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OI. they were supporting FFAF. im no goth. lesbo

haha i remember bumping into matt tuck from bfmv in mcdonalds once. me and my friend were like ... in awe haha x

^glasgow

they were on channel 4 this morning i was like omgwtfzlol?! i cant believe how theyre doing on the UK charts they were number 10 last week on downloads alone mcfly getting to number 1 kinda moved everyone down a place but hopefully the single does well :] gonna buy it on vinyl when i get the chance. i love vinyl x

haha zac

well ukundercurrent is a site than runs loads and loads of uk street teams. paramore is on of the bands it covers. x

downloading now :] *excited to see the ending*

god meg stop going off topic. geeeeeeez.

sad thing is ... its a true story. poor meg she also rings me when shes missed trains and then brags about how shes just been to a video shoot. damn lesbo.

Your most played song 1. red4you - repeat offender 2. Sugar, we're goin down - Fall out boy 3. Emergency - Paramore (Well according to Last.Fm) 4. You might have noticed- The Academy Is... 5. misery business-paramore 6. Born For This - Paramore 7. waldorfworldwide - good charlotte 8. Girlfriend - Avril Lavigne 9. 10. 11. 12. ______

i read it too! x

its the site that runs the uk paramore street team :] x

geeee i remember when top of the pops used to give you MASSIVE sheets of sticks. they were ace. i miss those days :[ x

welll if everyone on here buys a few then they can sell the ones they done need to other people on the boards because we are a nice and friendly community yaaaaay i must piss everyone in my college off. a girl in my french the other week said "oh my god i was reading kerrang and on the contents page it said paramore were in so i turned to the page and it was GONE" *cue me pulling it out of my bag* SCOOOOOOOOOOREEEEEE. x

i wish you'd leave meg. youre gay ... and ring me up when youre drunk and tell me youre humping lamps. I HATE YOU. god meg lets get married.

damn uk.

^ eventually i suspect

yaaaaaay stickers

cupid's chokehold is number 3 on the uk charts woahhh haha and hellogoodbye are number 10 thats cool :] x

but couldnt it just have been ripped when it came out officially anyway? x

now who will people call upon when they need audio ripped this sucks you'll be missed tons, dude.

yeahh. i try not to think about all the bad stuff. i just focus on how much i love her and how ace she is haha. we've made up now btw. im too cute to be mad at

im not, but thankyou :] x

haha i know. i think i called her worse than that on the phone later that night. we made up eventually. we always do. i went round to hers the day after and everything got better. she bought me a "guess how much i love you" card which was cute :] still. it hurt me so much. so another night i was round at hers. all of a sudden her friends come. apparently shes going to a party. with lisa. im still so bitter towards her. the way she manipulated roxy when they were together was unbelievable. i was so annoyed that she'd just ignore a night in with me and go to a party. her friend dropped me off at my house and they went to a party. that was crap. meh. anyway. she ended up quitting college so i got to be with her more. things got better, we fought less, we sorted things out without fighting. for valentines day i made her a collage which was cute and looking at all the pictures and good things we'd done and how happy we could be if we set our minds to it made me want to make it work even more. i realised i couldnt cope without her. the times id been ill or drunk and she'd held back my hair when id been sick, the times she'd held me when my mum had been a bitch to me, the way she'd look out for me when we were out. i never call her roxy to her face. ever. shes not roxy to me. shes my boo. my bum, my bumby, my bubu. monday is 2 years since we first kissed. the monday just gone was 16 months since we started going out. the ironic thing is that writing all this made me get annoyed with her and ask her why she did it and now shes gone offline pah. but i love her more than anything and i know its a long shot, but i hope to be with her forever. shes made mistakes. so have i. shes my best friend and best friends can forgive. i'll never forget, but i try my hardest to focus on now and the future. for the sake of my sanity mostly.

so. i gave myself some time. she did seem genuinley sorry. she apologised for being a dick. i knew she meant it. i believed her. i knew full well that she was sorry, sorry for everything she put me through, sorry for all the pain she hurt me in the past. things started getting better. i was getting stressed out because of college. i had to apply to uni, and i was all ready to submit my application in and my teacher told me i couldnt apply for any of those because my grades were lower than id thought. at one point i though i wasnt going to get in. on the bus home that day i found out i got a phone call. i was so happy id got this phone call because id had an awful day, id been crying all day and roxys voice was just what i needed. she rung me up to tell me she was going out to the pub. that sucked. i cried. asked her to stay and talk to me. she shouted and said i wasnt the only one with problems. i didnt say that. i just needed someone to talk to. i rung her up and she'd gone out anyway. that hurt. it hurt that she didnt care about my feelings. i told her i couldnt do this anymore.