lol...the other guy lost 6 teeth...all i lost was a pint of blood. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
arrrrr x matey Posted December 30, 2007 Report Share Posted December 30, 2007 OMG YOU GOT STABBED!?!? when was this?? yeah, and sadly, i tried to commit suicide a couple times as well. about last january, and the january before that. god, january isn't a good month for me. and i'm not proud of any of that...the cutting, the trying to OD myself to death [and all that ended up was puking alot after swallowing 96 motrin w/ some alcohol....and i did that 3 times], and the rest of that crap....hense the shrinks diagnosing me bipolar...and if you ever need to talk just pm me Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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